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He called me baby....
Yeah..
Anyways...I promised I'd write about my hectic life and soooo..here I am.
Yesterday I got to spend some time with Miriam at the park with Miki, Ronnie, Jade and Mikey and Benny...plus my ex-gf Courtney, her mom and her on-again-off-again bf Allen. It was warm and sunny, a perfect day and it was fun. I had missed Mo-mo lots seeing as I hadn't really seen her for a week or so. I got to show her my newest tattoo which I got on Friday night, it's two hearts...one blue one that says Colleen and one red one that says Miriam and a couple of little starbursts. After I had got it, we went out to the Gypsy Rose and had some drinks and did kareoke. I sang "She hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd and "Any Man of Mine" by Shania Twain. Kareoke is a big part of my life now....so are Miki and Ronnie.
In fact they are such a big part of my life, I spend my nights at their place almost every night during the week...forget my new apartment, lol. I'm also altering her wedding dress, making 2 bridesmaid dresses, I painted some bottles for her centerpieces and I'm marrying them. Seems Tennessee honors the rights of ordained Ministers to wed people so I get to do my first wedding!!! My life is hectic but I love it! I seriously don't think I could be any happier...well okay i could be. If I didn't owe 94.62 to CHA, I could have my OWN housing instead of sharing an apartment with a man who is in love with me regardless of how I feel for him. If I didn't owe 546.72 to the fucking state for a crime I didn't even commit, I'd be happier too cuz then I wouldn't be so worried about what's gonna happen June 27th when I go to court at 9:30am and tell them I don't have the money....
I'd be happier if my ex Jamie would get the fuck over me and stay away from me....I'd be happier if I could spend my every day with my daughter(s).
Hell, I'd be happier just if I had a drink right about now...lol (water...*hgafdfdsg*)
But, I'm at least HAPPY right now, right?
Okay so I'm a little sad, I did just tell a good friend of mine good-bye before coming back online, he's moving to Murfeesboro, which is a bit aways I think from me...but he got himself a job for sure and a place to live instead of rotting away at the shelter so I'm happy for that part. I can always email him and he did say once he got a car, he'd come visit.
Why is is when I go to California, I end up missing my husband for months after?
yeah.....*sigh*
Hectic is probably an understatement, eh?
Anyways...I promised I'd write about my hectic life and soooo..here I am.
Yesterday I got to spend some time with Miriam at the park with Miki, Ronnie, Jade and Mikey and Benny...plus my ex-gf Courtney, her mom and her on-again-off-again bf Allen. It was warm and sunny, a perfect day and it was fun. I had missed Mo-mo lots seeing as I hadn't really seen her for a week or so. I got to show her my newest tattoo which I got on Friday night, it's two hearts...one blue one that says Colleen and one red one that says Miriam and a couple of little starbursts. After I had got it, we went out to the Gypsy Rose and had some drinks and did kareoke. I sang "She hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd and "Any Man of Mine" by Shania Twain. Kareoke is a big part of my life now....so are Miki and Ronnie.
In fact they are such a big part of my life, I spend my nights at their place almost every night during the week...forget my new apartment, lol. I'm also altering her wedding dress, making 2 bridesmaid dresses, I painted some bottles for her centerpieces and I'm marrying them. Seems Tennessee honors the rights of ordained Ministers to wed people so I get to do my first wedding!!! My life is hectic but I love it! I seriously don't think I could be any happier...well okay i could be. If I didn't owe 94.62 to CHA, I could have my OWN housing instead of sharing an apartment with a man who is in love with me regardless of how I feel for him. If I didn't owe 546.72 to the fucking state for a crime I didn't even commit, I'd be happier too cuz then I wouldn't be so worried about what's gonna happen June 27th when I go to court at 9:30am and tell them I don't have the money....
I'd be happier if my ex Jamie would get the fuck over me and stay away from me....I'd be happier if I could spend my every day with my daughter(s).
Hell, I'd be happier just if I had a drink right about now...lol (water...*hgafdfdsg*)
But, I'm at least HAPPY right now, right?
Okay so I'm a little sad, I did just tell a good friend of mine good-bye before coming back online, he's moving to Murfeesboro, which is a bit aways I think from me...but he got himself a job for sure and a place to live instead of rotting away at the shelter so I'm happy for that part. I can always email him and he did say once he got a car, he'd come visit.
yeah.....*sigh*
Hectic is probably an understatement, eh?
