musesfool: finn/rey/poe hug (we are the spark)
Funding channels were open again this morning, so whew for now.

I'm still exhausted though, so I am going to call a hiatus on the last three January journal topics and get back to them in February. I hope nobody minds too much. I'm just not up to much right now. I've been rereading the Reprise series by [archiveofourown.org profile] Elfpen since the 4th story was recently finished and it's such good read and the familiarity is easy on my brain. Highly recommended if you enjoy epic Star Wars time travel fix-its. Do I have some minor quibbles with some of the world-building? Sure. But not enough to damage my enjoyment.

I keep attempting to go to bed earlier and failing. Sigh. Maybe it'll happen tonight!

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musesfool: a lit red candle (light in the darkness)
I wanted to do another set of yuletide recs before the reveal tomorrow, but I kept saying, "let me read one more thing," and then "one more thing," and now it's 11 pm, so I guess I better do it before the year ends!

Abbott Elementary

i only want you under my mistletoe by @[Anonymous].ao3
Gregory arranges a super cute proposal for Janine. The voices here are all perfect, but especially Ava's. I shrieked with laughter when she appeared.



Batgirls
Deny thy father and refuse thy name by @[Anonymous].ao3
Adorable AU where Steph and Cass run a detective agency and get hired to handle an odd case. <333



The Queen's Thief

Fist Fights and Fan Fiction: The Complicated Legacy of Eugenides & Irene by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Scholarly article about Gen and Irene's "historical" relationship. This is a lot of fun!



The Expanse

We aren't righteous (or: five times Amos did as Naomi asked, and one time he didn't.) by @[Anonymous].ao3
Exactly what it says on the tin. Sharp look at Amos's relationship with Naomi, from his POV.



The Good Place

Things Janet Knows by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
♥JANET♥



Only Murders in the Building

1/3 Of What You're Saying by @[Anonymous].ao3
Mabel and Theo as roommates, figuring it out. I enjoyed this a lot! <333

ignition by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Fun look at Mabel and Theo getting together, and how everyone else seems to know before they do.



Also, here's the December writing roundup, since I don't have to wait until tomorrow since I don't have anything to reveal:

In the new old-fashioned way (@ AO3)
Batman: Wayne Family Adventures; Bruce, ensemble; g; 3,790 words
Amidst cookies and competition, Bruce learns a little more about Damian.



I made the traditional rice balls and ate some for dinner, and yesterday, I finished making the last few dozen fig cookies, so the holiday cooking is done. I enjoy the tradition of it, and the connection to my parents and grandparents through the recipes and the memories.

Anyway, I wish you all a Happy New Year! <333

musesfool: dan rydell (doer of wonderful deeds)
You know, I don't really mind helping out people at work, but it really grinds my gears that I keep having to help out when other people are on PTO, but nobody steps in to handle things while I'm out - I always come back to a pile of stuff that someone else could have been asked to get done, but no! Unless it's super time-sensitive, they always decide it can wait until I get back.

Anyway, aside from that annoyance, I signed off at 2:30 today for the holiday weekend. I was going to make cookies - last night I made the second batch of fig cookie dough so I can finish off the filling - but instead I took a nap. I can do it tomorrow.

Instead, I read some yuletide and here are some recs:

Abbott Elementary

non-regional diction by @[Anonymous].ao3
Barbara and Melissa in Spa Mode! Sea Barbara really is different from Land Barbara! The Barbara voice here is pitch perfect.



Earthsea

The White Ladies of the Ring by @[Anonymous].ao3
There was a sorcerer imprisoned in the Labyrinth, and Arha had told Kossil that she would kill him—but she did not want to. Perhaps she needed to ask someone for help... This is a really sweet AU where Penthe leaves the Place with Ged and Tenar, and Tenar's life takes a slightly different (better) path.



Earthsea/Piranesi

The Place of Birds by @[Anonymous].ao3
In the wreckage of the Tombs, Penthe finds her way to the House, and to her own power. Really lovely crossover.



The Expanse

Pyriscence by @[Anonymous].ao3
This is a really lovely post-show reunion for Amos and Prax (and Mei!).



Flowers in the Attic

Secrets, Suspicions, and Scandals: Foxworth Family Values, Part 2 by @[Anonymous].ao3
Two modern true crime podcasters investigate the strange story of the Foxworth family. Aaahhh, what a fantastic use of the podcast format! I wanted so much more of this outside look at the Foxworth family scandals!



The Good Place

In Which Jason and Chidi Rob a Bank by @[Anonymous].ao3
Chidi ponders the greater goods and lesser evils and may even come to (*gasp*) a decision about them. This is fun!

The Real Actual Human Life of Michael Realman by @[Anonymous].ao3
Michael was a living, breathing, blood-pumping, organ-having human.

Goodbye fire squid, hello silver fox.
Nice look at what Michael's life as a human might be like.



My Fair Lady

The New Galatea by @[Anonymous].ao3
Eliza Doolittle departs. Henry Higgins tries to move on. Freddy Eynsford-Hill succeeds. I really enjoyed this fix-it for the ending of the movie.



Sports Night

First Chill of Fall by @[Anonymous].ao3
Sweet post-s2 Dan/Casey.



The Thin Man

before the thin man by @[Anonymous].ao3
A first meeting, at a murder investigation in San Francisco. A Nick and Nora origin story! <3



Wheel of Time (TV)

captured by the game by @[Anonymous].ao3
After the battle at Falme, Lanfear visits Moiraine in dreams. really well done post-s2 story with Lanfear taunting Moiraine in her dreams.



Willow (TV)

pierced through the heart (but never killed) by @[Anonymous].ao3
Thraxus Boorman grows up. Cool backstory for Boorman. ♥BOORMAN♥!

musesfool: Jason Toddler shows off his new costume to Dick (everybody starts somewhere)
I guess since I dumped all my thoughts about Reverse Robins AUs here on Thursday, I should put my money where my mouth is and link ones that I enjoyed. So here we go:

Reverse Robins: Joker Junior by [archiveofourown.org profile] miyaji_08
Reverse Robins AU where Tim is Joker Junior and takes a long, hard road to come back to the family. I enjoyed these two stories.

singing in the dead of night by [archiveofourown.org profile] dukeaubergine
Tim Drake dies alone in a warehouse by the Gotham docks, passed off to the public as a civilian casualty and passed around the vigilante community as a cautionary tale.

Three years later, a wraith comes home to roost.
Reverse Robins AU with some lovely Tim/Kon thrown in.

Three Little Birds Sat On My Window by [archiveofourown.org profile] withthekeyisking
Reverse Robins set while Bruce is lost in the timestream and Damian has taken on the cowl. While destroying the Court of Owls, he finds a child Talon and takes him home.

family is family (even in its reflection) by [archiveofourown.org profile] weareallmadeofstardust
Two long reverse Robins stories that made me achy in the chestal area. I think this is the first time Tim as Red Hood has really worked for me.

