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Just got home from the hospital. Gloria is going to be in for a couple of days, I am worried not because of Gloria but because of the shit storm that always happens with Eds family. What happened is Gloria was being a little difficult when I was feeding her, now I dont know she did it considering that the food I was feeding her was mashed up, but she choked. Again. She wouldnt even spit the food out after Ed Heimliched her. She just tried to swallow it AGAIN, Three times choking herself, the paramedics couldnt even get her to spit it out. She did not completely turn blue and had a weak pulse even when she wasnt responsive. They ended up having to keep her sedated because she kept fighting them in the ER and trying to rip stuff out of herself. They where doing this thing where they keep her body cool, so she didnt need to be active, She is in the ICU because the Doc wanted her to have a constant nurse. She was breathing on her own and they said her heart and chest looked good. There might be mobility issues but they were not sure, because she may have just been straining because she was unhappy, the relaxer and sedatives seemed to loosen her up. Moonsson hurt himself but saved her life, he even got some meds at the hospital for the brake. She was good and they told us she would be fine but they didnt want to send her home until after thanksgiving. She will be sedated for at least all of tomorrow. The Doc wont be in untill 9:30-10am so  the nurses and ER Doc told us to get sleep and not to come in to early. Gloria will have to be on a liquid blended diet from now on. So a heavy duty blender is on our must get list.
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And now we need a blender. >.< Because Gloria wont chew, swallow or drink on que. Instead she is holding everything in her mouth untill she starts to choke. I keep asking her to chew and eat but she keeps telling me no and that she doesnt like to drink ANYTHING I put infront of her. She is making everything so hard. I mean I do everything for her, but asking her to do little things like chew, drink, swallow, hold a cup, or even just stand up or sit down all seem to be things that she hates to do. She complaines about EVERYTHING and if there isnt somthing to complain about she will start making things up!! She tells "stories" constantly and her Dementia is getting so bad that she is hurting her self and wont listen when we tell her "no". She keeps chewing and bitting on her fingers and when I explain to her that its a bad thing to do she just chews on herself MORE, shoving damn near her whole hand in her mouth. And its that way for everything. She asks what time is it, I tell her then she yells for 30 minutes about how thats not the time and about how everyone is lying to her. I give her medicine to her she wont take it right, she will then chew it, cheek, spit it out or suck on it. I dont know what to do with her. The meds dont seem to be working as well and the Doc just keeps telling me "well her brain is broken" which isnt really that helpful. We have more appointments on tuesday. hopeful that we maybe able to get somthing done with it. Hopefully. Hopefully.
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Things to get this upcoming week: Get a new vacuum cleaner, Halloween costumes, and candy for trick or treaters. And maybe Psychedelic furs tickets.
Really excited about the new vacuum though ;)
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Is really annoyed with the people in this world right now.

No charity going to far in me. I really hope 8pm comes around soon so I can be realived from part of the frustration
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So Ed's uncle came in today and started yelling at me about reverse mortgages that led into him yelling at me about are bills being behind because out to the store he heard some gossip (like when someone told said Gloria was in cardiac rarest) that we wear going to foreclosure and all this mess. So he called me a liar and said he would have "people " look in to it because we had to have an eye kept on us. Cluster Fuck all over

He then said that the S. S.lady implied that we should have some one watching us, and acted like the S.S. women had not talked to my husband and I. She talked to my husband and I more then she talked with him and asked us if she could talk to him about the work we asked her to do.he he acted like it was a surprise and verbally attacked us! He was all bitchy and tried to say that we lied and that we weren't taken as good care of her as his brothers. That we would not have been able to handle it like they did and that they did so much better in making her house livable and that he thought we wouldn't have been able to do that like they did. He must mean when they stole all her money, ran up her bills and kept her drunk 24/7 .oh and throw appliances at her. And skip her appointments and meds. Duck
Screw them.
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