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I've put this off as long as I possibly could before I totally forget about my road trip. Though I won't go into great detail, I left May 4th, Nick's bday to go to California with my folks. It was a surprise, hence why I didn't write about it ON the trip even though I had net during the trip. Nick has a LJ so I figured he may check out mine and it would have ruined the surprise. The trip was a visit Colleen/Dad work on his project type thing do it wasn't ALL leisurely. I spent a lot of my time that I wasn't online writing a letter to Courtney in a Notepad file and taking pictures...oh and sleeping.
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My life beyond that is hectic. I've been working my ass off for no pay, I just moved into an apartment which caused drama with me and my girlfriend, I ended up breaking up with her because she decided to threaten me with something NO ONE threatens me with and gets away with it....maybe I'll put more detail into this when I slow down some. I did get to go camping this weekend though with some good friends.
Something people should see: Me playing horseshoes while high....lol!
I love and miss you all....esp. my Sakka, whom is in my thoughts and prayers always.
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My life beyond that is hectic. I've been working my ass off for no pay, I just moved into an apartment which caused drama with me and my girlfriend, I ended up breaking up with her because she decided to threaten me with something NO ONE threatens me with and gets away with it....maybe I'll put more detail into this when I slow down some. I did get to go camping this weekend though with some good friends.
Something people should see: Me playing horseshoes while high....lol!
I love and miss you all....esp. my Sakka, whom is in my thoughts and prayers always.
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Vivvvaaaaa Las Vegas..
I just got back last night from my impromptu road trip...will write more when I finally settle in back to my normal routine....
For now, I leave ya'll with this:
For now, I leave ya'll with this:
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Well..I'm alive, just know that and well, i'll get back to you all....i just remembered something.
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I think I'm alive....maybe...
But first, a Meme snatched from Sakka... answers using only the first letter of my name.
1. What is your name? Rebecca
2. A 4 letter word: rage
3. A vehicle: Range Rover
4. A city: Rome
5. A boy's name: Robert
6. A girl's name: Rowena
7. Alcoholic drink: Rum
8. An occupation: Radio personality
9. Something you wear: Rayon
10. A celebrity: Rose McGowan
11. A food: Rueben
12. Something found in a bathroom: Robe
13. Reason for being late: Room's a mess
14. Something you shout: Rawr!
15. An animal: Rhino
16. A body part: Rib
17. Word to describe yourself: radiant
Anyways...it's me again kiddies! I'm alive, kicking and raring to go..maybe. hey, all you out there in the flooding and tornado zones, I hope everything is okay (that means you Sakka!!!) We're okay here in Cleveland...me and Momo (who is officially 3..yay!) Um, I don't have time for details really as I have a half and hour left on my computer limit but yeah I just wanted everyone to know I'm okay and that I miss you all.
November 21, 2008 is when Half-Blood Prince will be out in theaters, oh hell yea!
1. What is your name? Rebecca
2. A 4 letter word: rage
3. A vehicle: Range Rover
4. A city: Rome
5. A boy's name: Robert
6. A girl's name: Rowena
7. Alcoholic drink: Rum
8. An occupation: Radio personality
9. Something you wear: Rayon
10. A celebrity: Rose McGowan
11. A food: Rueben
12. Something found in a bathroom: Robe
13. Reason for being late: Room's a mess
14. Something you shout: Rawr!
15. An animal: Rhino
16. A body part: Rib
17. Word to describe yourself: radiant
Anyways...it's me again kiddies! I'm alive, kicking and raring to go..maybe. hey, all you out there in the flooding and tornado zones, I hope everything is okay (that means you Sakka!!!) We're okay here in Cleveland...me and Momo (who is officially 3..yay!) Um, I don't have time for details really as I have a half and hour left on my computer limit but yeah I just wanted everyone to know I'm okay and that I miss you all.
November 21, 2008 is when Half-Blood Prince will be out in theaters, oh hell yea!
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It's Me Again Margaret....(Warning, LONG...)
It's been quite a while since I've updated on here, but usually when I do get online, I always run out of time before I get to update. (Stupid 2 hour limit!!!)
Since it's been a while and since I really don't remember details, I'll just give you all a quick overview of everything thus far:
I tried to hold an actual journal, Courtney bought me one and everything but then I felt like I was cheating on my LJ waaaay too much. Plus, it's a daily thing and we all know becca is not good at daily things, except for showers..lol. So yeah, that journal sits in my bag, collecting lint and it only has one entry in it from January 16th, 2008 which states:
Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I've actually had a PHYSICAL journal. I kinda feel like I'm cheating on my Livejournal but I need something to keep my feelings in while I have no computer.