Reverse Robins by [archiveofourown.org profile] Valkirin, an ongoing series with each Batkid mostly getting their own story about how they joined the family. Damian, Cass, and Steph's stories are complete and Tim's is currently in progress. This is a really thoughtful look at how reversing the ages/order would change things.

another set of issues by [archiveofourown.org profile] danishsweethearts is also part of a series, which I haven't read, but I did read this one and going round the twist (which is still in progress) because they both involve the canon Batfamily meeting their age-reversed siblings. Hijinks, as you can imagine, ensue.

Some of these I've already recced and some I haven't because of the in-progress nature, but I enjoyed them all, if you're interested in dipping a toe into this type of AU.

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musesfool: Kamala Khan / Ms Marvel (had the time of my life)
The emergency water shut-off meant I didn't want to do any baking while it was going on, so my plans have gotten pushed later, but that's fine. I will finish off the fig cookies today, which will make room in the fridge for the riceballs tomorrow. *g*

Anyway, I did have time to finally sit down and page through the yuletide archive this year, so here are some recs:

Ms. Marvel

Paristan by @[Anonymous].ao3
Sana Ali leaves home behind, and finds home anyway. This is a fantastic peek into Sana's head as she moves to Jersey City to live with her family. <333



Enola Holmes

i'll hide underneath my pride by @[Anonymous].ao3
Tewksbury invites Enola to join him at a country house party with some old friends. Of course, while they're there, a case appears for her to solve. I really enjoyed this! It was everything I love about these two characters together. <333



The Iliad

subtle of soul and deathless by @[Anonymous].ao3
Helen and Aphrodite, ten different ways. Really lovely look at Helen and her relationship with Aphrodite over time.



Lord of the Rings: Rings of Power

Only Blood Can Bind by @[Anonymous].ao3
How Adar decides to turn against Sauron. nicely done.

the same damn thing that made my heart surrender by @[Anonymous].ao3
Disa, Durin, and Elrond meet in the middle. This is quite stunning and wonderfully in character.



The Expanse

A Fresh Start by @[Anonymous].ao3
The Belt claimed to be a nation, but it was still more like a room full of squabbling cousins, unable to agree on anything more nuanced than dislike for those outside the squabble. They needed the Inners to trust them, but they didn’t trust each other. It would take at least a generation to smooth over the slights and scores of the past – and that was an optimistic timeline. Some truly excellent and in character sparring between Drummer and Avasarala, post-series. <333

Ten Lullabies by @[Anonymous].ao3
"Lullabies aren’t really about ordering babies to sleep. They’re not about food, or love. They’re about safety. You’re reassuring the child that no matter how dark it is outside, it’s safe for them to close their eyes." This is really lovely - I choked up once or twice. #i'm not crying you're crying



Star Wars: Andor

There is a World Beyond This Place by @[Anonymous].ao3
Twelve things Cassian Andor misses most in prison. Exactly what it says on the tin. This is really lovely.



The Raven Cycle

the same as it was by @[Anonymous].ao3
"I don't know what Jordan sees in him," Ronan said, looking on at the sight of domesticity. Oh heart. This is a sweet little post-Greywaren slice of life with the Lynch brothers et al.



Rivers of London

Bintumani by @[Anonymous].ao3
Working in Freetown, Elsie gets a mysterious letter that sends her on a journey across Sierra Leone. Really lovely backstory for Elsie Winstanley and Mamusu Kamara.



The Queen's Thief

as the wind turns by @[Anonymous].ao3
A handful of years after the war with the Mede, Kamet is asked to become secretary of the archives. I really like how this caps off Kamet's arc, and also his interplay with the other characters is great and in character.

I Spy by @[Anonymous].ao3
A series of connected missing scenes set throughout The Thief. Or, what Eddis and Attolia were doing while Gen was stealing a seal, getting tossed in prison, and then hiking across the countryside. Exactly what it says on the tin. I enjoyed this look at what was happening offscreen during The Thief.

Under the orange trees by @[Anonymous].ao3
A tale of calf love, of a lonely thief watching a princess dance alone in the kitchen garden. A lovely scene, shot through with melancholy for both Gen and Irene. <3

the weight at the center of the world by @[Anonymous].ao3
The queen chooses differently on her wedding night; Eugenides, as ever, rises to the occasion. A really wonderful portrayal of just why Gen and Irene fit so well together.



None of my stories have been recced (that I've seen?) but they're doing all right. I will be proud to claim them all when the anon period is over and I had a lot of fun writing them, which I can't always say about the writing process. *g*

musesfool: Kaz/Inej (we never stop fighting)
I feel like I intended to post about something this evening when I got home from work, but now I can't remember what it was. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

The commute home was fine - I was home by 6:15, so that was good. And it was bright and sunny, unlike my morning commute, which took place in a thunderstorm. 🤨 All I could think was that if I were WFH today, I could have been in bed listening to the rain instead of on the train platform.

Anyway, since I can't remember what I wanted to say, and I am still contemplating various potential yuletide noms, so I don't have anything to say about that yet either.

So let's just have some Thursday recs, "fanart I have liked recently" edition:

= The Tinies by [archiveofourown.org profile] SilverDaye is an ADORABLE Star Wars comic featuring Vader, Padme, and their tiny, mischievous twins.

= A gorgeous portrait of Anakin Skywalker by [tumblr.com profile] shukruut

= A Walk Through the Grounds by [archiveofourown.org profile] LoquaciousJargon, which is lovely Regency-era Dick/Kory

= The Batman Tarot by [tumblr.com profile] ne0nic0

= Batkids! by [tumblr.com profile] artbyavasan

= A stunning drawing of Kaz and Inej in the bathroom during Crooked Kingdom by [tumblr.com profile] polartss

= Adorable Catradora by [tumblr.com profile] whistiell

= It's Not Easy Being Green, a very cute Jen Walters portrait by [tumblr.com profile] heatherbelart

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musesfool: darth vader saying "He said what about his sister? Gross." (he said what about his sister?)
I'm feeling better today - no fever! - but still not great. I did manage to unload and reload the dishwasher, so at least that'll be done. Still have a bunch of other chores that I normally take care of piecemeal during the week, but they're just going to have to wait. Sigh.

But it was very exciting to log onto tumblr this evening to see Ewan McGregor and Hayden Christensen photos and interviews. #ancient jedi buddy cops #i don't not ship it

The only thing missing is Ahsoka. And Rex.

