glamourous mia...

If anyone really knew what bulimics went through, they wouldn't want to be bulimic. They wouldnt be coming up with cutesy names like mia. do you hear aids patients calling themselves aidsys or hivvies? do cancer patients call themselves cancies or lukes (leukemia) or whatever? no. so what is it with all this trendy teenybopper ana/mia bullshit?

people think bulimia is all about gettign to eat whatever yo uwant and then puking it all up and being as skinny as a rail. but the reality is you dont eat what you want. it's more like what you want eats you. you dont puke, it pukes you. and you're not skinny. chances are you're gainign weight and destroying your insides. and that's just the purging type.

i used to be purging type but i'm not anymore. last time i puked was in december and it wasnt really on purpose. i was so full it jsut happened.

nonpurging type is even worse. it means A LOT OF TIME is going to be wasted making up for calories. hours and hours of exercising. and if youre strong enought that day, fasting too. and what if you dont have trime to exercise b/c of a thing called work or the weather or school or family/friend obligations???

I don't know where i'm going with this. I'm just gonna keep writing here in hopes that maybe someone will read this and decide NOT to be ana/mia.