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Other pictures on flickr!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/92891…

satisfied1- one week and I will be in Japan
2- two days and I will know if I'll get a Tampopo
3- my site is updated with some piccies of my dolls, clic here:
www.milkystar.net
4- From now I will post in this journal only sometimes, mainly about my site updates.
5- I have another journal now. It's about stuff I like, not only dolls.
http://nelae2.blogspot.com/
Here you are a teaser, a kind of backstage photo ^O^ check my site for more!
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thankful
awake
excited
groggyIt's holiday time... yea please... I need it, need to rest and to felt I have the whole day for me.
Tomorrow we will pack a few things and we'll go to the sea for a few days of relax.. the weather is quite broken.. I suppose this is because I'm going to the sea after something like 10 years.. Gosh.. I hope to catch at last a glimpse of sun ç__ç
Sunday is Dolpa time in Osaka. I will wait for the owner pictures at the beginning of next week and I will decide if I'll get a Tampopo or not. I was not sure about Lin and at last I decide she wasn't the right one. .. let see with this one.
It's hard to decide.. I really don't like the brown acrilic eyes Volks used for her. But It think that she will be a lot pretty with baby blue eyes... ^O^
Today I've cleaned, made some order in my "fun/dolly room" and I feel nice about this. It was like taking my time.
happyI have so much nervous inside me, so much stress and bad feelings. This is 'cause I always play nice and hidden inside me bad emotion. Never get angry at anyone.. And the more I'm in "real work" the more I felt bad since I meet stupid or nasty or hateful or not caring people that make me upset.
I really really need a break, some holidays and a free mind mode to breath again.
The fact is that I start to feel very tired and nervous lately, I have my mind empty, I can't follow projects and people ( need to make calls.. and write letters.. >_> ) and this is because the bad feeling are all inside me and not against the people that deserve them.
On doll side ( happy side ^^) I've got some new clothes but didn't have time and didn't feel like taking photos. I hope to do it soon. Especially to show my U.da with Softly she walks lovely clothes and the brand new look of Suzuna!!
About this month the plans are: still working till tuesday. And then... start to prepare for my trip in Japan, learning a bit more of Japanese, study for a concours I have in october and read read read... and of course relax at home!!
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