And jumping to a different fandom, have a pair of Thursday recs:

Paint Cans and Sneaking Out by [archiveofourown.org profile] Batshit_Bogs, in which the author remembers that Damian has friends and can get up to teenage shenanigans with them that have nothing to do with being a vigilante or an assassin. And then there's a sequel about Tim trying to reclaim his old hobbies in order to reconnect with life outside the mask: Capturing a Moment by [archiveofourown.org profile] Batshit_Bogs & [archiveofourown.org profile] linnywines.

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musesfool: Jason Toddler shows off his new costume to Dick (everybody starts somewhere)
Last night, in order to avoid another round of sleeping poorly before having to get up earlier to go into the office, I went to bed at 9:30 am and took TWO benadryl (staggered several hours apart, since there were enough hours to take a second one after the first wore off) which meant I slept pretty well, and woke up 10 minutes before my alarm instead of 90. I'm still exhausted - commuting is hard and I am out of the habit - but it was so much nicer to sleep through, even if I had to close the windows and put on the fan because the rain was blowing in.

Work was fine - though I swear sometimes it's like working at Dunder Mifflin, except in the nonprofit sector. During my 1:1 with my boss, we complained about various co-workers, and later I got to bitch to the CIO about how oldboss3 and her favorite person had terrible file structures and didn't keep anything useful (at least that I can find now that I have access to the files they left behind). He was like, your file structure is very easy to use! And I was like, it is! But sadly I can't force other people to use it. Other people's file systems frequently make no sense to me, but I guess it works for them?

My files are organized by year, and then within in the year by topic/committee, and then within that by subtopic or meeting date, or month, if it's a regular meeting that occurs weekly or biweekly. And file names always have a date in them, or a version number. I will admit, I reuse files a lot (I mean, I save this version as a new version and update it, rather than starting from scratch every time) but I still don't always remember to 'save a copy' before I start editing this week's agenda for next week's meeting, and then I have to undo all my changes, save the file as next week's agenda, and redo the changes. It always reminds me that there is a version history available, but that is not the same.

Anyway, no one cares about my really excellent filing system. *g* Is Thursday recs still a thing? Have a rec:

While I'm not generally a huge fan of Reverse Robins AUs (for a number of reasons, mostly having to do with how Jason's role is handled when someone else is occupying it, but also because Dick's role is so influential on the whole DCU (and Robin is such an important legacy) not just the Batfam and removing him from the equation early on changes the universe in myriad ways), I did enjoy this one where the canon universe Batkids meet the AU family:

another set of issues (8754 words) by danishsweethearts
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: DCU
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Dick Grayson, Cassandra Cain, Damian Wayne, Tim Drake, Jason Todd, Stephanie Brown
Additional Tags: Role Reversal, Age Swap, Dimension Travel, Introspection, Family Dynamics, Family Drama, wild amounts of confusion, Batfam Week 2020, most people in this fic arent having a good day
Summary: Batfamily, meet Reverse Batfamily. No holds barred, no penalties, no time limit. Cage match.

And the sequel, which is still in progress but updated very recently so will hopefully get finished:

going round the twist (49808 words) by danishsweethearts
Chapters: 14/?
Fandom: DCU
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Stephanie Brown, Cassandra Cain, Tim Drake, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne, Bruce Wayne
Additional Tags: Role Reversal, Age Swap, Dimension Travel, Family Drama, Family Bonding, self recognition thru the other
Summary: There are never one-off incidents. Not when it comes to this family. (In other words, Batfam meets Reverse Batfam 2: Electric Boogaloo)

I haven't read the other stories in the series (i.e., the ones that take place solely in the AU), so I can't speak to those, but I really enjoyed the first one here, and have been enjoying this sequel as well.

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musesfool: Rebecca and Keeley from Ted Lasso (can't believe their eyes)
I didn't sleep well again last night - I'm so hot (which is partly hormones but mostly how much heat there is in my apartment, even with the windows open wide) - and so I stayed in bed until around 10 this morning. And then discovered the water was turned off. Which...there was no announcement in the elevator or the mailroom yesterday! So I was not prepared. I mean, I have two gallons of water plus some store-brand bottles of water from the last time this happened, so I could brush my teeth and wash my hands and make coffee, but it put the kibosh on any cookie-making because I wash my hands a lot during that process. It came back on around 2 pm, but I was already ensconced on the couch reading fic. *hands*

I can do the cookies tomorrow after I make the rice for the rice balls but before I actually make the rice balls.

But I do have another yuletide recs set:

12 Monkeys

One Lifetime With You by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
In 2046, Deacon gets a nosebleed, and glimpses both the past and the future as everything changes. In 1491, he and Jennifer find a moment or two to keep for themselves. This is a really lovely look at Deacon.



Enola Holmes

sing the body electric by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
The problem with having an eidetic memory, Enola discovers, is that she can recall with perfect clarity the sounds Tewkesbury made in that thin, hazy half-dark. The UST is deliciously palpable as Enola tries to figure out what to do about these feelings stirred by what she witnessed. This might be my favorite thing I've read in this year's collection that wasn't my gift. (I did almost request this, and might do so next year.)



Ted Lasso

love you for a long time by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
This is a fantastic look at Keeley and Rebecca's friendship. <333

the sound of a lonely night by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Ted and Rebecca have a much needed conversation that leads them to being closer. Really lovely and in character.



Shang-Chi and the Legend of the Ten Rings

heading for something (somewhere i've never been) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Ten years in California, five karaoke nights, and the one girl Shaun fell in love with along the way. Really sweet Katy/Shang-Chi.

Katy Chen and the Battle of Alcatraz by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Katy is just minding her own business, eating her dinner at her favorite Korean barbeque place, when the skies open up above Alcatraz.

"SHIT," Shaun says, already calling the Rings up out of his backpack and onto his arms. "Not these guys again!"
This is a lot of fun!



I only have a few more tabs open so I don't know if there will be any other recs before the reveal. I'll guess we'll see!

musesfool: Bobbie Draper & Chrisjen Avasarala from the Expanse (when the floods roll back)
I think I mentioned that there's been talk about closing the office the week between Christmas and New Year's next year, and I really hope they do it, because ugh, why do people always need an urgent signature by 12/31 and have not done it before 12/24? All of our signatories are on vacation this week! (Not that they won't sign if you ping them, but the idea is that you shouldn't need to.) Anyway, I think someone else managed to take care of it, so I didn't have to, and now I am off again until Monday.

Before dinner, I made another round of dough for fig cookies, and I'll make more tomorrow and Friday to finish out the year. I'm looking forward to sleeping in though. I am very tired even though I think I slept pretty well last night.

It's Wednesday (I think?) so I will say that I finished Leviathan Falls and thought it was a satisfying ending to a very long, interesting series. I think I like the show better than the books, though the books do add some extra backstory and detail etc.