I hate harping on the negative but I feel like shit. This past weekend was CRAZY! Friday I hung out with Marcella and we went to Benton so she could pay her P.O and her car payments. Then we went to my aunt Karen's house and hung out with my cousin Ashanti. We also went to the winery up on 64 and tasted some wine. Marcella bought a bottle for later...then Saturday came and Tasha sorta took our day over. It was okay, but i woulda rather it had been me and Marcella again. We went to check out Marcy's apartment and toasted it with the bottle of wine, then we decided to grab breakfast at McD's and grab some Boone's Farm. Then we decided to goto Chattanooga and bowl, but we stopped and grabbed some Crown Royal and Wild Turkey...everything we did was laced with alcohol I swear. Which is why I wish Tasha wasn't there..me and Marcella know how to have fun without having to drink, so I didn't really drink much. After bowling (I won btw), we all went skating and Tasha and I sorta got into it cuz I didn't skate much. I mean Hello, it's been 10 years or more since I've been on a pair of skates, plus they gave me a pair 2 sizes too big. WTF does she care anyways, she only paid $1.50 for me. Today I hung out with Courtney and the gang and had a snowball fight with Jose, Edgar, Tasha and Donald.
I miss Miriam Lenore Vines....
Yeah, Miriam is always a touchy subject with me. yeah I can see her whenever I want, all i have to do is call kathleen and she'll let me see her but still, it isn't the same. I recently was in the hospital for 4 days for Pnumonia and it sucked. I felt like I was dying, I got poked and prodded...they were giving me steroids which in turn made my blood sugar soar which in turn made them give me insulin shots. It fucking sucked, the only thing that made me sane was when my friends visited. I even had an accident while in the hospital. I got up to use the bathroom by myself cuz I hate bugging the nurses and I blacked out and I've had 2 black eyes and a bruised forehead over a week now, luckily now it's mostly faded...the wonders of foundation.
Heath Ledger died...doesn't that suck? he wasn't an actor I savagely followed (like Daniel..or the twins) but still I liked him..
I'm still at the shelter..for now...but my days aren't really all that bleak. I have a few friends there that help the time pass by more quickly. Esp. Benny. He's a great guy and he's always fun to hang out with. I spent 4 hours under a tree in front of the Harlan Woolen Mill on Saturday, just talking. he's sitting here being my paper holder as I write :)
I've also hung out more with Marcella and Judy, my 2 Musketeers. Saturday I went to The Bald-headed Bistro with Marcella and we had a couple drinks and we made fun of these guys sitting next to us and we ate some food (That place is EXPENSIVE!) and then the next day Judy joined us and we went to Walmart and I got some beads to make more jewelry with and some new clothes and some stuff. We also ate at Cici's and went to Petco to look at the pets and Books-A-Million (my favourite store) And at the Family Dollar I was acting quite strange but you all are used to me being strange really...So yeah, life isn't perfect but it's good for now.
I miss you guys...I really do.
Well, it's time to go, 7 minutes left til my 2 hour limit is up...I'll be back in a few days, I promise!
Amo Sempre!
Since it's been a while and since I really don't remember details, I'll just give you all a quick overview of everything thus far:
I tried to hold an actual journal, Courtney bought me one and everything but then I felt like I was cheating on my LJ waaaay too much. Plus, it's a daily thing and we all know becca is not good at daily things, except for showers..lol. So yeah, that journal sits in my bag, collecting lint and it only has one entry in it from January 16th, 2008 which states:
Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I've actually had a PHYSICAL journal. I kinda feel like I'm cheating on my Livejournal but I need something to keep my feelings in while I have no computer.
I hate harping on the negative but I feel like shit. This past weekend was CRAZY! Friday I hung out with Marcella and we went to Benton so she could pay her P.O and her car payments. Then we went to my aunt Karen's house and hung out with my cousin Ashanti. We also went to the winery up on 64 and tasted some wine. Marcella bought a bottle for later...then Saturday came and Tasha sorta took our day over. It was okay, but i woulda rather it had been me and Marcella again. We went to check out Marcy's apartment and toasted it with the bottle of wine, then we decided to grab breakfast at McD's and grab some Boone's Farm. Then we decided to goto Chattanooga and bowl, but we stopped and grabbed some Crown Royal and Wild Turkey...everything we did was laced with alcohol I swear. Which is why I wish Tasha wasn't there..me and Marcella know how to have fun without having to drink, so I didn't really drink much. After bowling (I won btw), we all went skating and Tasha and I sorta got into it cuz I didn't skate much. I mean Hello, it's been 10 years or more since I've been on a pair of skates, plus they gave me a pair 2 sizes too big. WTF does she care anyways, she only paid $1.50 for me. Today I hung out with Courtney and the gang and had a snowball fight with Jose, Edgar, Tasha and Donald.
