Welcome to my Nightmare!!

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Recently I have come into contact with someone. This person claims that I have given up on a group of friends and began to hang out with a different group. This statement is untrue! The group of friends I used to hang out is temporalily disbanded until we have more time to hang out. At this point I have not given up on anyone. I dont know why anyone would actually claim this, I have no reason to do something like that.

Im in an Anti-Life mode right now. Ill be fine just need to get out and do something. Went back to school today. Im finally dropping Cobol, be proud of me.

I really hate it when some has to depend on someone. No Im not talking about relying on someone Im talkin about depending. There is a big difference between the two.
It seems everyone wants to depend on me no matter what. A lot of you expect to much of me, dont. I really just want to left alone. I do like hanging out with my friends but dont expect me to do everything. No, this is not related to any of my friends if that is what you are thinkin. Just a lot of stuff that races through my head the past week.

Easy on the trigger
squeeze the trigger
ooooh head shot
Ah F*&% I missed
the enemy advert mine eye

I never try to ruin something but I always do, and I end up with more people hating me.  One of these days you people arent going to like what is going to happen.  You will regret the day that you took it for granted.  I have been on edge all week, it hasnt been very good.  Word to the wise, I am not in the mood for this kinda crap.  Dont pull this on me now.

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"Who's that snowboarding down the mountain?"

"That looks like Jesus!"

"It must be... EXTREME JESUS!!!"

Something funny to write about before I go and Fail this COBOL test. I hate this.

My COBOL teacher is a freakin psyco. She expects all of us to learn about 5 pages of codes in less than 3 days and figure out all the homework she gives us. Not going over any of the homework, and tells us how easy these are to compile and run.

WTF

I do not know how she expects to learn when we dont know what to do because she has yet to teach us how to break down each code line for line.

Fucking IDIOT!!

Plus it has been a while since a bitched about something. The decision to go to HCC for filming is still up in the air. But it looks like I may catch it after all. If this teacher doesnt shape up soon I will be long gone with filming classes.

Time for an angered rant!!

I know some of you have already heard this, but I really dont care. That is my attitude about everything, I DONT CARE!!
I have to work tonite 2-9:15. Now I really dont mind this, Im used to workin such long nights and again I will miss out on a nice day, damnit! My big problem is that its superbowl night. I am not the greatest football fan, I watch it on occasion. Enough to know whats going on at the least. But I NEVER miss a superbowl. Now I will, and Im so pissed about this. Its really all about the food here too. My mom makes so much food for this, but it will all be gone by the time I get home tonite. This is that bullshit that I dont like about anything.

-Orbit_ruiner-

Now to get onto a more happier time was last night. I went to a chinese fashion show, dont laugh, it was really cool. The only bad this is Alison was really sick and there was another problem, but thats not my business so I wont get into it. But it was really nice I liked it a lot. I also fell asleep a little bit after I got home so I did miss FMA damnit.

-chicken_tacos-

Well I found out that I couldnt buy my tech writing book yet. They are sold out and is unknown when they are coming in. They said maybe Wednsday, so Im trying Tuesday (if I have time) and Wed.

On another note, I actually did something good (0.o) Yes Alan now has a working dome light working clock and a working cd player (0.o) Everything works for him.

Other than that, I dont have an english book, Im not sure what to do. Im not worried about it yet. Im more worried about getting some sleep and some work done.

Bad week, well through all the bad things I did have good times. A couple things that also made me sad, but Im sure everything should work out. My father is now the biggest dick in the world. I know how everyone has heard this about 10,000 times from me, but today has been one of the worst days that I have ever had to talk to him. The asshole yelled at me because I ate a hotdog roll? WTF?? You know I think its good that he gets a little disrespect because apperently he thinks his shit doesnt stink. Well until he leaves its my job to make his life a living nightmare. Little lesson to anyone who wants to piss me off DONT. Save yourself the trouble, I will find a way to get you back and it will be 10 times worse. Ask Keith he told me yesturday. I dont care about anything or anyone. I have no regrets for anything, and I have no reason to ever.

Ive also come to the conclusion that when I dont get enough sleep I get sick, like whoa. I still havent been able to get any sleep today. So right now Im a little edgy, it will change when I go to bed in an hour.