...Letters to God...

oh and by the way, i forgot to tell you all this.


On December 6th, Leslie, Alex, and I are seeing this beautiful man....



OMG I CANT EFFIN WAIT.


Erin, I wish you would be going with me too.

If you don't like my attitude,
then you can 'f' off.
Just go to Texas,
isn't that where they golf?
New York is not for little pussies who scream.
If you can't stand the heat,
then get off of my street.


I waited...
I waited...

and today is the day.



I'm glad I didn't give in to the album leaks of this online, because the whole wait and anticipation totally paid off. I didn't like her last two albums at all, except for maybe a few songs. But, I woke up this morning and first thing I did was get this album on iTunes. My my my. Madonna has gone all clubgirl on us and I love it. The dance/trance beats are fucking off the hook and it's just a great, fun album. I recommend that all you kids out there who love to dance your ass, buy this album.



I guess I am set aside again. I dunno what to do now. I usually don't have a problem getting over guys, but this situation is very very hard. Ugh. I can't get him out of my head...I sound like a creep. Suggestions people? (Preferrably from those who know what I'm talking about.)

My car is going to be fixed!!!!!! We are going to replace the engine, and i should be getting it back in a week or so. Stewie shall live on!!!



TOGETHER, FOREVER!!!



I'm listening to Christmas music wayyy too early.

my weekend was a total piece of shit(well most of it).

- no longer have a car, because my engine is fucked up. going to take it to get it fixed tomorrow, and if it costs too much, we arent going to bother with it.
- was completely ignored by "friends"
- got bitched at because of the car
+ had a fun time with Chris and Bryant at the clubs. dancing is my cure for any sorrow.
- confused about whats going on in my life
+ found out that if the car can't be fixed, i'll be getting my dads honda, and hes getting a new car
- almost brokedown from pressures
- im growing to like him a lot and i don't know how to express it all to him




TOTAL OVERLOAD.

Margaret Cho imitating Bjork is some of the funniest shit I have ever seen in my life...


I HATE HOW BEST BUY IS MAKING ME WORK SO FUCKING MUCH TOMORROW.

5am-7am : Media Dept. Meeting
7am-10am : Store Meeting
12pm-6pm : Work

AGHHDFJHDF!@!%@#$

OMFG

IM NOT DEAD.



My computer just decided to go bitch on me and fuckin crash. I have a new computer now, sooo woohoo.



IM FUCKIN BACK.

OK. THIS GOES OUT TO ALL OF YOU MOBILE/DAPHNE/SPANISH FORT/ETC KIDS.

I am not pulling sides here, but I am fucking tired of the fighting and drama that goes on between some of the kids in our vast circle of friends. It's fucking childish and needs to come to a damn stopping point. If you have problems with people you might as well keep them to yourself. I mean I have been guilty in the past about this, but I have gotten over it now.

I'm not saying any names, but you know who you are. You caused me to have to do this, and it's not just you that is doing this. I love you both to death, but it's just a little wake up call. I am making people aware as to how dumb it is.

Let's get a grip and start acting like damn adults. PLEASE?!!

Thank you.




Oh and my school sucks completely now because they blocked access to livejournal.

The week has been pretty interesting. School is getting a little more lax and I am liking it. But, starting monday, it will be time to get in "Mid-Term Mode". I am certainly not looking forward to this. Physics is going to kill me.

Other than school, everything else is pretty good. This weekend is going to be pretty sweet. Tonight, after I work, i'm going to some Pussycat Dolls CD party at Emerald City with Ryan. They aren't actually going to be there, but it should be fun anyways. Then, tomorrow is Homecoming. FUCK YES. I am taking a hott friend of mine(Cassie). Ryan is going with Chelsea, fuckin Leslie is going with Alex, and G-fry is going with Kayla. This shit is gonna be hotttt!#$! I can't wait to drop it with Leslie and Ryan. After homecoming, Ryan and I are going to EC in our outfits. Fun? Oh yeah.


I have come to the conclusion that my iPod alarm clock in my room predicts how my day(or weekend in today's case?) is going to be. It randomly picks a song to play every morning and it played "And Then What" by Young Jeezy. Maybe my weekend is going to be fuckin sweet?




Shocktoberfest! Hosted by Nightmare Theatre
Silver Screen


All shows $1, starting at 11:30 pm

Oct. 7 - House Of A 1,000 Corpses
Oct. 8 - Re-Animator
Oct. 14 - Shaun Of The Dead
Oct. 15 - My Bloody Valentine
Oct. 21 - Army Of Darkness
Oct. 22 - The Hills Have Eyes
Oct. 28 - Night Of The Living Dead
Oct. 29 - The Rocky Horror Picture Show

Plus giveaways, trailers and more!
And a charity auction on Oct. 29 of horror memorabilia, including autographed items from Robert Englund (A Nightmare On Elm Street), Ben Chapman (Creature From Black Lagoon), David Hedison (The Fly), Kyra Schon (Night Of The Living Dead), The Ladies Of The Evil Dead and more!


Anyone want to go to the ones in bold with me?

You know that you are going to have a good day when the first thing you hear on your iPod in the morning is "Express Yourself" by Madonna. Oh yay!@&$# I can't stop listening to her now. I've been doing Government in my Teachers Aide block and listenin to her on my iPod.

Went to Emerald City for my first time this weekend. Met a sweet guy, Ryan, who originally I had met on myspace. We have been seeing each other since that night. There is actually a photo of me and him in a lip-lock on the EC website from the Bathhouse Party. You guys should go check it out, (http://emeraldcitypensacola.com/ba…).

Homecoming is this weekend. I'm taking my girl Cassie, and we gonna be hotttt. CHelsea is taking Ryan with her, so that should be damn fun.

NEW FIONA APPLE COMES OUT TODAY!@#$!%$

OK. I really want to go see this production of a musical called Zombie Prom in Pensacola at the Little Theater. Anyone want to go with? We can go Friday night(7PM) or Sunday afternoon(2:30PM).



I'll drive you there of course...