Army Chick

Hey, this is Carla. Nicola's mate. I went to this heaps kool sote today right and it was someone's blog on some other site right and her name was Nicola. She had 15 different sentences all starting with 'Nicola needs...'! It's a great laugh so I thought I'd make one for you guys to laugh at. Here goes...

15)Nicola needs a rocket outta here.
14)Nicola needs to work toward making commitments to fewer projects so she completes more of than one.
13)Nicola needs to let her parents know how she feels.
12)Nicola needs to follow her heart!
11)Nicola needs to relax and forget about mistakes.
10)Nicola needs to get laid!!! LOL
09)Nicola needs to leave this place.
08)Nicola needs to leave the past behind!
07)Nicola needs a new life.
06)Nicola needs you to hold her.
05)Nicola needs someone's love.
04)Nicola needs a big strong guy!!! LOL 
03)Nicola needs to realize we love her heaps!
02)Nicola needs new socks.
01)Nicola needs your help and support!!!

Hey hope you all enjoy this! Nicola is really goin through a ruff time at home and needs all the support she can get!

MWAHH
Carla

I love to write. This is the description of my new story "Wasting My Life"

There's this chick and she moves to Coffs and has no friends. She then makes friends with the wrong sorta people and in yr 6 makes friends with this awsum guy. She worships him and he becomes her bestfriend. In yr8she changes her group in which he is. She's totally in love with hima nd he's in love with her. For almost 4 yrs they are crazy about each other but haven't go the guts to tell each other. Then at a HHP, they hookup and go back to his place they get rather close and sleep together. They end up dating. THE END. Yea right. A month l8er she finds out that she is pregnant and its his coz he is the only guy that she has slept with she worries about what to do coz she can't  tell her friends or her stepdad so she tells her mum, bro and sis. She doesn't have the money for an abortion so she decides to keep it. It's due around christmas and hasn't got the guts to tell him its his. Around Christmas they get into a fight and he has a go at her saying how much of a slut she is to fall pregnant and not know who the father is. She breaks out in tears and cries out that its his. She then goes into labor, has the child on Christmas day and they get engaged. The perfect ending to a story. Except for the fact that they r only 15. Everyone is talking about her and he just wants to tell everyone that it's his but she wont let him for the fact that everyone would not talk to him. She continues to go to school and finishes her education. On her 19th Birthday, they get married and their son, Darren, is at the wedding. The live happily ever after. THE END (for real)

I'm not Pregnant! It's based off a joke between me and some mates that I am pregnant! The father in the story really is my best friend. He's name is Brayden!

Yay, Brayden and I are goin to the Hot House together. I so can't wait! I get to make him dance! WOOOW

Hey guys,

My music teacher has gotten me listening to some music that I would ahve never thought I would be and now I'm actually liking it too. WOW. I'm listening to some of Mozarts work and its in Latin. I'm trying to find out what it means because I am singing it for choir and if any one can help me out it would be greatly appreciated. I would like to know what I am singing. LOL. We are singing his 'Requiem'. Its really good. The two song that we have learnt so far are 'Dies Irae' and 'Confutatis'. No-one knows what it means except, maybe, the teacher. I might be able to find it on the net! I'll look!

Directions:
1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question
3.) Use the song title as the answer
4.) NO CHEATING!!! What you get is what you get!

1. How am I feeling today?
My Friend MIsery : Metallica

2. Where will I get married?
Realize : MxPx

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
Voodoo People : Prodigy

4. What is/was high school like?
Wrecking Hotel Rooms : MxPx

5. What is the best thing about me?
slave to the wage : placebo

6. How is today going to be?
Over Thinking: Relient K

7. What is in store for this weekend?
Getting Into You : Relient K (right)

8. What song describes my parents?
Foward Motion (ok thats highly disturbing)

9. How is my life going?
From End To End

10. What song will they play at my funeral?
Smack My Bitch Up : Prodigy

11. How does the world see me?
Jars Of Clay : MxPx

12. What do my friends really think of me?
Chick Magnet : MxPx (right!!! I am a chick)

13. Do people secretly lust after me?
Tainted Love : marilyn Manson

14. How can I make myself happy?
Fat LIp : sum 41

15. What should I do with my life?
College Kids : Relient K (seriously, its what came up)

16. Will I ever have children?
Responsibility : MxPx

17. What is some good advice?
Because I want You : Placebo

18. What do I think my current theme song is?
I Am Understood : Relient K

19. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Rock Aan dRoll Girl : MxPx

