Randomness

10 Randoms..
1. Current mood: Bored
2. Where did you buy the clothes you have on?: The mall and Ross
3. What's the closest blue thing to you?: plastic folder thing
4. Whose picture is on your calendar?: A beach shore
5. Do you have any emoticons in your msn username?: No
6. Is your house small, medium or big?: medium
7. What stresses you out?: Life
8. Name one thing you are embarrassed about: I don't know.
9. What's the most annoying pop-up?: All.
10. Do you wear sunscreen?: Yes.

10 Experiences..
1. Have you ever been on a roller coaster?: Duh.
2. How many times have you been on a plane?: A few times
3. Have you left the country?: Nope
4. Have you left the continent?: No.
5. Have you ever done the splits?: Nope
6. Have you ever spent more than 200 dollars at one store at one time?: Nope
7. Have you ever watched three movies in a row?:Yeah
8. Have you ever been so addicted to Facebook you didn't go out because you wanted to be on Facebook?: I don't have a Facebook
9. Have you ever been stung by a bee?: No.
10. Have you ever went to the dollar store and spent less than a dollar?: No

10 Haves..
1. Do you have an Ipod?: Yes.
2. Do you have your own TV?: Yes.
3. Do you have a trampoline?: Nope
4. Do you have pets?: Yeah
5. Do you have siblings?: Yes.
6. Do you have a cell phone?: Yes.
7. Do you have a DVD player in your room?: Yep
8. Do you have a bookshelf?: Yes.
9. Do you have a bookshelf with books on it that you actually read?: Yes.
10. Do you have any posters on your walls?: Yes.

10 Questions about your Past ..
1. Was there any word you couldn't say very well?: Not that I remember
2. Did you get picked on in elementary school?: Yes.
3. Do you remember anything about grade primary?: Not really
4. Did you ever fall off the monkey bars?: Nope
5. Were you ever afraid of dogs?: No.
7. Did you ever like the group of kids that sat around you in elementary school?: Yeah
8. Did you remember your gym clothes everyday?: Yeah.
9. Did you sing in music class?: Sometimes
10. What was your favorite color?: Blue. Still is.

10 Questions about your Future..
1. Do you want to get married?: Yes.
2. Do you picture yourself living in Canada still?: I don't live in Canada right now.
3. Do you want pets?: Yes.
4. Will you have nieces or nephews?: Already do
5. Do you think you'll look different or the same?: I'll age.
6. Do you think you'll grow more?: No.
7. Do you think your feet will grow anymore?: Nope
8. Do you think you'll be able to manage your money?: Yes.
9. Do you want kids?: Not sure yet
10. Have any names you like?: Yeah

10 Do You Like..
1. Do you like mushrooms?: No.
2. Do you like celery?: No.
3. Do you like the color brown?: No.
4. Do you like driving in the car?: Sure.
5. Do you like to drink Red Bull?: No.
6. Do you like to play soccer?: Nope
7. Do you like Facebook surveys?: Don't have one
8. Do you like to read?: Of course :D
9. Do you like school?: It's bearable
10. Do you like winter?: Sometimes

10 Favorites..
1. Favorite treat to get in a mall?: smoothie or giant pretzel
2. Favorite president?: Not sure
3. Favorite car?: Mustang
4. Favorite amusement park ride?: I donno. Haven't been to many.
5. Favorite characteristic in the opposite sex?: Eyes. Hair.
6. Favorite between Beyonce and Rihanna?: I don't like either
7. Favorite food you can buy at your cafeteria?: Nothing at my school.
8. Favorite TV host?: Don't care
9. Favorite number of pillows to sleep with?:Three
10. Favorite thing to do on Facebook: Don't have one

10 Physical Traits..
1. What color are your eyes?: Blue.
2. Do you like them that color?: Yes.
3. Do you have freckles?: Yes.
4. Do you have dimples?: sort of
5. Do you have nice fingernails?: I guess
6. Do you dislike any part of you?: Yes.
7. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?: Nope
8. Can you roll your eyes?: Yeah
9. Is your hair easy to manage?: Sometimes
10. Do you have a lot of muscle?: No.

