DeadJournal

 

Well now...

I'm off work and going to wind down, I planned ahead before going to Elliot's and had taken the day before and after off for relaxation purposes. My plans for today are to find materials for my new fursuit head and get to work on it. I'm going to be using black Neoprene fabric lining and maybe Polypropylene yarn for the fur. Well, I'm still researching quite a bit, but I am going to try to make a water resistant head that is lightweight and not so scratchy. I'm thinking about grinding the yarn and then sowing it to give it a fur effect.

I really have no idea what to do with the eyes...

Also...

 I can book a volleyball court in the state park if any furs feel like coming out and playing volleyball as well.

The weekends tend to be free-for-all and there is usually a free court.

 

    My cat is dying and I've not seen him since January.

My mother says his eyes are showing a glossy grayish color and he's not leaving the basement of her new house. He's just curled up in a ball day to day, and she can't get him to eat.

I can't stop crying. I almost cried at work, I'm trying to not think about it.

 

I feel really horrible and I miss him. I grew up with my cat, ever since I was little he's been there for me.

I taught him so many tricks and he used to go catch squirrels, rabbits,...

She said when I moved out last October, he began to 'get really sick'. I used to devote almost all my time to him back in high school. It was always like that, I'd always come home and hold him for awhile, then go swimming, he'd always follow me outside and watch.

He was always content, quiet, and would purr constantly.

I feel weak, if I had the money at the time, I would have taken him with me when I moved out. I feel like it's my fault. I won't let it happen again, but I know there's nothing I can do now but to pray for his peace. I wish I could have given him a better life. Damn it, I tried my hardest when I was with him.
 

Greatest Gamer Memories:

4X Space games...

Those old mac games we used to play in elementary school, remember them? The Ambrosia software titles; Barrack (Remember Bosco the Shark? ;) ), Harry the Handsome Executive, Bubble Bobble Gold...

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Sim Tower & Sim City...

Star Wars Rebellion, Quarantine, Return to Zork, DOOM, Castle Wolfenstein, Kings Field II, Brave Fencer Musashi, Super Metroid, Zork 1,

Turok, Iggy's Reckin' Balls, Rampage World Tour, Duke Nukem, 1942, DoDonPachi, Zelda Link to the Past, Earthbound, Final Fantasy 6 + 4, Super Mario RPG: Legend of the Seven Stars, Final Fantasy Tactics, Sims 1, Tales of Phantasia, Tales of Destiny 1 & 2, Fire Emblem 776, Bomberman 96', Spaceward HO!, Stars!, Age of Empires, DigDug, Elevator Action!, Spy vs Spy...

>> Not really...

 

 

I do. I'm not pregnant. Anyways...

More spam for you, did you know that spam is a staple in any Hawaiian diet? They love it, it can even be found in McDonalds over there.

Anyways... Beautiful Katamari is scheduled to release September 2009 for the Wii.

Fun stuff!

Goals for myself this week.

60 push ups
60 crunches
60 sit ups