20. What type of men/women do you like?
Lollipop : DJ Alligator

21. Will you get married?
Pieces : Sum 41 (I'll take that as a yes)

22. What should I do with my love life?
In Too Deep : Sum 41

23. Where will you live?
Nothing else Matters : Metallica

24. What will your dying words be?
Darth Malak (So...something evil then)

25. How's your day going so far?
Nemo : night wish

26. How's your love life?
Call ON ME : Eric Prydz

Hey hey,

                School was as boring as anything today hey! It wasn't anything out of the ordinary but hey. I went to Sport, as usual for a Wednesday Arvo but, something out of the ordinary was, I did 72.5kg on the leg press and my legs are killing me now. I am at Wes' place and he's screwing around with his computers and stuff. Its funny! I have to work this weekend and my big sis is moving out of Home! NOOOOOOOO. I mean ok, she's 18 and all but, I'm gonna miss her like crazy. We were only just starting to act like sisters after 15 years of living together.
                I got Aaron to say that he loves me last night and i didn't even try! I told him that I had to go upstairs coz my li'l bro was goin to bed and I couldn't use the comp. any more and he was trying to convince me to stay online. I ended up calling him after once I got upstairs. lol. We's computer is better than mine but I don't like his backdrop! I'm like a NOOb when it comes to his computer. Its weird hey. I'm like almost totalling myself on his chair hey. Its like really weird. ROFL.
                Wes just fixed his computer and I got to help. HE said LOL! LOL

Laters Y'all

Hey,

Seems like forever since I was last on here and now that I'm back, I'm back for a bitch. My sister and I have never really gotten along and now that we are getting older, we are slightly getting better but at times are worse than ever such as the times when she decides to have Lesbian jokes!!! I'm not a Lesbian (as much as people believe I am) and I more than likely wont be! Ok yes, there is times when we all think 'hey maybe I am gay' but I'm not going around getting a girlfriend or anything! I'm quite happy with Tom at the moment! I am really getting sick of putting up with her shit! Ok so she's 18 and has just been fired. Thats not my fault and I have no way of getting her her job back. Ok, so I earn more than she does at my casual job! So what thats not my fault I can't change that. She's really pissing me off! I can't do anything about that!!! 

If anyone is looking for poetry by the way, poetry about anything and everything. Check out this website www.poems-and-quotes.com It's a great site. If u feel a bit out going then check out Vampagorian! It's heaps cool! Thanx for listening

           This is soooo awsum! Life house's Upstream youth group has just brought out their new Cd and I'm listening to it about now and it is soooo awsum! Although Nat, the lead singer and lead guitarist, doesn't sound like himself it is still awsum. With hit such as 'I will run'; 'Generation Believe'; 'My King' and many more, the album and all 10 songs is a great song and worthwhile getting (If in Coffs Harbour or near a Hillsong bookshop) and it will never grow old! The worship team aka the band is great and really know how to do a live performance! 
         School is boring but I have sport today so I can go on about BJ to Mr. Murtha just to annoy him as he has a grudge against BJ even though he doesn't go to school with him any more! I don't like Mr. Murtha but I won't hold a grudge because he doesn't like my bestfriend. Mr kennedy on the other hand, I don't allow anyone to pick on me let alone teachers. Insulting me behind my back is one thing but to do it to my face is another. I'm sick of being payed out and we are only in the 4th week of term 1! I can't believe that! 
         I sent a letter off to Lincoln Davis from Dubbo today! I felt bad cause I hadn't written to him! I gave the letter to Steph and she's gonna send it when she does the post for work! I miss Carla heaps but I'll see her next year! I'll hopefully see Lincoln at Singelton this year but if not then I'll see him at maccas on the way there or home! He's gonna be in my battalion at least. That means that there's a good chance of us getting together again! This time I won't knock myself out and sleep in his tent : ) I could have gotten in so much trouble but I wasn't caught so thats good! I miss him heaps too! I haven't seen him since July of last year! 
         The period is almost over so I betta go
Have a great day to all!

