I love thanking inanimate objects for doing their jobs. Like I understand that the thing was made for it and that it doesn't feel any actual strain doing the thing but it still did the thing and it still was beneficial for me and therefore it still deserves a thank you.

Little letter blurb I made

Remembering the time I was in band class having a hallucination and asked one of my friends if there was a man standing behind the trumpets or if i was just hallucinating when one of my other friends leaned over and asked if he was hot. No, no he was not hot, he was a wrinkly creepy old man.

Have some poetry Abt a disability i have <3

Party tricks included:

•hands caving in on themselves at the slightest of pressure

•hips moving abnormal

•elbows and knees bending in ways that don't seem right

•fingers going further then they should

•loud cracks and pops now and then

•sitting in ways that don't look comfortable

•fingers popping constantly

Bones, they're slipping out

Painfully aware that my body isn't right

Doctors can't touch it

Wont touch it

And there's only so much ibuprofen can do

A daily task

Opening the fridge and my wrist is out

Walking wrong and my hips are out

Laying on my side and my shoulders, neck, ribs

Everything is out

I wake up and reset

Careful little cracks

Lunchtime and reset

People looking

Wondering why such a young being

Seems to be in so much pain

They must be faking it

Dinner time, i reset

Bending backwards and my ribs pop

Opening my mouth and my jaw pop

Rotating my wrist and it sounds like gunshots

Except now there's more pain

My wrist is swollen

NoT SHaPeD RiGHT

I twist again and it's back

It's better

The pain has subsided

For now

I lay down and everything hurts

My knees are throbbing

My hips are aching

Parts of my body that I didn't know could hurt

Laying awake

Praying to whatever god or gods are up there

Just make it stop

But in the end

It's just party tricks

Right.

hEDS is just party tricks

Right?

God i love Apollo. I recently got him new candle, he didn't like it so I was gonna switch it out for a different one he seemed to like ok no problem but I still had it lit while doing general maintenance on his Alter. I picked up his most prized possession on that table and this candle he has never once touched, never once took an interest in, suddenly perked up and started dancing and all that jazz. This piece could be a pretty rock, or some sort of flower, or a musical instrument. No, it's one of his pictures of Gerard Way. Apollo loves Gerard Way

I believe that I have completed in life now, my highschool band just won 3rd place at state marching competition and this is the first year we've went

Apollo is a sassy dad fucker, like why did this man get mad at me for being dehydrated. You're supposed to help me in exchange for offerings, not better my health

S is just an unseasoned Z, it's the boiled chicken version of a Z.

Toast is really just a piece of bread crust with some of it more crusty than other parts. Like yes, I would like my egg sandwich to be made with bread crust.

Lord Farquaad from Shrek is really just Prince Humperdinck from The Princess Bride just animated