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omg so much has been going on we live in angola again the sperm dodor is trying to get custidy of the baby... he said that Zavyir will never be amandas baby ummmm she is the one that got me pregnant.. we were done with him a tthe door to the bathroom. He wants me to let him take mey baby to rochester for 3 days...um my boobs dont detatch and i have no more milk stored it is all gone from my freezer... he wants me to change the baby's last name so it isnt amanda's and he wants his name added to the birth certificate. He also said that formula is just as good for him as breast milk so to work around the weekend and no milk stored up he wants me to switch him. He said he wants his whole family to be at the baby's circumcision and we said no we will be escorted out if he shows up. he so doesnt need to be there after he is causing me all this stress.
It is a wonder that I have any milk. the only times in my son's life hae has been without me for longer than an hour is cause of this damn court shit.now we have to go back again in sept this is the third time. uggh
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just an update

Had the 7 year olds birthday party tonight. It went well. I made taquitoes and he was happy with his presents. Amandas Birthday was Saturday she is a whole 22 year old. Happy Birthday Baby!!! Damn next to her I feel ancient. I am creeping up on 30. I am counting down to having at least 10 weeks left being pregnant. It has gone fast now that I am feeling him kick. I dont sleep much at night anymore cause I cant get comfortable. I had a little pre term labor scare on Friday afternoon and had to sit at the hospital for like 3 hours. Every time the heart beat was being picked up by the monitor he would move or kick at the things on my stomach. I think I am doing the Baby Shower the last Sunday of February. I donno though I have to find a place to have it cause my house cannot accomidate that many people. Just Amandas family tonight was overwhelming. Anyways I need to get her some medicine so more updates later.
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I had the Fetal Echo Cardiogram today..Everything looks really good and the baby is measuring right on for the due date. THere is one thing that has changed. The sonogram that I had on the 11th of November was wrong. To put it in the doctors words I have a "very well in dowd little boy" he said he didnt know how the first one could miss it.

New job

So I have ben working for a week as front end supervisor at the Wald K-Mart. There is a lot for me to learn still but I am getting the hang of it. It isnt all that bad. Working 4 years in a job that you are told has great move up poential and then putting in a app getting an interview 3 days later and starting in the position that I was trying to get for so many years. The col thing is they offer disability while I am on maternity leave for 6 weeks as long as I an with the company for 6 months. Well I am going to try cause the due date is less than a week before my 6 month anniversary. I hope the state sees that and gives me the time a little early.
Everything is going well with the pregnacy and with the time of year we coud use the extra money. It is also not a temporary position and to find one of those t this time of year is almost impossible. So I guess I was lucky.

If this gets in the hands of a ertian bitch that knows who she is then so be it. I am a manager and I am buying a house and I am keeping my baby. I dont figure how you can say that I should have planned this pregnancy little better. It isnt like I accidentally had my sperm donor jiz in a cup and then accidentally fall onto the syringe and accidentally inject myself with it. We planned for 6 months before we even started.

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Well for those of you that we didnt call I just wanted to tell you that i found out we are having GIRL. He name is going to be Rayn Victoria Will.

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Well I am now 16 weeks now. It seems so long to get to April. We have the next sonogram set for November 11th and then again December 9th. I want to see what he/she looks like so bad. We have been window shopping for baby stuff. Still havent decided on a nursery theme. There is a set we like at Burlington coat factory but it is $212 dollars for the 4 piece set. I dont want to spend that much let alone ask anyonelse to spend that much. That is insane. It is pooh and has no pastells so Amanda can't complain. Then she saw this really cute one that was pink but then we would have to know what we are having and she wont let me. Oh well. The heart beat is really fast and because of that people are saying that it is a girl. I hope so, I mean I would love the baby either way but I have 2 boys already and I have always wanted a girl. I can feel the baby kicking and moving around but it isnt strong enough to be felt on the outside. Anyways I have to go .