I never thought I was very big. Yes, beach pictures from the past few years embarassed me to look at, or have people see, but I was never really worried about myself.
Then this year, I started a conditioning program to get in shape for soccer. Within a few weeks, I was getting compliments on how great I looked, and how I'd lost weight. I can't wait to see this year's beach pictures.. =)
boredom leads to many things. tonight, i was led by boredom to creating a new account at hotmail and photobucket, scrolling around only some of my pictures, and finding these.
ok so i have no idea what i last posted because that was awhile ago. sorry. and i'm not quite sure what it is that i want to perfect anymore. i just know that i don't like who i am. does anyone know of any self-esteem books? i think i need one right about now..
so, ive changed what i want to be since i posted my goals last.
1. im not that fussed about my weight. i mean, i weigh quitre a lot, but i think i carry it well and i dont look fat or anything. im just realy curvy, which i think i prefer. 2. id like to be a nicer person, still. from now on, ill try to call my mates whenever i know theyre feeling down, and try to cheer people up. 3. ill return all phone calls/texts, rather than just ignoring them. 4. i will try to be a better catholic. woot 4 charismatics.
Alright, so haven't posted in awhile, but ya know, I'm a slacker. Two years ago, I was really heavy into ana, and when I reached my goal weight, I slowly began to eat like a normal person again (god, and I an idiot or what?) anyway, I tried to get back into ana recently and it never worked, but today, I just woke up and was like, hmm... I don't want to eat today. Or, ever, for that matter. YAY! Anyway, I'm excited to be introduced to some new goals by the *awesome* mod. When this was active, it was SO inspiring! xo! Audrey
Ok. Inspired by dear_lavinia, im going tp post my diet plan which I just made on here in the hope that the fact that my friends knowing I am trying to lose weight will motivate me. I mean, normally I don’t tell people, but that means no-one knows im trying and so I give up because I know people wont notice if im not losing weight, as opposed to if they do know. See, I love my friends, they help me just by being there! Love you guys!
rejuvenated