AVENDTURE TIME!
YES. YES. OH GOD YES.
OH MY GOD
Its 2007 and I haven't updated in months!
And I probably won't update for a while.
School...Trevino basically fried me, but its all over now :) 98 bitches.
Anyway, more important things...Juvi's getting better, I hope...Daniella will quit soon, I hope..Art class is coming....Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows....AFI did tons of crap (omg, IHAV!!)....Twins, Tania, Marz, and Eric are not going back :( At least there are still some.....OMG ZELDA RULES (well, Midna, but you know.)....Finally finished Arrested Development ;_; <3<3<3
but most of all, TRADITION!!
God, love them. If only I would have colored it, but its too late.
Oh yeah, I got in to UT, but I still want to hear from the other schools...I'll post more, I promise. Trevino, you know. A little bit of Cuellar, too, but mostly Trevino.
Lots of stuff! See you soon!
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And I probably won't update for a while.
School...Trevino basically fried me, but its all over now :) 98 bitches.
Anyway, more important things...Juvi's getting better, I hope...Daniella will quit soon, I hope..Art class is coming....Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows....AFI did tons of crap (omg, IHAV!!)....Twins, Tania, Marz, and Eric are not going back :( At least there are still some.....OMG ZELDA RULES (well, Midna, but you know.)....Finally finished Arrested Development ;_; <3<3<3
but most of all, TRADITION!!
God, love them. If only I would have colored it, but its too late.
Oh yeah, I got in to UT, but I still want to hear from the other schools...I'll post more, I promise. Trevino, you know. A little bit of Cuellar, too, but mostly Trevino.
Lots of stuff! See you soon!
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Still alive, just crazy busy!
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I think you have too many quizzes...
SHUT UP.
Okay, that's enough
| You Are From Saturn |
You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of. |
| You Are Strawberry Pocky |
Your attitude: fresh and sweet Comforting, yet quirky ... quietly hyper You always see both sides to everything |
| Dark Purple |
To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody. In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think. And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends. You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that. |
| You Should Wear an Orange Bikini |
You're the kind of girl who usually likes to leave more to the imagination... a bikini isn't really your style. However, once in a whlie you find a bikini so unique and stylish that you just have to wear it! |
| What People Think of Your Mouth |
People see you as both demanding and irresistible. You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it. You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you. And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky! |
| Your Fashion Style is Urban |
You've got a style all your own... and it works Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky |
| Your Style is 1960s |
Bold dresses, funky boots, bright patterns. You have an eye for fashion - and make trends timeless! |
| You Are Artemis! |
Brave, and a natural born leader. You're willing to fight for what you believe in... And willing to make tough decisions. Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too! |
| Your Love Song Is |
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson "Maybe you've been through this before But it's my first time so please ignore The next few lines cause they're directed at you I can't always be waiting, waiting on you I can't always be playing, playing your fool" You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer! |
| You Could Boost Your Man Magnetism |
Sure you meet a few men - but what woman doesn't? You've got to break out of your shell, girl! Get a makeover, gym membership, new wardrobe Because no matter what, dating is a numbers game |
Okay, that's enough
I think you have too many shoes...
SHUT UP!
That was awesome.
What do I need to upload on...First of all, congrats are in order....
1st of all, Jeffrey in Project Runway for FINALLY winning a challenge. AND FUCK THE OUTFIT WAS GORGEOUS!!! He rocked it.
2nd, Congrats to MCR for a FABULOUS comeback performance at the VMA Preshow. TOTALLY rocked it, as well! Beautiful new song, sounded fantastic live, and a wonderful new aesthetic. Rockin.
And, of course, a MAJOR CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR BOYS!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Fuck, Timberlake. They are TOTALLY bringing SEXY BACK.
Time for ANTI-congrats
1st, Boo AHS football team. Come on! 0 to 27!?! Boo.