I also opened up Jade Legacy, the third Green Bone saga book, so maybe I will get that done by year-end. Anything could happen!

Though there's still some yuletide to get through reading as well. Here's another set of recs:

Ocean's Eleven

now you're letting go by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
"I think it's in our best interest to stay occupied. Don't you?"

Danny's gotten them a job; of course he has. What else is Rusty going to do but say yes?

"What were you thinking?" Rusty asks, and Danny's answering grin is sharp.
This is a lot of fun.



Palm Springs

Kissing Wounds by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Really fun coda for the movie.



Practical Magic

Know That Not a Thing Could Come Between Us by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
There's always been one constant in Sally Owens' life - before, during and after everything, there's Gillian. Lovely look at the sisters over the years.



The Queen's Thief

I Think We're Alone Now by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
The unseen weeks of Eugenides and Irene's engagement as they sneak around the palace and steal moments of privacy for themselves. This is really lovely.

in the moments between by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Five times Eugenides and Attolia stole some privacy for themselves and one time they let other people see them. Exactly what it says on the tin. Sweet and hot.

Kay the Scribe by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Nice outsider POV on Kamet as he waits for Costis in Roa.

marriage bed by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Attolia and Attolis discuss the situation they, and their country, find themselves in. A Conspiracy of Kings missing scene. Really lovely missing scene showing Gen and Irene in private.

musesfool: Tahani Al-Jamil looking fabulous (you can't front on that)
Personally, I don't have a system for reading yuletide. I open up a fuckton of tabs that look interesting and then read them haphazardly. *hands* Here's the first set of recs:

The Good Place

Bearimy by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
A really lovely series of snapshots of life in the Good Place.



Grace and Frankie

to know even in the deepest sleep that it is you by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Frankie has always had that effect on Grace, even before they liked each other, even before they made a home together: she makes Grace daring—a little too much, sometimes.

So it was Grace who pushed back, this time.

And Frankie didn't meet her there.
this is really lovely.



Killjoys

all some children do is work by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
D'avin wants to get himself and his brother off the planet, Johnny rereads an old favorite, and Dutch misses Johnny when he leaves. Nice insights into D'Avin, Johnny, and Dutch via Captain Apex.



The Princess Bride

vehigadta (and you shall tell) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Assorted items from the writings and correspondences of S. Morgenstern, and how I came to find them. This is a lot of fun.



Rivers of London

The Butler Did It by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Nightingale has to investigate a murder while Peter is on leave. This is just delightful.

Gothic Revival by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Peter is called to a break-in at just about the last place he expects, and soon discovers that the intruder's identity is even less expected. Engaging casefic with perfect voices for everyone.



Spider-Man/Fantastic 4

don't read the comments by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
This time, it was The Daily Bugle Online that had betrayed him.

SPIDER-MAN AND HUMAN TORCH SHARE GROUNDSHAKING MOMENT

"Uncle Johnny…" Franklin said. "You're not dating Spider-Man, right? You would have told us?"

"Of course I would have told you," Johnny assured him. He looked at the picture again.
Everyone thinks Spider-Man and Human Torch are dating. Johnny is not handling it well. <333



We Are Lady Parts

No Pleasure Cruise by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
The Tale of a Tour; featuring mysterious van smells, broken strings, lost merchandise, unexpected teenagers, disaster, triumph, and aunties. Oh, and a Kiss. Lady Parts goes on tour (or, really, "tour") and it goes about as well as you'd expect. I enjoyed this SO MUCH. It's exactly what I was hoping for with my request.

musesfool: gold star christmas ornament (follow that star)
So after I posted on Friday about the car service always showing up about 15 minutes early, this time they showed up 45 minutes early, and I was not prepared. So I told the guy to give me a few minutes, and I ran around putting shoes and socks on, gathering my stuff, and hoping I didn't forget anything. (spoiler: I did not forget anything.) There was very little traffic, so I made it to Dom's by about 2:30, and I hung out while they got ready to go to my sister-in-law's side of the family for Christmas Eve dinner. They invited me to go with them, but it's too many people (not just from a covid perspective, but also just from a socializing perspective - I need a lot more prep time to deal with that many people I only have a nodding acquaintance with). When my niece learned I wasn't going, she invited me to her house, but I was like, I'm settled on the couch with the dogs, I'm good. I ate Chinese food and watched Indiana Jones movies (despite them saying they have Prime, I could not make it work, so I couldn't watch this week's episode of The Expanse - I'll watch it tonight) for most of the evening - I did put the yule log on for a while.

Christmas Day was really nice. Despite getting home late, they were up at 6:30 am to open gifts, so that was fun. Then they all napped and I started reading Leviathan Falls. I offered repeatedly to make the ziti for dinner (my brother had fried the chicken cutlets on Friday), but my sister-in-law said she was going to do it, so I just kept reading until it was time to eat. *g* After dinner, we watched The Family Stone, which is their traditional family Christmas movie.

I also read my Yuletide gift and it was spectacular:

No Pleasure Cruise (9372 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: We Are Lady Parts (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Amina Hussein/Saira
Characters: Amina Hussein, Saira (We Are Lady Parts), Ayesha (We Are Lady Parts), Bisma (We Are Lady Parts), Momtaz (We Are Lady Parts)
Additional Tags: Friends to Lovers, Happy Ending, Touring, Tour Bus, Festivals, Comedy, Oblivious Pining, The Band is Chaotic, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Vomiting, Swearing, Recreational Drug Use
Summary: The Tale of a Tour; featuring mysterious van smells, broken strings, lost merchandise, unexpected teenagers, disaster, triumph, and aunties. Oh, and a Kiss.

This is exactly what I was hoping for with my request and it's so good! Thank you so much, yuletide author!

And I have heard from all three of my recipients with lovely comments, so I feel like my yuletide was a resounding success. (though there is a little weirdness where one of my stories says it has X kudos but when I count them - they are not very many - it only shows X-1 kudos, so I don't know if that's a known glitch or someone successfully removed a kudos or what.)

I haven't really read anything else yet in the collection, but I now have a bunch of tabs open, so there will likely be recs at some point.

