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New layout I suppose.
Havnt written or done anything with this is a looong time.

Nothing really important to update about.
Other then the obvious, my life sucks.
And such.

I wish there was a time out button in life.
Its greatly needed right now.
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To the girl that will replace me:

There are a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens, all is not lost... a kiss and an 'I love you' can heal anything. And please, don't say 'I love you' to him unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more than someone who doesn't really care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is thinking, but just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him. He won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way. So please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for. He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his sillyness will make your heart smile... in a way that words cannot explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be part of the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes he will need his space.. but don't worry. He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around you'll be in his thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy you have met, so please don't take him for granted. When it comes to his money, don't take advantage of that. He will be so unselfish with it, because that's the way he is. Remember, he likes blue better than green, brunettes better than blondes, Republicans better than Democrats, steak wins over chicken, khaki over denim, leather over cloth, and even though he won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard. He is so sweet and so amazing, and know that if you ever leave him... you will break his heart apart, the same way that my heart breaks apart as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He is going to be extremely successful in whatever he decides to do.. and won't ever let you give up on your dreams either. He will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you.. because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know there isn't any guy in the world better than him. Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so for the rest of time... I promise, you will.
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Dear his new girlfriend,
Hi. I just want you to know that I don't hate you. I thought that when this day would come that I would, but I've realized that I can't hate you. I don't even know you. And you put a smile on his face, and that’s what matters to me most. So instead of calling you a bitch, I thought I’d help you out a little bit. If you wanna see him smile, just mention Marilyn Monroe. Don't argue with him about her, she IS the most beautiful girl that ever lived. He likes sour patch watermelons and grape juice, and loves a good Johnny Depp film. Don't try to tell him that he's not a rockstar, because he is. For sure. His band will go far, you will just have to come to realize that. If he doesn’t talk on the phone while you’re talking to him, he’s not judging you or off in his own land, he’s listening. He likes passion tea lemonade from starbucks on a hot day, or the strawberry frappacinos. He doesn't like it if you're too clingy, so don't freak out if he doesnt call you back right away. He thinks disneyland IS the happiest place on earth and that the fireworks show is magical. He'll drag you on its a small world and when the ride is over he will apologize for putting you through it. He will protect you all the time, so take it as a compliment. He likes disney movies, and loves playing with hair. I’m sure you know all this, but just in case you didn’t, I wanted to give you a heads up. He knows how to be himself, and don't you dare try to change him. I know he adores you, I just hope you adore him back. That’s all I ask of you. I hope you realize what you have, and please, please don't hurt him. I'd rather go through this pain myself and see him happy with you then to see you rip his heart out, so be careful with it, okay? Thanks...
Sincerely,
the girl that let him go...