angry

This is a really BIG deal.

As you Californians are aware, the state budget passed. It is NOT looking good for public education in California. Class sizes are going to explode. Art and music programs WILL be cut. Athletic programs WILL be cut. Per student dollars WILL be cut, as if we need that. California ranks 47th in the country in per-student spending. Thousands of teachers, even veteran teachers of 10+ years WILL be without a job. Friday, March 13 is the big day for those pink slips, and across the state we have declared it "Pink Friday." If you can, support education on that day by wearing pink, and visiting a school near you. We will be demonstrating, shoulder-to-shoulder to show our community the actual numbers that this 11 billion dollar cut means for OUR children we teach.

Here's more facts, figures, and what to do on Friday, March 13th:


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Edward Staring

Likey.

The Coldplay song, "Lovers in Japan / Reign of Love" that was played last night during the Academy Awards' "romance montage" is a pretty damned good song compilation. That's the only part of the show I watched because I got notification from a fellow Twitard that Rob Pattinson was introducing the segment. ;)

Oh Boy. He was wearing a tux. That was a lovely treat. Perhaps a little preview of Breaking Dawn movie scenes...

I shrieked like a teeny girl at a Jonas Bros. concert every time they showed a scene from Twilight because, yes, I'm that much of a Twitard.

I think I'm gonna listen to this song all night. I do like the Coldplay. I'm such a freaking sap.
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    Lovers in Japan / Reign of Love - Coldplay
Penguins

My little friend for 36 hours

So I've been pretty sad since Saturday morning. On Friday morning, a couple kind-hearted 8th graders came rushing to me with a tiny little "package." Inside was a very frightened and injured juvenile hummingbird. Apparently I'm the "animal" person on our campus, and any time there is an injured animal they bring it to me. So of course I took this poor little baby in, though not quite sure what to do with her. Her beak was bent and one of her wings was not quite right. I figure she either fell from great height from her nest, or she crashed into something.

Luckily I don't have a 1st period class, so I was able to set up my "emergency" cage I keep in my classroom for such purposes. I covered the bottom with tissues, and ran to another teacher whom I know has hummingbird nectar since she keeps a feeder outside her room. Unfortunately, little Bella (she was named by one of my 7th graders later in the day) wouldn't eat out of the petri dish I put in front of her. She did, however, very much like to sip drops of nectar from my finger. This was so cute it completely melted my heart. It got to the point where she would see my hand and open her beak to beg for food.

I had to move her into the lab storeroom that connects to my room so she wouldn't be a distraction to my 8th graders whom I have for periods 2-4. She didn't like that. We could all hear her chirping for attention through the door! I'd peek my head in, she'd look up at me, and open her beak for food. I'd feed her, but then she'd start about 5 minutes later. Too. Cute. Apparently she thought I was her new Mom. However, and how cool is this... my 7th graders were scheduled to do their "Bird Beak Adaptation" lab on Friday! So, once they had finished the lab and were working on their data analysis and conclusions, I was able to bring Bella out for them to see. I fed her for each class and they were able to witness her amazing almost-reptilian tongue lap up the nectar. Talk about a great coincidence! She loved all the attention and by this point in the day was very alert and even hopping around the cage and perching anywhere she could.

After school, I drove to Wild Birds Unlimited because I knew they'd know what would be best. I had spent my lunch hour researching care of injured hummingbirds and found out it's a felony to keep them in captivity unless you have proper permits. Yikes. Fortunately, Wild Birds Unlimited were able to give me the name of a woman in Anaheim who rehabilitates hummingbirds. I was able to find a feeder that would fit in her temporary cage, and I bought some nectar so she'd be OK through the night until I could get her to her new home. I was able to get her to sip nectar from a disposable pipette, and eventually got her to drink from the mini-feeder I put in her cage. Getting her through the night was another issue. I made sure she was well-covered with cotton, cranked up the heat, and closed all the vents in the house so our room would stay nice and toasty. She would have been used to sleeping with her sibling in the nest and definitely needed some heat.

I was so scared when I woke up on Saturday morning, afraid she wouldn't make it through the night. But when I opened up the curtains she looked up at me all bleary-eyed, and chirped for food! This just was the kind of cute that kills. She ate for awhile and then seemed satisfied. I put her on a perch that Geoff had fashioned for me the night before and she seemed much happier than being on the ground, though her balance wasn't all that great. I spent a long time before I finally made the phone call to the rescue lady. I really didn't want to let this baby go. I had seriously bonded with her. She let me pet her and she liked to be held, and totally trusted and relied on me. But, as painful as it was, I knew I couldn't care for her in the way she needed it. Hummingbird's primary diet requires protein in the form of insects. They only drink the carbohydrate-rich nectar to give them the energy to chase down the insects. You can't buy this kind of food for them unless you are licensed. I had hopes she'd wake up able to fly and I could release her in my yard where I have several feeders, but no such luck. So I made the call, and made arrangements for her new home.