This morning, my youngest niece drove me over to my sister's to drop of my gifts for them and pick up her gifts for us, and then I came home. As always, the ride home cost about half what the ride out did. *hands* But even if we weren't still in Plague Times, I would have taken a car, because I had some heavy gifts to schlep: the Into the Spider-verse art book, a couple of hardback cookbooks, a bottle of wine, a couple of candles...It was a good Christmas. *g*

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musesfool: ultimate spider-man (what a good boy)
The annual pre-yuletide recs update:

[personal profile] unfitforsociety has been updated for December 2021 with 12 recs in 6 fandoms:

7 Batfamily
1 Avatar: The Last Airbender, 1 The Old Guard, 1 Ted Lasso
1 Six of Crows and 1 Spider-Man



Last night I watched a shitty cam rip of Spider-Man: No Way Home, mostly because I basically got spoiled despite using every combination of tags I could think of to blacklist it on Tumblr. I'm sure it's much better on a big screen in an actual theater, but I enjoyed it even with the almost constant buffering at the start.

spoilers )

So I'm glad I did that - I avoided being spoiled further, and I feel like it was an excellent tribute to Spider-Man as a hero.

I also watched Hawkeye: So This Is Christmas?
spoilers )

So despite some quibbles, I think Hawkeye turned out to be my favorite of the MCU shows - it was small stakes, it did what it set out to do, it could have used two more episodes to smooth out some of the plot issues, but I enjoyed it a lot. I just wish Disney would pay David Aja.

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Now I am going to eat a bagel and then make the last set of cupcakes (vanilla). And start on the frostings.

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musesfool: jason todd is not all right (always all right)
A wild Thursday rec appears! This story is still in progress, but the chapter that was posted today wraps up a major arc and could be considered a good ending point if it doesn't ever get updated again, so I feel okay telling you all to read it:

Chirp by [archiveofourown.org profile] AmariT is a long (167K words) AU where 10yo Tim accidentally taps into Batman and Robin's comms while searching for aliens, and decides he wants to help. Things get pretty complicated, pretty quickly. I really like how this lets Tim, Jason, and Steph be friends and also fight crime.

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musesfool: jason todd is not all right (always all right)
No fever this morning! And I slept another 10 hours thanks to NyQuil, so I feel a lot better, despite the lingering cough, which is back to sounding much worse than it feels instead of hurting as much as it sounds. *g*

(Some backstory, I guess? My mother was a smoker until the last few years of her life, but the kind of smoker who lit a cigarette, took a couple of puffs, and then left it burning in the ashtray where others, i.e., me, would breathe it in; I also used to have terrible bouts of chronic bronchitis every winter - thankfully, that mostly stopped in my early 30s - which left some scarring on my lungs. So even though I have honestly never smoked a cigarette - or anything else! - in my life, I have a two-pack-a-day smoker's cough. 95% of the time, it sounds much worse than it is, but when I get sick it tends to ratchet it up terribly. On the plus(?) side it is also a very wet cough? Idk idk. It often freaks people out when they hear it, but it's just normal for me.)

Anyway, I stayed up a little later than normal last night reading fic. You know that joyful feeling when you see an author that you like has posted a new story and it's 95K words long? And then it turns out that not only is that story about Jason's ongoing reconciliation with the Batfamily, and them all pulling together to help him, but also about Robin and the Robin legacy? Yeah. Here's an insta-rec:
Recollect, re-collect (94438 words) by Ptelea
Jason would tell you that his most recent case, where he stopped a wannabe warlock's spell-in-progress, went just fine.

Jason would also tell you he was fine with the distant, prickly status quo of his relationships with the other Bats.

(Jason is maybe not the most reliable of narrators.)

Or: A spell gone wrong leads to Jason hashing some things out--with himself, with Dick, and with the rest of the Batfam. Featuring: rather a lot of thoughts and conversations about memory, change, damage, love and trust, accountability, family, hurt, lies, death, Spyral, pedestals, cases, memorials, stories, and Robin.

If you have ever been a fan of Robin - especially Dick or Jason, but really any Robin - I highly recommend reading this story. It made me sob my face off several times, and I devoured in one sitting last night, so I'm going to reread it again slowly. I think I will be rereading it many times in the future as well. #forever crying about robins dot tumblr dot com #being robin gives him magic

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musesfool: tim/kon (if it helps you breathe)
After my post yesterday, I couldn't stop thinking about an everything bagel with scallion cream cheese, and I discovered that my local bagel shop delivers and you can schedule a breakfast delivery the night before, so I did that and this morning, I had an everything bagel with scallion cream cheese and it was still warm when it got here. I also ordered three bagels without anything and put them in the freezer for when I next want a bagel (because you still have to meet the $10 minimum for delivery). So that was delicious. I can absolutely foresee myself doing this again.

Unfortunately I started feeling cold and achy around 2 pm-ish, and discovered I was running a fever(!!!). I already had been having stomach pains of the sort I haven't had in about 10 months, and I swear, if I get my period for the first time since last July, I am going to be so pissed. Anyway, I told my boss I was going to sign off and lie down and she was fine with that. I took some aleve and slept for two hours and now my fever is gone, and I don't have chills anymore though I still don't feel 100%.

Anyway, I did want to do some Thursday recs. These are all DCU and in progress which have been updated recently, so you have take your chances that they'll ever be finished, but I am enjoying them:

= Stars Over Gotham by [archiveofourown.org profile] madaliz is an AU where Batman never joins the Justice League and the Bats are personally unknown to the rest of the heroes. It kicks off when Conner Kent, a young reporter for the Daily Planet, comes to Gotham to do a story, and meets Tim Wayne. I'm enjoying this a lot - there was a big lull in updates but it did update a couple times recently so maybe someday it will be finished? I hope?

= The Dick/Babs baby AU by [archiveofourown.org profile] thychesters, which is exactly what it says on tin - Babs discovers she's pregnant and she and Dick start telling their families. It's very sweet and a little melancholy - the last interaction with Damian and Babs was really lovely.

= The Return by [archiveofourown.org profile] lurkinglurkerwholurks, which delves into the emotional fallout for Tim and the rest of the family when Bruce comes home after being lost in the timestream. This made me tear up a couple of times.

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musesfool: Superman & Batman, back to back (you always think we can take 'em)
I'm tired. Sometimes it harder when work is slow, though I've been reading fic lately when that happens. I have to go to the office tomorrow to scan a last handful of documents and then I shouldn't have to go back until it reopens in September, but I guess we'll see.

Speaking of reading fic, is Thursday recs still a thing? I say it is and here are two Batfamily recs for you, the first complete and the second a work in progress I hope will eventually be complete:

The Startling Secret Identity of the Batman by [archiveofourown.org profile] Nokomis, which made me laugh and laugh. The Buzzfeed Unsolved dudes do a show about Batman's identity and manage to get it right and then dismiss the theory. The Bats discover it and hilarity ensues.

Take It Back Now, Y'all by [archiveofourown.org profile] tabletoptime, wherein Tim unexpectedly time travels back 12 years into Gotham's past and ends up trying to make things better for the street kids of Crime Alley in his particular, scheming way. I am enjoying this a lot and hope it gets finished at some point!