10 Personality Traits..
1. Are you a joyful person?: Sometimes.
2. Do you tend to gossip?: No.
3. Are you a good listener or speaker?: Neither, but I suppose listening
4. Do you go for looks or personality or combination of the two?: Both.
5. Do you make friends easily?: I donno
6. Are you laid back?: I try to be
7. Are you a little bit cocky?: Sometimes
8. Is your self esteem high?: No.
9. Do you stress out easily?: Yes.
10. Would you consider yourself kind?: Yes.

So I really don't have my heart set on going to Arizona at the current moment. I tried to eplain to my father that it was of the creepy husband my sister married only to spite him and her mother (we bother have different mothers). I told him that I don't trust the guy, and he agreed so I thought everything was going to be settled and I would feel comfortable. Then my father tells me that we should keep in mind that my sister doesn't get to do much, so they are coming with us. That wasn't the problem. The problem was that he said we were all going to share a hotel room. I told him I refuse to go if we all share the same room.

It's like he didn't even hear what I said. At all. then he got furious at me for not wanting to go. I never said not wanting to go, just that I don't want to be in the same room as my sister's husband. He still got pissed. Now we aren't talking. Haven't talked to each other since I got home.

Then my mother comes home and I explain everything to her. She told me that there was no way we could afford to pay for six people to stay at a hotel, and also said there was no way we could fit six people in a room. I told her if they stay in the room then I'm going to sleep in the car. I really did NOT feel comfortable around that guy, and she understood. She said we would hopefully clear things up. Of course I was still pretty pissed off about my father's idea. So then I said to my mother if they stay with us then I refuse to go to Arizona, I will go stay with my grandparents if I have to.

Hell then I found out that we are a little short on cash at the moment. Then I got even more upset for my father not even realizing this. I asked my mother why are we even going if we can hardly afford it. She told me it was because we told my brother we would come to visit this year. I told her to just tell him we could come at another time. He would understand. My brother is cool like that. she said that it would be fixed.

Dear god I hope so.

It's funny how
things work out,
the ones we need
don't know we're there
If I were sand
and you were oceans,
the moon would be
why you're pulled to me

I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can't ever be
the one person that won't ever forget me

I hope that dreams
come when I die
so we can talk
I won't wake up
I'll ask you how
your life worked out
I'll never know
that I'm just dreaming

I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel
the truth that you can't ever be
the one person that won't ever forget me

Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more
Let me sleep some more

Dream to Make Believe by: Armor for Sleep

Great song right there.

Lately I've been thinking quite a bit.
Not really just about one thing in particular,
but just getting lost in my own thoughts.
My mind is all confuzzled. There is a lot
swirling around in my mind. OoO

I don't understand and I don't know what to do.
It hurts to see that dear friend of mine sad.

I want to help her, but I don't know if she wants me to help.
That girl who's so strong when she's happy yet so fragile when she sad.
I want her to smile all the time. I don't want her to live with that regret when she could be so much happier.

What can I do to make you smile again?

So reality is starting to kick in this year. Though I'm only in the 11th grade this year, I'm thinking of alot of things that won't happen until after high school.
There's collage, and what exactly I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. It's really hard. I'm not even sure what I really want to do. There are so many things.
There's the whole, where am I going to live thing when I decide to move out of my parents house. Am I going to stay here, or am I going to move to Michigan like I've always wanted to? Would I have the money?
There is so much I have to do in order to have the money I need to live comfortably. I need to get a job now, or I may not have enought to even finish collage. I only have enough for two years, and I know I'm going to be in collage way longer than that.
Sigh. There is just so much to think about, and not a lot of time to do it. It's time to buckle down and get to work. I have to be ready to take on life, as much as I possibly can.

It's been so long since I was last on livejournal. How depressing -.-;;
I'm such a loser. Blah!