2nd, BOO AHS MARCHING BAND. WTF @_@ We suck! At least it was the first game and their band didn't show up :P
3rd, a very big anti-congrats to anybody who thinks Panic!, a band that has only been out in the mainstream for a year or so, deserved best video of the year. This is MTV! Maybe, they can be nominated for a Viewer's Choice/New Artist/Best Group/MTV2/I'D EVEN TOLERATE BEST ROCK (if afi weren't nominated), but they can't have best video of the year! That belongs to Shakira or something! :\ Also, boo for no love to Shakira. But that's not to say I'm not happy Pink won :# That rocked.
And finally a HUGE anti-congrats to HOMEWORK. You're on notice. Don't think you can get away with being so large and hard to finnish. BOO.
Yeah....I'm not Colbert, so I can't say "Tip of the Hat/Wag of the Finger". Ah well.
Went to Austin today to visit my Brother. He's in a dismal state. His girlfriend of the past few years and himself recently broke up. He realizes, now, it was a huge mistake. Very unlike himself, it was depressing to see him so down! He's NEVER like that, so soft spoken. Disinterested, yes, but usually more in a "haha I don't care/I love to spite you," way. So, yeah. He's not himself. Today (well, 9/3) was his birthday, so yeah. We got him a digital camera, I paid for the memory card ($37!! $10 rebate, though).
I got hair cut. Nothing too dramatic, but a trim nonetheless. Taking senior picture Thursday. I'm probably going to look bad! ;_;
Nar's party was fun. Hal's Landing is better than expected. I got a Bevo stuffed doll (165 tickets), chinese paper fan, rubix cube, and a now torn chinese finger trap. Ah well. Nice to see Kike.
Miss Juvi, would have loved to have seen Tania and Aditi, need to hang out with Eraani and/or Daniella, soon, too. Among others, but those are the ones that come to mind now.
But, yeah...Babies everywhere.
That was awesome.
What do I need to upload on...First of all, congrats are in order....
1st of all, Jeffrey in Project Runway for FINALLY winning a challenge. AND FUCK THE OUTFIT WAS GORGEOUS!!! He rocked it.
2nd, Congrats to MCR for a FABULOUS comeback performance at the VMA Preshow. TOTALLY rocked it, as well! Beautiful new song, sounded fantastic live, and a wonderful new aesthetic. Rockin.
And, of course, a MAJOR CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR BOYS!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Fuck, Timberlake. They are TOTALLY bringing SEXY BACK.
Time for ANTI-congrats
1st, Boo AHS football team. Come on! 0 to 27!?! Boo.
2nd, BOO AHS MARCHING BAND. WTF @_@ We suck! At least it was the first game and their band didn't show up :P
3rd, a very big anti-congrats to anybody who thinks Panic!, a band that has only been out in the mainstream for a year or so, deserved best video of the year. This is MTV! Maybe, they can be nominated for a Viewer's Choice/New Artist/Best Group/MTV2/I'D EVEN TOLERATE BEST ROCK (if afi weren't nominated), but they can't have best video of the year! That belongs to Shakira or something! :\ Also, boo for no love to Shakira. But that's not to say I'm not happy Pink won :# That rocked.
And finally a HUGE anti-congrats to HOMEWORK. You're on notice. Don't think you can get away with being so large and hard to finnish. BOO.
Yeah....I'm not Colbert, so I can't say "Tip of the Hat/Wag of the Finger". Ah well.
Went to Austin today to visit my Brother. He's in a dismal state. His girlfriend of the past few years and himself recently broke up. He realizes, now, it was a huge mistake. Very unlike himself, it was depressing to see him so down! He's NEVER like that, so soft spoken. Disinterested, yes, but usually more in a "haha I don't care/I love to spite you," way. So, yeah. He's not himself. Today (well, 9/3) was his birthday, so yeah. We got him a digital camera, I paid for the memory card ($37!! $10 rebate, though).
I got hair cut. Nothing too dramatic, but a trim nonetheless. Taking senior picture Thursday. I'm probably going to look bad! ;_;
Nar's party was fun. Hal's Landing is better than expected. I got a Bevo stuffed doll (165 tickets), chinese paper fan, rubix cube, and a now torn chinese finger trap. Ah well. Nice to see Kike.
Miss Juvi, would have loved to have seen Tania and Aditi, need to hang out with Eraani and/or Daniella, soon, too. Among others, but those are the ones that come to mind now.
