Ketchup, Ketchup, Ketchup...

Does anyone still feel alive out there? Is anyone still listening? I thought that Livejournal had gone the way of carving notes in stone. It's good to know that people still need to get there thoughts out. It's good to know that the everyday ramblings of peers are not limited to tweets and status updates. 

I was updating my status tonight on facebook when the box asking me what was on my mind made me realize...more than i can fit in here. Livejournal...you are my outlet. Take me back. I apologize. I won't do it again. Are you still listening?

WELL! 

Alot has happened since my last entry. We'll start with i was...

I WAS:
*married
*miserable
*in school
*living at home
*lacking in direction

now I AM:
*divorced
*in love
*a daddy
*a hard working man
*about to have a baby girl in my life to spoil
*covered in tattoos?

That last one was for good measure. 

I was married November something-th to to a girl named sarah schneider. She was 8 months pregnant with our son keegan who is now 2. A lovely boy and the light of my life. Sarah made me miserable. Our relationship and marital bonds didn't last long....we were divorced in april. 

I am in love with a beautiful wonderful amazing woman now. Her name is Caitlin and she is the most important woman in my life. She has a son named Jayden who is Keegans age. Jaydens father is no longer in the picture so im daddy, and im happy with that. Jayden and keegan get along swimmingly and love playing together on my weekends. We found out in February that we will be having a baby in october. Soon after the announcement we found out were having a girl (Bayleigh Marie Coburn). im looking very much forward to meeting and spoiling her for her entire life. I am working two jobs as a cook at the buzz cafe at brcc, and a security guard at the hole in the wall texas club. Which are okay.

I have missed you LIVEJOURNAL. i have told you everything. If there is anyone else out there still lsitening...tell me whats going on in your lives.

<3

ITS ALIVE.

So it's good to know that people still use faceb...i mean livejournal for all there blogging needs. im glad that there are still people that need to tell everyone everything. not sarcasim. i find it very interesting to pop on here every now and than and check out the lives of my people. i miss this...i think that i will get back to it. just not today as i am getting ready for work and might be late.

A good day to all! <3

HELP!

i need a job im willing to work any hours and day even on holidays. any help is needed. i was working for a contractor framing houses and i got laid off and replaced for someone that had more experience. if anyone knows of anyplaces hiring right now please leave a comment. 10$+ is needed for i have a pregnant wife to support. any help is needed. please leave a comment. thank you livejournal.

scariest dream of my life!

i have always been very close to my mother. loosing her would be the hardest thing that i would ever have to go through. period point blank. so with that in mind, here is my dream.

me and my mother or in england. visiting i believ for an extended period of time. it starts out with us shopping eating touring places, together...me and her. its a blast, the most fun i think i have ever had. well we are riding bikes down a busy london street and she gets hit by a bus. and here is where it gets weird. she dosent die, instead she is rushed to the hospital and saved at the alst minute. i spend every day and night at the hospital until she is better. she keeps telling me that she is convinced that she was supposed to die. through this healing process she shares her life story with me. including the times she has cheated and barely escaped death. well the weeks pass by until she is healthy enough to come home.

i remember this part vividly:we are on bikes again at a red light at the same intersection she was hit before.

"its time." she says with a tear on her cheek but a twinkle and hint of courage in her eye.
"no mom, dont. wait. maybe it wasent supposed to happen."
"no...tj. let me go."
i burst out in tears.
"i love you son"
i release her hand and she leave in mine a one dollar bill.the light turns green.
"i love you mom!"

than the collision. this is what the one dollar bill looked like:




needless to say i woke up in tears and confussion. i got online to check and see if she had updated since yesterday and she has not. but i read my dads newest post...which i found strikingly odd:http://h46crewchief.livejournal.co…

this is very scary and unusual. someone please tell me what going on. oh and i started the process to quit smoking.

rest in peace syd barrett

Pink Floyd legend Syd Barrett dies
Musician a major influence on British psychedelia

Tuesday, July 11, 2006; Posted: 10:39 a.m. EDT (14:39 GMT)

LONDON, England (CNN) -- Syd Barrett, who founded Pink Floyd but later lived as a recluse, has died at the age of 60, according to a spokeswoman for the band.

A spokeswoman for Pink Floyd told the Press Association: "He died very peacefully a couple of days ago. There will be a private family funeral."

The singer and guitarist, born Roger Keith Barrett on January 6, 1946, helped found the band in 1965. (Its name was derived from two American bluesmen, Pink Anderson and Floyd Council.)

He wrote many of the early hits for the avant-garde rock band, including the 1967 album "The Piper at the Gates of Dawn" and the band's first hit singles, "Arnold Layne" and "See Emily Play."

His songs were odd and charming combinations of childlike lyrics and swirling melodies, often augmented with strange arrangements. The titles alluded to space, the occult and sometimes nonsense: "Astronomy Domine," "Lucifer Sam," "Chapter 24."

Consider some lyrics of "Bike," from "Piper": "I know a mouse, and he hasn't got a house / I don't know why, I call him Gerald / He's getting rather old, but he's a good mouse."

Pink Floyd, taken under the wing of Beatles engineer Norman Smith, had early success, but Barrett, suffering from mental problems and heavy drug use, started demonstrating erratic behavior, including catatonia during concerts. He left the band in 1968. He was replaced by David Gilmour, who had joined the band as its fifth member earlier that year.

Barrett put out two noted solo albums, "The Madcap Laughs" and "Barrett," both in 1970.

In 1975, during the recording of Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" album, Barrett showed up unannounced at the studio -- ironically, during the recording of "Shine On You Crazy Diamond," a song about him. He had become overweight and shaved his eyebrows; the other members didn't recognize him at first.

Much of British psychedelic music was influenced by Barrett, and a number of musicians have credited him, according to Allmusic.com.

Barrett had since lived in anonymity in the eastern English city of Cambridge. According to The Associated Press, he suffered from diabetes.

The spokeswoman said a low-key, private funeral would be held. She did not disclose the cause of death.



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