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hiya everyone, long time,no post!

Really should have lots to say after three/four months but no. PGCE going well , am on teaching practice at the moment in a private nursery. Only have 10 tp days left til i pass.

Flat has had central heating put in, but its still cold coz cant afford to put it on much. mould has gone insane since the CH arrived so will mostly be cleaning that off today.

John still lovely and the best thing that ever happened to me.

Still very fat. Proper need to do something about this. 16stones now. I don't want to be fat on my 30th birthday in April. like food too much. Dont want to waste my thirties like i have twenties really, plus have to be healthy enough to make babies when it comes up. don't want to be thinking that i should be 5 stones lighter before we can start trying, which is what i currently think. plus u know, very unhealthy coz of the fat right now.

all good apart from that.

ffs.

Yesterday i received a phonecall from the doctors surgery. They have lost all the paperwork they have been sent on me and did i have any copies? NO I DON'T! Why would i when none of the paperwork was sent to me? It was sent by the other Doctors involved in the case. This is after I phoned them at the begining of the week to confirm they had all the paperwork as it has been over three weeks and was told it was all there, just waiting for the doctor to read through it and make a decision. They said they would try and get them to fax copies over. I am tired of explaining to people that i need a definate answer, the course starts next week and i need to let work know if im staying or going so they can sort redundencies. I am supposed to provide four weeks notice, the way the doctors are going i will be lucky if i get four days.

They then phoned me back later and said that they had received copies but the doctor involved had gone home. they said he was doing saturday surgery and would phone me. He hasn't. I'm getting beyond pissed off with this whole situation, it's ruined John's entire summer holiday, stressing about this paperwork or that paperwork, waiting repeatedly for phonecalls that don't come, phoning again the next day to be told i will be called back later today then no phonecalls come. Being told this letter will be ready on this day and then it isn't. He's exhausted from the situation. It was 26th June the first lot of paperework was submitted and 2nd August when we started having problems with it. It is just completely doing my head in, I understand that Doctors are very busy but they charged me for all this paperwork and i just want to know whether i'm going to do my PGCE or not.
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