But, yeah...Babies everywhere.
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Things that I have forgotten to mention
I LOVE LOVE LOVE Project Runway. This is the first time I watch, and, boy, I really HAVE been missing out! I love the designs. I know he's a bit of a jerk, but Jeffry is my favorite, Laura being a close second. Michael's work is always very nice. Angela is a bit touchy, but her mom SO didn't deserve that (bad boy, Jeffry!). Kane is a TOTAL sweetie with BEAUTIFUL work! And Vincent is just plain CRAZY.
I am amused by the fact that the plot for the upcoming blockbuster hit, CRANK, is just an excuse for a movie driven by sex, violence, and fast chase scenes.
Clerks 2 was AWESOME. Totally lived up to the hype and the original flick. Nice move, Mr. Smith.
BAND- WTF?! 3 MOVEMENTS BEFORE THE FIRST FOOTBALL GAME?! #_# FUCK!!!!!!! We kind of suck, but SHIT~! We have practically all season to work out the kinks in this MoFo!
Snakes on a Plane.....I am the unfortunate soul who has yet to witness this cinematic masterpiece. Pity me.
Shaken Iced Passion tea (unsweetened) from starbucks is Love and the way to my heart ^^
Hellogoodbye's Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs! rocks my little, poppy, upbeat, europop world.
The VNV Nation cover of Miss Murder is so fabulous, and I move it be remixed further with the Queer Eye theme song ("All things just keep getting better!") and "Everybody's Free!" Sweet.
Things everyone needs to see:
JUST YOU GO AND TRY TO GET THAT HOUR OF YOUR LIFE BACK! I DARE YOU!
I am amused by the fact that the plot for the upcoming blockbuster hit, CRANK, is just an excuse for a movie driven by sex, violence, and fast chase scenes.
Clerks 2 was AWESOME. Totally lived up to the hype and the original flick. Nice move, Mr. Smith.
BAND- WTF?! 3 MOVEMENTS BEFORE THE FIRST FOOTBALL GAME?! #_# FUCK!!!!!!! We kind of suck, but SHIT~! We have practically all season to work out the kinks in this MoFo!
Snakes on a Plane.....I am the unfortunate soul who has yet to witness this cinematic masterpiece. Pity me.
Shaken Iced Passion tea (unsweetened) from starbucks is Love and the way to my heart ^^
Hellogoodbye's Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs! rocks my little, poppy, upbeat, europop world.
The VNV Nation cover of Miss Murder is so fabulous, and I move it be remixed further with the Queer Eye theme song ("All things just keep getting better!") and "Everybody's Free!" Sweet.
Things everyone needs to see:
JUST YOU GO AND TRY TO GET THAT HOUR OF YOUR LIFE BACK! I DARE YOU!
Diet Coke + Mentos = Love
Ah... How fun
School's up.
1st Bio w/Cuellar. Seems fun. Emilie is my labby partner. So far, we haven't actually delved into bio yet, just finished up Lab safety.
2nd Calc w/Briseno. Lol, STAND AND DELIVER XD Movie reviews turned in, 10934702347 pages of notes written, no assignment yet. Hear she's a bad teacher, though :\
3rd Eng w/Trevino. OMG! AWESOME! ^_^ Tons of friends along for the ride, interesting content, GREAT teacher (SO unlike mr. MONTEMAYOR, the bastard son), and while the work will be hard, it will prepare me for college :3 plus, we HAVE to do 5 college aps, so I'll be set with a lot of that, too.
4th Band, well, its fucking band, you know!
Anyways, now time for the million dollar decision...
Stay in Art, have studio time to complete an AP portfolio focusing on Vision inspired by Audio (working for better ideas for the title, but basicaly music inspired work) and NOT take Calculus BC. Take it at the college.
OR
Take Calculus BC with the crap teacher, try to complete portfolio on the side, take AP Cal and probably do abysmal (ERIC, YES MOTHAFUCKIN ERIC RENNER GOT A 1). :\
Dad vouches for choice 2. I say choice one. WHEN WILL THIS END!! ;_;
Ah...Got an essay to do for english...Something I never really had to say last year.