I miss Miriam Lenore Vines....
Yeah, Miriam is always a touchy subject with me. yeah I can see her whenever I want, all i have to do is call kathleen and she'll let me see her but still, it isn't the same. I recently was in the hospital for 4 days for Pnumonia and it sucked. I felt like I was dying, I got poked and prodded...they were giving me steroids which in turn made my blood sugar soar which in turn made them give me insulin shots. It fucking sucked, the only thing that made me sane was when my friends visited. I even had an accident while in the hospital. I got up to use the bathroom by myself cuz I hate bugging the nurses and I blacked out and I've had 2 black eyes and a bruised forehead over a week now, luckily now it's mostly faded...the wonders of foundation.
Heath Ledger died...doesn't that suck? he wasn't an actor I savagely followed (like Daniel..or the twins) but still I liked him..
I'm still at the shelter..for now...but my days aren't really all that bleak. I have a few friends there that help the time pass by more quickly. Esp. Benny. He's a great guy and he's always fun to hang out with. I spent 4 hours under a tree in front of the Harlan Woolen Mill on Saturday, just talking. he's sitting here being my paper holder as I write :)
I've also hung out more with Marcella and Judy, my 2 Musketeers. Saturday I went to The Bald-headed Bistro with Marcella and we had a couple drinks and we made fun of these guys sitting next to us and we ate some food (That place is EXPENSIVE!) and then the next day Judy joined us and we went to Walmart and I got some beads to make more jewelry with and some new clothes and some stuff. We also ate at Cici's and went to Petco to look at the pets and Books-A-Million (my favourite store) And at the Family Dollar I was acting quite strange but you all are used to me being strange really...So yeah, life isn't perfect but it's good for now.
I miss you guys...I really do.
Well, it's time to go, 7 minutes left til my 2 hour limit is up...I'll be back in a few days, I promise!
Amo Sempre!
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There's a first for everything....
And I'm drunk.....
Wow.
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Wow.
*giggles*
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Stuff I'm Thankful For.
I know I shoulda done this on Thanksgiving, but meh, at least I'm doing it. Besides, I'm making up for my total passive-agressive comment yesterday....yeah sure it may feel like no one will care that today is my birthday, but deep down inside I know that someone cares somewhere. My gf told me Happy Birthday...she was the first person to. :)
Anyways....these are things I'm thankful for.
1. I'm thankful for he 2 most wonderful daughters that God could ever bless someone with. Miriam and Colleen are my life, my heart and my soul. I miss Colleen like she was my arm and my leg...I haven't felt whole in a long time. Miriam and I have grown closer in her absence but still....
2. I'm thankful for my father, who even though he doesn't always agree to what I say or do, he understands that it is MY life and that I will make mistakes and choices that may not be good for me, but they always work out somehow in the end. He lets me be ME. I hope I grow to be more like him.
3. I'm thankful for broadband again....nuff said.
4. I'm thankful for Shaggy.
5. Last but not least, I'm thankful for all of my friends, all of YOU. Many of you, like
zen_sakka have been here with me through a lot, those of you like lady_match, who know me in person as well as on here and and even those who just joined not too long ago, like witchdollie, you mean SO much to me.
So Thank you from the bottom of my heart, the top of my soul and in between my toes! :)
Anyways....these are things I'm thankful for.
1. I'm thankful for he 2 most wonderful daughters that God could ever bless someone with. Miriam and Colleen are my life, my heart and my soul. I miss Colleen like she was my arm and my leg...I haven't felt whole in a long time. Miriam and I have grown closer in her absence but still....
2. I'm thankful for my father, who even though he doesn't always agree to what I say or do, he understands that it is MY life and that I will make mistakes and choices that may not be good for me, but they always work out somehow in the end. He lets me be ME. I hope I grow to be more like him.
3. I'm thankful for broadband again....nuff said.
4. I'm thankful for Shaggy.
5. Last but not least, I'm thankful for all of my friends, all of YOU. Many of you, like
zen_sakka have been here with me through a lot, those of you like lady_match, who know me in person as well as on here and and even those who just joined not too long ago, like witchdollie, you mean SO much to me.So Thank you from the bottom of my heart, the top of my soul and in between my toes! :)
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