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Today's poem:

Paper
by Tonja Gunvaldsen Klaassen

Opening to
a private sky

birch bitings and burnt flutter. Our tent stretched—
smoke over the threshold when you ushered me through.

No talk—
night in the low roofs of our mouths, night

hidden in a stand of aspens, out there and between us,
newly ringed, keys in the ignition. Idling

stardust, mosquitoes.
Koriusai, Utamaro, Ursa Major's erotic drawings,

closer now
to black scribbling, hole punchings, a confetti of yeses,

the reversed Star shining from a yielding margin of universe.
Yes, yes—
                 Perseids, hominids, black-eyed susans, sleep.

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musesfool: a loaf of bread (staff of life)
Two more quick yuletide recs:

Spider-Man: Into the Spider-verse

Catch Your Breath (and try again) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
AU where Aaron survives and he and Miles get to have a conversation. Oh my heart.

chocolate chip cookies by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
In which Miles Morales asks himself the all-important question: Did I just volunteer to spend the next few hours wallpapering with a supervillain? (Yes. Yes, he did.) This is adorable.

And a last chance to guess what stories I wrote!

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The Expanse: "Gaugamela" and "Down and Out"
spoilers )

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And with 12 hours left of this longest year, have some links - just 2020 things:

the bucatini shortage (via [personal profile] kass)

I too had trouble finding bucatini and I use it for one of my favorite dishes, so I ended up getting a six pack of it from Amazon late in the summer.

And speaking of pasta, this one's from [personal profile] dine: the top 10 smuggest pastas, which I found hilarious (some of my favorites are on the list!) but how could it not include farfalle!? They're bowties that think they're butterflies! Talk about pretentious!

the year flour was king (also via [personal profile] kass)

There was another article about KAF (I suppose it's KAB now that they've changed their name) earlier this year also about how they were handling the surge in baking during the pandemic, but I can't find it, but they did do a good post about baking bread with less yeast when there was a yeast shortage.

And lastly, an attempt to understand why Four Seasons Total Landscaping.

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musesfool: Rachel Roth (Raven)  from Titans (it will take all your breath)
Work was quiet again today and now I'm off tomorrow and Friday. I closed up shop right at 5 pm and spent the next 2.5 hours making cookies, so that's all done now. And tomorrow, rice balls!

Here's another small set of yuletide recs:

The Belgariad/Malloreon

Queen of Wolves by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
At the Battle of Vo Mimbre, Polgara bows her head to Kal Torak and becomes his bride.

This changes everything, and nothing, as the game between the Necessities goes on.
Wow. Just. Wow. This is a spectacular AU that absolutely nail's Polgara's voice and characterization. Brilliant.

I stayed up way too late last night to read this and I can't recommend it highly enough - it's really excellent - but you need to be familiar with the source for it to land.



Batgirl

esprit sur le toit (rooftop wit) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
The first thing she's going to do when finals are finished, Steph decides, is hunt down every last paparazzi and throw batarangs at their cameras. Maybe their computers too while she's at it. Whatever it takes to make sure she's never written about again. Because, as it turns out, way too many people are invested in her love life. This is super cute!



Rivers of London

Charm'd Magic by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
This is a fun casefile. Also, Toby!

the fable of the fox, the wolf, and the wizard copper by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
A fun case with Abigail in the lead!

Friend from Foe by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Enjoyable casefile with Peter and Nightingale.

Some Conversations on the Practical Nature of Magic by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Some backstory for Nightingale and Varvara. I enjoyed this.

musesfool: starbuck choking on a stogie and winning at cards (for the win)
What even was yesterday? I was off and I had things I meant to do but instead I...played several hours' worth of spider solitaire. Whoops. It's just so soothing and it takes longer than the regular 3-turn klondike I usually play.

I did manage to get laundry done, but not folded, at least. And I straightened up a little and changed the sheets as the cleaning crew came today. I wasn't expecting them until next Tuesday, but it's fine. Work is really quiet today so it's probably better this way.

And of course, I read a bunch of yuletide stories. Here are some recs:

Arm of the Starfish

Boom by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
JOSHUA LIVES! AU where Adam has a crush on Joshua (as well he should) instead of Kali and it changes everything. <333

(This was for me!!! and I want it noted that I guessed who wrote it. ;)



Calvin & Hobbes

the stuff dreams are made of (are someone else's nightmares) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Susie rescues Calvin from faery. <3



Daevabad Trilogy

In Good Time by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
In their new lives, Ali wants to lay to rest the last secret between him and his brother. this is a really lovely look at Ali and his relationships after the end of the books.

Of Water and Weapons by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Zaynab prepares for her departure from Daevabad. I really liked this look at Zaynab's relationships with Nahri and Ali, and (offscreen, but palpable) Aqisa. <333



Devil's Cub

The Lady and the Libertine by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Mary and Dominic have one more set of confessions to make. This is lovely.



The Expanse

Front to Back by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
To Belters, there's no difference between up and down. Front, back, high, low; it's all relative in zero-g. Figures that nothing about the two of them would run in a simple, straight line.

On Naomi, Drummer leaves a mark.
I enjoyed this.



Galaxy Quest

Alexander Versus Fandom by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
This is a fun look at Alexander's evolving relationship with his fans.



The Good Place

The Three People, One Dog, and One Non-Human Non-Robot Not-a-Girl You Meet in Heaven by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
On the afterlife, and the people Jason Mendoza found there. This is a fantastic look at Jason and his relationships. <3



Killjoys

Lead Me To Your Door by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Dutch arrives on a space station to do a job and is surprised to see a very familiar ship a few berths over. Just before his year away is up, Dutch runs into Johnny and Lucy. <3



Ocean's Movies

crime wave by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
A conversation between Debbie and Danny Ocean. #siblings!



Palm Springs

don't take the money by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Excellent coda to the movie - I could totally see things happening this way.



The Queen's Thief

everything else left up to you by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
"They look just like you." Gen caught and kissed one of Hector's tiny flailing hands.

"They look like babies," she said. They were small and red and impossibly fragile and sometimes when Attolia held them, she could only think of all the things she'd broken.

"They have your nose," said Eugenides, as if he hadn't heard her, "and your eyes." He ran a finger lightly over his son's soft skin. "They are going to be as beautiful as their mother and we are going to have to beat their suitors away with sticks."

"You can exile all of the suitors to Ferria," she told him, finally smiling and nudging him with her knee. "We'll start a colony."
This is a fantastic coda to the series, with a pitch perfect Irene voice and a sure and steady hand on the narrative and the plot. Wonderful!

O Divine Poesy by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
This is a nice glimpse of life after the war.

