i don't mind the sunshine sometimes <3

well i fucked my self over on my life. right now i pissed just about everyone off that matters in getting where i need/want/wish i could be. i'm really going crazy...i need to re-evaluate myself......becuase i'm fading quickly...and everyone can see it now.
fuck

Bright smile lighting dark corners occupied wiht curled up soulds sucking thumbs for the courage to move on. Strong words exchanged...stronger than us both, breaking the line between 'like'? 'hate'? Always working on ways to make each other feel...feel somthing painfully true. Soft words piercing the flesh, the same flesh protecting the heart. The same heart that breaks so goood when used to loveyou. I'd kill no one but myself to be the one, the one that catches your eye uin a crowd of pretty faces. Fiary tales blurted out possible. Apologies doing nothing but making things worse. The harsh reality that I was born for no one but you and will die just the same. Each breath taken holds in secret passions; the silence you hear being a disguised obsession. And it was always you.




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