Oh, and Dear AP (alt. press). ....
STOP PUTTING SHITTY BANDS ON YOUR COVER. FUCK UNDEROATH >(
-yours truly,
THE nightmare Nikki
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| You May Be a Bit Schizotypal... |
A bit odd and socially isolated. You couldn't care less of what others think. And some of your beliefs are a little weird. Like that time you thought you were Jesus. |
| You Are a Auditory Learner |
You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well. You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music. You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star! |
| Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male |
Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
Started watching Ray, not done yet...Really good so far :)
*Sigh* I tire sometimes =.= But I needs to find me more energy!
My hand hurts. My back, too.
I <3 Moulin Rouge...Even if I probably spelled it wrong just now.
Band meeting then work soon to follow. I've got 20 minutes, alas. Later!
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Tis true!
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*shrugs*
Anyways, I'm feeling better today :) Started learning the Hunter tab for Miss Murder and it is superbly better than the ones kids had been making (though I still wish to purchase GuitarWorld for the sheet music).
Today was a fulfilling day. School, band, practice with Juvi, Senior meeting, home, played piano, talked on the phone, watched PPGZ, cooked, saw premiere of Project Runway, even saw a bit of that crazy Sex and the City show (though was cut short).
PR- Interesting! I like the premise of it, and I am SO glad they let that Jeffrey guy stay. I liked his attitude and ideas, even if that dress wasn't the best. It was cool how the guy who'd never designed a dress before won. Yeah...
PPGZ- The fuck? Slightly decent art, lame characters, BLONDE BELLUM (WTF!?), and silly sailor moon/power rangers transformations! ACK! BUT I couldn't look away! >< I did like the Japanese voice for Mojo Jojo, though XD Did a great job at sounding like the American one. I also like Buttercup's hair. But fuck with Bubbles and Blossom's personalities! >< I think I'll die of laughter if I hear tell of this anime being brought to Cartoon Network XD
*My Bonnie lies over the ocean!
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Anyways, I'm feeling better today :) Started learning the Hunter tab for Miss Murder and it is superbly better than the ones kids had been making (though I still wish to purchase GuitarWorld for the sheet music).
Today was a fulfilling day. School, band, practice with Juvi, Senior meeting, home, played piano, talked on the phone, watched PPGZ, cooked, saw premiere of Project Runway, even saw a bit of that crazy Sex and the City show (though was cut short).
PR- Interesting! I like the premise of it, and I am SO glad they let that Jeffrey guy stay. I liked his attitude and ideas, even if that dress wasn't the best. It was cool how the guy who'd never designed a dress before won. Yeah...
PPGZ- The fuck? Slightly decent art, lame characters, BLONDE BELLUM (WTF!?), and silly sailor moon/power rangers transformations! ACK! BUT I couldn't look away! >< I did like the Japanese voice for Mojo Jojo, though XD Did a great job at sounding like the American one. I also like Buttercup's hair. But fuck with Bubbles and Blossom's personalities! >< I think I'll die of laughter if I hear tell of this anime being brought to Cartoon Network XD
*My Bonnie lies over the ocean!
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Isn't bribe just another word for love?
OMG! That quote XD It just came out on the Family Guy.
OMG.
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Hee. I'm such a dork.
Anyways, today was decent...School, school....Clarinet camp was fun. Came home, slept...zzzzzzzzz
Went back for band, we had more fun :P More stuff...Tried to go to Starbucks and failed.
Went to work instead, but only towards the end to close. That was fun, only needed to clean. ~_~
Came home...Ah, finally got around to watching my taping of The Big 10 to see a 30 second clip of AFI having a cheap interview (meaning they didn't actually go and interview them, rather sent questions :P). It was cute. Hehe, nerds. And the whole thing about Adam, aww... I totally picture that ^^ Hee "Ho' sick."
Finally caught up with my Deviant Art (yet, didn't really SEE all the artwork, but finally cleared it up!). I will be trying to watch that more diligently, as well as upating regularly, too! :# TRY!
Ah...a time to feel insecure.