The Scribe's Tale by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Gen tries to matchmake for Costis and Kamet, who definitely need assistance of some sort. I enjoyed this a lot!

that which is worth waiting for by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Costis promises to come back for Kamet and Kamet doesn't think he believes him. And yet... Oh Kamet. <333

what slows down the nights to a long lingering crawl by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anonymous
Lovely, meditative future-fic slice of life from Attolia's POV.



I still have a bunch of tabs open, so there could be another set before reveals.

musesfool: Jason Todd shooting stuff (but i used a little too much force)
This article about the uptick in coronavirus cases in my neighborhood (and a bunch of others) was posted in the elevator the other day. I can only hope the people in my building (and elsewhere!) who haven't been wearing masks start to mask up! Otherwise, it's going to be a long, awful fall and winter. Sigh.

In better news, my mini prints have arrived! I just learned how to upload a picture to DW so I can share! you have to click on the thumbnail to embiggen the pic.

6 small framed watercolors of leaves

That is them sitting on the couch, because technically I am still working and so can't hang them up until after 5 pm (note: this entry was started at 2:37 pm, but kept getting interrupted; it is after 5 pm now!), since hanging them requires moving the folding desk and chair out of the way etc. They were on sale from Society 6 - well, all mini prints were, last week. I chose these six because they go with my decor without being too matchy-matchy. I figured, WFH is ongoing, so why not make it as pleasant as possible? I can't keep a plant alive, but with these pictures, I can still have greenery. *g*

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If you haven't seen the Mark Hamill vs. Patrick Stewart ads, they're pretty neat, but in the one where Hamill mocks Stewart at the very end with "ooh, sir!" (the Connect Four one), his voice is 100% Joker and it made the hair on the back of my neck stand up.

But forget the Joker, let's talk about Robins! Some generous nonnie wrote me an amazing Dick and Jason watch over each other in the aftermath of fear gas story to fill my prompt at [personal profile] sholio's comfort fic prompt fest! ♥♥♥♥♥

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musesfool: zooey deschanel in almost famous (one day you'll be cool)
I got up a little early this morning and hooked up my new cable box and modem and router, and everything works! I am most triumphant! There was one minor hiccup due to user error (I input my old account number rather than the new one they'd just assigned me), so I had to spend 20 minutes on the phone with them getting my account login sorted out, but it's all taken care of. The CSR was really helpful. Now I have a big pile of cables and boxes sitting on my floor, which will have to be returned. Sigh.

Two more people wrote comfort prompt ficlets for me:

- The New Style (YJ comics) by [personal profile] gloss, in which Tim organizes a welcome back from the dead party with the core four (+ 1 party crasher *g*).

- I Shelter You (Lucifer TV) by [personal profile] firecat, in which Trixie comforts Maze after a nightmare. (Also available on AO3!)

♥♥♥♥♥

I also posted a quick and dirty evidence post for The Horse and His Boy. Thanks to [personal profile] snacky for looking it over. I'll just keep my fingers crossed now that they accept my logic. *g*

I think that is all the news that fits!

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musesfool: "We'll sleep later! Time for cake!" (time for cake!)
Happy birthday to me! Today I am 50 years old! Finally grown into the grumpy old lady I was born to be!

This morning, I baked a cake - I was thinking about using my flower shaped pans to make it a layer cake (I have 4 of them), but I don't have room in the fridge to store a tall cake, and since no one else is seeing it, it doesn't seem that important to make it fancy. So I just baked in a regular square pan and later I will make ganache to ice it with.

I also roasted two pints of grape tomatoes with a diced red onion to make some fresh tomato sauce for the pizza I'm planning to bake tonight. It's not a fancy dinner with wine for every course, but I'm making do. ;)

The generous and talented [personal profile] innie_darling wrote me a lovely Steve/Bucky story:

You Feel My Heat (I'm Just a Moment Behind) (7479 words) by innie
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, Sarah Rogers & Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes & the Barneses, James "Bucky" Barnes & Sarah Rogers, Steve Rogers & the Barneses
Summary: Steve and Bucky, the Inseparables.

♥♥♥♥♥

I hope to have a story to post later as well - I am close to being done on a couple of different things but of course, I keep stalling out as I approach the finish line. Arrgh.

I did dye my grays purple last night, though, in celebration! I don't remember who first mentioned Overtone to me (was it [personal profile] umadoshi?) but I ordered the purple for brown hair, and though my hair is dark enough that it didn't do anything to the non-gray parts, the gray parts are nicely purple now. I am very pleased. It was super easy to do and it doesn't smell terrible, plus my hair feels really soft, so I will definitely be repeating the process. *g*

My other birthday present to myself hasn't arrived yet (hasn't even shipped yet), so I will save that for when it finally arrives. I do enjoy celebrating for the whole month. *g*

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musesfool: a sword (honour demands it)
I just finished sobbing my face off to Hamilton on Disney+. It buffered and wouldn't play for about 10 minutes after "What'd I Miss" but my signal strength was "excellent" according to my Roku, so I kept trying and eventually (after 10 minutes) it came back.

It was 100% worth watching. The cast I saw on Broadway was mostly very good (the Angelica was not, imo, up to snuff, but that was probably just me) but getting to see the original cast, and especially Renee Elise Goldsberry, Daveed Diggs, and Leslie Odom Jr. was really special.

Also, after seeing Odom perform "The Room Where It Happens," I realized that when we get the Superman movie starring Daveed Diggs (a thing that should exist), it should include Leslie Odom Jr. as Lex Luthor. Because wow.

I recced this previously, but I just sent it to little Anthony, who shares my love of both Hamilton and Anakin Skywalker, so I'm reccing it again: Congratulations by [archiveofourown.org profile] starlady, in which Anakin invents a new kind of stupid.

In other news, I just heard about this Celebrity Fan-Film of The Princess Bride via tumblr, and it looks hilarious and amazing.

I meant to bake a cake today, but I slept for almost 12 hours (!!!!) and didn't get up until 11 am, so I guess I can do that tomorrow.

Ooh, it just got really dark and started pouring. I'm glad I shut the windows and put the AC on just before I started this entry.

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musesfool: tim/kon (if it helps you breathe)
I somehow forgot to do the monthly writing roundup, even though I am excited to have actually written something in May:

the lights in this town, they don't brighten up anything (@ AO3)
DCU; Tim/Kon; pg; 2,185 words
If everything is good, why does Tim still feel so bad?

Poor Tim. Luckily he has Kon, and Kon's got him. #superboyfriends

Speaking of old Timmers, I kind of did recs Thursday for reading Wednesday, but here is the other (sadly, still in progress) story I have been rereading obsessively during the past couple of months:

Into the Brighter Night by [archiveofourown.org profile] shoalsea

If you have been yearning for some old school (comics) Young Justice action, this story brings some excellent characterization for various YJ members (and not just the Core Four! Cissie and Anita and Greta are all there too) plus the Batfamily.

