so i am updating for my cousin.
HI COURTNEY! I ADORE YOU! COME TO CALIFORNIA!
that having been said
i have nothing of any importance to say here

life is a hurricane, i am suspended weightless in the eye, watching as everything that makes up my existance spins rapidly around me making me want to vomit. No one is chillin in the center with me, Jacky is outside, and i just send her letters, literary depictions of the view. I think i am going insane.

Im tired of being reffered to as the girl who sings on her way to the bathroom.

I wrote a 10 page letter to jacky today. ten pages, ten pages...... i never knew i had that much to say. I guess thats what i get for keeping everything inside. Its interesting how my life is a cycle of people, ideals, moods. Everything today was a downer. But it is not worth it to dwell upon silly things like that

i feel like i should actually say what is on my mind.

haha


paradise is a state of mind