teenage babble, jyoti shut up!
i am not a good painter but it would help if i didn't leave my projects for the last twelve hours and talk on msn
my middlefinger is swollen and i feel much better today than i have all month (yes, all four days). i think i am back to my "normal" self.
being sad wastes time. i was not productive at all. i have a tendancy to buy hardcover books when i'm not "myself" and my colletion of lead females in dramatic novels grows and grows.
also i decided for a class project in time based media that i will project porn on my bare skin. i'm working out details, concept, etc. i just find it extremely ironic how willing i am to perform and photograph nude but have trouble getting intimate with the opposite sex due to body-image insecurities.
i met a fellow ocader (the second and possibly last friend i will make there) who also steals avant-70s b&w print to prints at blacks. we will swap photos. we have a stupid camera convention too, on oct24th?? promo events are lame but i get paid to attend. gonna get blitzed and listen to assholes spread capitalism. ugh