           This is soooo awsum! Life house's Upstream youth group has just brought out their new Cd and I'm listening to it about now and it is soooo awsum! Although Nat, the lead singer and lead guitarist, doesn't sound like himself it is still awsum. With hit such as 'I will run'; 'Generation Believe'; 'My King' and many more, the album and all 10 songs is a great song and worthwhile getting (If in Coffs Harbour or near a Hillsong bookshop) and it will never grow old! The worship team aka the band is great and really know how to do a live performance! 
         School is boring but I have sport today so I can go on about BJ to Mr. Murtha just to annoy him as he has a grudge against BJ even though he doesn't go to school with him any more! I don't like Mr. Murtha but I won't hold a grudge because he doesn't like my bestfriend. Mr kennedy on the other hand, I don't allow anyone to pick on me let alone teachers. Insulting me behind my back is one thing but to do it to my face is another. I'm sick of being payed out and we are only in the 4th week of term 1! I can't believe that! 
         I sent a letter off to Lincoln Davis from Dubbo today! I felt bad cause I hadn't written to him! I gave the letter to Steph and she's gonna send it when she does the post for work! I miss Carla heaps but I'll see her next year! I'll hopefully see Lincoln at Singelton this year but if not then I'll see him at maccas on the way there or home! He's gonna be in my battalion at least. That means that there's a good chance of us getting together again! This time I won't knock myself out and sleep in his tent : ) I could have gotten in so much trouble but I wasn't caught so thats good!

It's seems like forever since I last updated my LJ file. So heres the goss.
My mum got the dear John letter from Nor Folk Island so we are not moving. Thank goodness. I broke up with Quentin after he tried to cheat on me with my best friend and people kept herassing my mum at school about us. I had the best birthday party ever and had a great time with my friends. My Grand parents from Ballarat came up in September just before my birthday to visit and we had an amazing time together. They gave me my early birthday present. I got the secong trilogy of Anne Of Green Gables and I finished it in a matter of 2 weeks. They were with us for a week and I hope they had a good time.

A couple of weeks a go I went to Sydney with the choir. I had an amazing time. Lincoln and I went through Sydney's mall and bought some amazing things. I bought 2 CD's, a note book, a bag, pens and Lincoln and I bought matching MAAD socks. They have black and white strips. They are nearly knee high and are so much fun to run in the hallways of THe YHA (youth hostel) in! I do advice though not to try and kick doors while running in a hallway in socks as you will fall on your asss and hurt your back. Knowing from experience!!! I also suggest not to be caught in a friend of the opposite sex's room during the night while you are talking. Rumor gets out and people start to talk. I had a great time. Brent, matt, Dylon nad Lincoln sharred a room. Matt has no girlfriend, ohh poor matt, Dylon is Sam's Boyfriend, good for them, Brent went and chatted up the girls from Jetty and Lincoln and I sat on his bed drawing and talking whilst Matt tried to suggest that we were going out and that we were 'making out' on his bed. Joke. Sam and Dylon were doing there thing on Dylons bed. Nothing too dirty as we were all in the room and Brent was out in the hallway with the girls from Jetty. Matt was tormenting Lincoln and myself then we turned it into a game. I had fun that night but eventually retired to my own room. THe next day we had our first rehersal at Chatswood High and we caught the train to get to Chatswood from Sydney Central. THe day was great. Mal is amazing and made it loads of fun for us all. On the way back from Chatswood, Everyone either went up or down but Mrs. Monty, William and myself stayed on the level of the train with the doors. We were talking and laughing and just having a good time. We were having that much of a good time that we missed Central Station, don't ask me how, and had to call Mrs. Rugendyke. She wouldn't answer here fone so we called Lincoln. 8 stops after Central, we got on another train and returned the YHA. That night I went swimming and after that wrote some poetry in the hallway with Maria. We retired at about 11pm. I awoke the next morning in dier need of Coffee and breakast. I then went back to bed and had a fone call from my mother just cheecking up on us and making sure that we are all being good and enjoying myself. THe actual concert was amazing and the orchestra was great. THey glew us away. The sounded great with us singing behind them. We returned home on Monday night to our own beds and much to our displeasure our siblings. I had a great time and look foward to going again next year. Thanx to Mrs. Rugendyke for taking us.