This lady was too cute. She had to be in her 80s, and had tons of different birds in her home. She even had a newborn hummingbird that was seriously the size of my pinky finger. I stayed about 30 minutes while I watched her rush around to put the proper feeders in her cage, and examine her injuries. She told me that if she could fly, then she'd rehabilitate her and release her. But if her wing didn't heal, she'd need to put her to sleep. I really wish she hadn't told me that. That's just awful. Anyway, I sat for awhile and watched little Bella in her new home. She was very bouncy and hopped all around, and ate her new protein-infused nectar. Finally, I had to go and that was the hardest walk down the driveway. I cried. I can't believe I got so attached to this tiny little creature in such a short time. I really hope she is OK, and will fly away soon. Good luck, little Bella. Come see me, please.


Bella on Friday after I got her a feeder. She was getting sleepy.


Saturday morning, before taking her to her new home. Such a pretty little girl!
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Edward Staring

I like the interwebs.

I was just placing a Sephora order since I'm low on makeup remover and powder. I haven't received any promo codes recently, so I did a little hunting on Google and found this gem of a site:

http://www.promotioncode.org/Sepho…

Not only does it list promo codes, but it also lists the date it most recently worked. And now I'll be getting a free Bare Esscentuals travel bag as a result. Woot! So ladeeez, bookmark that site - it's the best I've found in years. I'm sure it's good for other online sites too. And who doesn't love free crap?
winter

Scrubs. The final season.

The 1st 2 episodes of the final season of Scrubs aired tonight on ABC.

Episode 1 - Hilarious. We had to rewind a couple times because we were laughing so hard. Great start to the last season!

Episode 2 - Oh. Wow. It was one of *those* Scrubs episodes that just knocks you off your feet, and leaves you bawling in a pile on the couch. It might have made me sadder than the episode with the heart transplant lady who dies at the end, or the episode where Jordan's brother dies. It ended with Death Cab for Cutie's song "I Will Follow You Into the Dark" playing in the background. I seriously can't stop crying, and the episode was over long ago.

DAMN YOU ZACH BRAFF!!!
Why you gotta make me so sad?


"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
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    Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Follow You Into the Dark
martha

meep.

The Martha is guest-judging next week's episode of Top Chef. I got teary-eyed just watching the promo for it.

That is all.
angry

It is time to move on.

Teaching.

In this country at least, I don't think this career is worth it. And I really feel like I need to start looking for something different to do with my life. I don't know what is happening with children these days and their parents, but it's really kind of scary the lack of motivation and responsibility I've seen year after year. Every year it gets steadily worse. Education seems to be least of everyone's priorities. Even with our new president. I was shocked to see how little it was ever brought up in the debates. It speaks a lot about how little people care about education in the USA.

Approximately only 40% of my students bother to do their homework. Only about 25% bother to study for tests and quizzes. On test days, I typically have a good chunk of students come sauntering into the classroom, look at the board, and say, "We have a test today?"

This is a high SES school. Many kids don't even show up with something to write with, yet they have iPhones tucked in their $250 jeans or Coach bags.

They don't listen. Ever. I am so incredibly sick of repeating directions, or even just telling them to actually READ the directions on a paper or on the board. The laziness. Oh the laziness. What is this? Are they spoon-fed to death in elementary school? Or at home? Why is this happening? What is wrong with this generation?

35% of my students have a "plan" meaning they have ADD or ADHD and every year that number goes up. Why is this? Is this suddenly a new disease, or are parents just seeking an excuse for their lack of parenting? I can't get anything done because I spend most my time trying to get work out of these kids with plans. Parents bring their lawyers into meetings frequently and demand to sue if you don't give their child extra time to get their homework done. For most of them, it's not that they run out of time to do their homework and legitimately need the extra time - it's that their parents don't bother to follow up with them, and they play video games all night or play on MySpace instead of doing their homework. They're so stupid if they don't think we look at their MySpace pages and how often they log on. But they get extra time to do their work or else we get sued.

Today two students were cheating. One was letting the other copy his homework. He admitted to it in the principal's office. It's his 2nd offense. But when he gets home he cries and his daddy now won't leave me alone because apparently the word of a 13 year-old is more credible than a 30+ year-old adult. When did the respecting teacher go out the window? How did this happen? What is wrong with the current generation of parents? They worship their children too much. They celebrate every stupid little thing. And they have created monsters who think real life is this way.

I have really tried hard this year, but I am so miserable. I thought things would get better this year, but they haven't. All of this is really not worth it. I need some sort of way out. I just can't take this anymore. I hate waking up in the morning. I hate my job so much.