If you need more of a plot-type description, when aliens come looking for Robin, everyone in the Batfam swarms to protect Damian, but he's not the Robin they're looking for. Tim puts one of his brilliant but slightly insane plans into motion and everybody learns a lot more about him than anyone is really comfortable with.

As I said, it's in progress, but it was recently updated and it's closing in on the ending (it says 11/12 chapters posted) so it's a good bet to actually be completed sometime soonish! And I LOVE it. It is exactly the kind of ridiculous yet heartfelt story about friends and family that makes me laugh and cry at the same time and I wish there were 100000 more words of it.

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musesfool: baby Terry from Batman & Sons (it's always time for hugs)
I have not done any reading of books since this whole WFH thing started - my commute was my book-reading time - and I've mostly been rereading comfort fic and keeping up on the wsip I follow, one of which is Familiar Ghosts, part of the Cor et Cerebrum series. It hadn't updated in a long time but the author is back from hiatus! So of course I had to start rereading the series from the beginning. This is the one where Bruce has a brain tumor, and it does a fantastic job with Batfamily dynamics and introducing a beloved original character as well. I definitely recommend it (and have, previously).

In other news, I don't know why but I have the Ladybug Picnic song from Sesame Street stuck in my head. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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musesfool: Steve Rogers, professional sadface (broken-hearted savior)
Today's poem:

Please Understand (A Bachelor's Valentine)
by Stephen Dunn

When, next day, I found one of your earrings,
slightly chipped, on the steps leading up to
but also away from my house,

I couldn't decide if I should return it to you
or keep it for myself in this copper box.
Then I remembered there's always another choice

and pushed it with my foot into the begonias.
If you're the kind who desires fragile mementos
of these perilous journeys we take,

that's where you'll find it. But don't knock
on my door. I'll probably be sucking the pit
out of an apricot, or speaking long distance

to myself. Best we can hope for on days like this
is that the thunder and dark clouds will veer elsewhere,
and the unsolicited sun will break through

just before it sets, a beautiful dullness to it.
Please understand. I've never been able to tell
what's worth more—what I want or what I have.

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And that quarantine meme everyone's doing:

quarant-meme )

Breakfast now, I think.

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musesfool: tim/kon (if it helps you breathe)
I've been doing so well at being focused on work all day every day in the week and a half since I started WFH full-time, but today has just been hard - I was up on time but kept logging into the wrong meeting (this is a hazard of my position, as for some reason, the way it's configured, RingCentral puts all the meetings I schedule for other people onto my calendar, and then I have to copy the info into their calendars, and in addition to my four bosses, I am also now doing scheduling for four other people, so it's a lot sometimes) or not finding a document where I thought I'd saved it, etc.

It was then compounded by a co-worker asking for a contact list, and when I sent it to her, she replied back - cc'ing her boss and mine - that it wasn't in a format she liked* and so her boss was like, "well, Victoria can reformat it, can't she?" And then I had to go for a long walk outside because I find people's pretend helplessness aggravating at the best of times but right now, when we are all busy with a lot of extra, urgent crap, it is downright enraging. So I texted boss3 saying I was going for a walk and when I came back she had replied that she could do the task if I didn't have time. But that was all I really wanted - for someone to acknowledge that I am just as busy as everyone else, and if this marketing person can't manage an excel spreadsheet full of contacts, then what the actual fuck is she getting paid for? But I did it. It took fifteen minutes. Neither she nor her boss has responded to say thank you.

*(when I used the document I had the contacts' first and last name in a cell together; this person wanted them in two separate cells. It was a list of about 50 names. There was no fucking reason for her not to do it herself.)

I went grocery shopping on my walk (store was fairly busy, shelves were somewhat stocked), and then the exterminator came and then I ate lunch and I just haven't been able to get focused back on work again.

Anyway! Yesterday I mentioned that I hadn't been reading my book because I was engrossed in long - but sadly still in progress - fanfic, so I thought I would share both of those links with you today for Thursday Recs:

= Eclipse by [archiveofourown.org profile] SpellCleaver - as recommended by [profile] cofax, I think? eta: it was actually [personal profile] havocthecat /eta - is a long, engrossing Star Wars AU where Darth Vader mostly raises Luke and Leia as heirs of the Empire, but various circumstances lead to them starting to question everything they believe in. I generally am a hard sell on "dark" versions of Luke and Leia (the whole point of them, to me, is that 1. genetics is not destiny, and 2. some people can do the work to not fall to the dark side despite life being crappy sometimes), but having them raised by Vader works for me here. This is about 175K words long so far, and it was updated this week, so hopefully the author is still working on it, because I really want to know what happens!

= Into the Brighter Night by [archiveofourown.org profile] shoalsea is an excellent Batfamily fic focusing mostly on Tim, and in particular, on all the things his family doesn't know about his time with (original, comics-verse) Young Justice, as he gathers that team back together to face an old enemy. This is 117K words so far, with 10 of 12 chapters posted (last updated in January) and I enjoyed it SO MUCH because not only does it give good Tim (and Steph and Jason) but the YJ team is heavily centered - and not just Bart and Kon (whom I love) but Cassie, Cissie, Anita, and Greta too - and it's GLORIOUS. I laughed out loud a lot, especially at how Tim's friends interact with his family. So if you've missed them (and missed how Tim was characterized when he was with them) this is a story for you!

Ugh, and now work beckons again. I need get more air in here.

I hope you are all keeping well, and that you've been able to get outside and walk around if the weather is conducive to it! <333

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musesfool: finn/rey/poe hug (we are the spark)
I have a $5 off a $15 order coupon for Seamless, so I think it will be PIZZA TONIGHT.

Last night, I warmed up my leftover pasta - which was delicious but not, you know, piping hot pizza - and was in bed by 9:30 pm, and I slept pretty soundly in 3 hour stretches until 7 am. I definitely feel more together today. Yesterday was hard.

I got two kisslets in [personal profile] undeadrobins' Kissathon:

♥♥♥

I need to see if there are any prompts I can fill. Maybe this evening? With pizza? :D :D :D

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musesfool: General Okoye of the Dora Milaje (here comes the general)
For Thursday recs, I bring you 70,000 words of Erik Killmonger + Groundhog Day:

god loves everybody, don't remind me by [archiveofourown.org profile] napricot
Erik gets a do-over. Erik gets a lot of do-overs. Or: Erik Killmonger's own personal version of Groundhog Day, only with a lot more murder, dying, trips to the ancestral plane, awkward family conversations, and divine intervention

This is so fucking great, you guys! Highly, highly recommended!

I mean, I've loved a lot of [archiveofourown.org profile] napricot's fic, but I think this might be the best one yet.

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