I hate this feeling of dissatisfaction. Oh...There is always a handsome man (well, don't go and start any rumors! This is absolutely not specific @_@) that I'd love to picture myself with....Yet, in reality, I know that someone like that would never think of me the same. I am not a beautiful type of girl. I'm not the type guys would find pretty and actually think in passing (for lack of better expression) "I'd tap that." So, in passing I love to see sexy people, but realizing this aspect, just depresses me. Oh, fuck. I hate being this lame chick and all, but its true (straight guys reading this know it!). I hate it, and all, but I don't know how I could seem so beautiful to those I find beautiful. It just doesn't work for me, I guess. I mean...maybe my standards are high, but even with lowered expectations, I don't think I'll get someone to see me that way....
This and I feel fucked up sometimes. I feel so drained. I feel like I can barely handle shit. What the hell? Maybe its because I stop the momentum, thus allowing myself to rest, making it harder to start again. Perhaps...But when I think about this, when I hear it being told to me, I feel like an idiot and loser. Maybe I am, hah. I just, I dunno...But hearing this sort of stuff when I already know it, hurts....I feel as if, I don't know, it upsets me because I ALREADY KNOW and hearing it over makes me feel even worse. I need anger management or something. I dunno.
Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later, this post of self meloncholy. People die constantly of starvation and here I am complaining about not having a boyfriend or something lame like that. Fuck, I'm a bad person ;_; I hate feeling so helpless for people like that, and then being so selfish in my own self wallowing shit.
Fuck me!
....I like that song that's like "Well, I would walk 500 miles and I would walk 500 more" Someone tell me who that's by...
....Mmm...Eve talks of a Powerpuff girls anime...While I'm sure it sucks, still intriguing...
OMG.
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Hee. I'm such a dork.
Anyways, today was decent...School, school....Clarinet camp was fun. Came home, slept...zzzzzzzzz
Went back for band, we had more fun :P More stuff...Tried to go to Starbucks and failed.
Went to work instead, but only towards the end to close. That was fun, only needed to clean. ~_~
Came home...Ah, finally got around to watching my taping of The Big 10 to see a 30 second clip of AFI having a cheap interview (meaning they didn't actually go and interview them, rather sent questions :P). It was cute. Hehe, nerds. And the whole thing about Adam, aww... I totally picture that ^^ Hee "Ho' sick."
Finally caught up with my Deviant Art (yet, didn't really SEE all the artwork, but finally cleared it up!). I will be trying to watch that more diligently, as well as upating regularly, too! :# TRY!
Ah...a time to feel insecure.
I hate this feeling of dissatisfaction. Oh...There is always a handsome man (well, don't go and start any rumors! This is absolutely not specific @_@) that I'd love to picture myself with....Yet, in reality, I know that someone like that would never think of me the same. I am not a beautiful type of girl. I'm not the type guys would find pretty and actually think in passing (for lack of better expression) "I'd tap that." So, in passing I love to see sexy people, but realizing this aspect, just depresses me. Oh, fuck. I hate being this lame chick and all, but its true (straight guys reading this know it!). I hate it, and all, but I don't know how I could seem so beautiful to those I find beautiful. It just doesn't work for me, I guess. I mean...maybe my standards are high, but even with lowered expectations, I don't think I'll get someone to see me that way....
This and I feel fucked up sometimes. I feel so drained. I feel like I can barely handle shit. What the hell? Maybe its because I stop the momentum, thus allowing myself to rest, making it harder to start again. Perhaps...But when I think about this, when I hear it being told to me, I feel like an idiot and loser. Maybe I am, hah. I just, I dunno...But hearing this sort of stuff when I already know it, hurts....I feel as if, I don't know, it upsets me because I ALREADY KNOW and hearing it over makes me feel even worse. I need anger management or something. I dunno.
Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later, this post of self meloncholy. People die constantly of starvation and here I am complaining about not having a boyfriend or something lame like that. Fuck, I'm a bad person ;_; I hate feeling so helpless for people like that, and then being so selfish in my own self wallowing shit.
Fuck me!
....I like that song that's like "Well, I would walk 500 miles and I would walk 500 more" Someone tell me who that's by...
....Mmm...Eve talks of a Powerpuff girls anime...While I'm sure it sucks, still intriguing...
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