Wow I've been in the writting and typing mood lately. I just sent out two letters to two frineds of mine, and I have yet to send one out to a penpal in Germany. I really need to stop being so lazy.
I'm reading my book for the book review in my World History class. I wish I had picked a better book though. My teacher was right about it being so boring -.- ,but I like him he's awesome. He's my favorite teacher.
I have to do an essay in English tomorrow. God who the hell can write an essay in that short amount of time. Surely not me. I'm slow at writting essays, and it's over the effing Iliad. Jeez.
*Sigh* The color is sadly starting to fade out of my hair. Rawr it looked really nice too. I'm just going to have to buy permanent next time.
Well I guess that's it for tonight. I'm gonna have to go soon. I'm getting sleepy and all that jazz. Night.

So much for keeping this journal updated. Oh well I just have to get off my lazy ass and try more.
I dyed my hair Saturday. Yeah it's not permanent, but it still looks good. Well in my oppinon it looks good ^-^;;
Hmm a strange yet interesting thing happened today. I was hugged by some random guy that was with two other guys that I kind of knew. It made me laugh because I had never gotten a hug from someone I didn't know. I thought it was pretty niffty lol ^-^
I'm feeling creative again. Jeez and I have no idea what I want to do. Speaking of feeling creative I've been getting in to photography lately. Mostly it's landscape and what not. I'm enjoying it. I just wish I had a better camera so I can take a picture of the moon. I tried once and it was too far away ;-;
Doo bee doo bee doo.... ^o^;;
I'm starting to get back into my anime obsessions. I don't even know how I fell out of it in the first place. Anime is the shit. Speaking of anime just got through watching an Inuyasha movie.
Well I'm off to bed. Night.

I know I don't post much on here, but it is nice to get away from all of the other sites and what not.

"In the medow of sinful thoughts, every flower is perfect." I read that somewhere and also the quote of which I titled this entry. To me they really mean a lot.

Just recently I went to a manga meeting at the public library. I enjoyed most of it, but I wish there was someone there I knew just a little bit. I'm not to fond of meeting new people for I'm shy as hell. HTe only person I really talked to was the lady hosting the meeting. *sigh* Why must I be so effing shy?!

Ugh school starts back up on the 21st of August which is drawing ever so closer. I don't want to go back to that dreaded place. People say they miss it and can't wiat to go back and see friends. Well they can do that over the summer. I just been though a lot of stuff there and it has 'caused me to hate that place forever, but at least I won't be at the bottom of the chain anymore...until I enter collage.

I seem to have notice that I post random stuff here, and no one reads it becuase I don't know very many people here. How weird of meh eh? I guess it's for my own personal interest. As in whenever I feel like typing I come here and type what I please. *again sigh*

It's around 5 in the morning as well. At first I didn't seem all that tired until I looked at the stupid clock. Well at least it's summer.

Hmm... I feel like type and writing and all that jazz. I just don't know what to write about. You should have seen me at school trying to think of what to write. I was going insane. Damn thee writers block.
I noticed I'm becoming more interrested in books lately. I'm going to go to the library sometimes soon and look for a new book to read, seeing as I've already finished the one I've checked out.
Hmm I went to something for German after school. I was surprised to find that not many people showed up. It was still fun though. The ice-cream was awesome! After ice-cream we played this strange game that's hard to discribe, but it was still fun.
I just finished so yummy rice. Lol yeah I was hungry. Oh and I need to take my vitamin soon. Yeah Michael thinks I might be anemic so he bought me some vitamins that would give me a little bit more iron so I get better. It's actually sweet in a interesting way lol.
We get Friday off next week...YAY!!! Thank goodness for Good Friday. I think this is one of the few times we've gotten the day off for Good Friday. I don't think we got it off last year, but I'm not sure.
I'm watching the 3rd Inuyasha movie. I love it out of the three. It shows Inuyasha's mother and you get to see Inuyasha's father as well...He looks a lot like Sesshomaru.
I'm trying to think of what else to type because I feel like typing, and I haven't done an actual post here in a while.
.......Well I can't think of anything so I'm just gonna go find a book to read. Bye for now. Be safe!