Today is Melbourne Cup day and we have crazy hat day. I wore Lincoln's hat of Harry Potter. We stuck badges all over it. All harry potter of course. Then I showed him CHris' LJ pic. He laughed and then thought it was clever. I think it's cool how they have Harry and Draco in bed together but in this case who would be the girl? Draco I reckon.

Well I'm at school I'll talk later

Hey, It seems that as life goes on, everyday throws a curve ball at you and life is testing to see if u can dodge them. Just when you think that life is on track, you turn to smile at what you left behind you get hit smack between the eyes with what seems to be the biggest ball you've come across. It's called reality. Right when you least expect it, everything turns around and you end up flat on your face, in the dirt. In my case, it wasn't dirt I landed in, it was a bed full of sorrow. My life wasn't perfect but it was on the way towards it. I had a big performance for choir coming up, my family was pretty good, Ashlee and Sam were here and to top it off, I liked this gorgeous guy. I finally tell him that I like him and insteed of telling him face to face as the only time I had a chance to tell him face to face was when my little sister was around and, although she's cool and all, there's certain things I don't want her hearing. I told him via MSN and it was ok but, I think it would have been better if I had have done it face to face. I have lots of nerves in me as I'm going to Sydney next week to sing. I'm in the school choir and we are going to Sydney for a concert we and over a houndred more students are performing. I think it is going to be a great experience considering the fact that I love to sing and hey if things turn out weird then I might get a career in singing. Stewart knew exactly how I felt about singing. It was something that I love with a passion and he was always encouraging me to grasp my so called tallent go further with it. I join a choir becasue it was the closest thing to what Stewart was telling me to do. I'm a fourteen year old girl who thougt she had everything worked out. I was going to join the army, get a degree in Computer Science then go into a career of Computer science. Now, now things have changed. I love to sing. I don't know what I love any more. I thought I loved Stewart but, obviously I don't. I fell for my best friend and ontop of that, he's bisexual. Sure, tehre's nothing wrong with that. So he likes both guys and girls. Things could be more interesting that way. LOL. But he's looking for someone weird. I always thought I was weird but obviously I'm not his sort of weird. I said to him what would happen if something was to happen between us and he said that, nothing would happen becasue it would cause too much pain. He said that if I had have tried last year that things would have been fine but, now things are too painful and to put the cherry on the cake, He think's I'm like his cousin. He considers me like family. GREAT.

There's a great quote from the movie Abandon that states, "Screw this play, screw this place and screw you people." In my terms it would be, "Screw this life, screw this place and screw you people." Things are screwed up and hey that's my curve ball.

I'm going to go to Sydney as planed, I'm going to attempt to get over the fact that Stewart doesn't like me like that and I'll attempt to move on. I'm still, only fourteen as it is. I have my whole life to scew things up. My life may seem to be screwed up to me at the moment but I continue to reasure myself that things can only move in which dirrection I make them move.