Last night

So I've been on this personal journeyy thing lately. I am ttrying to transform my understanding of my life and how I interact within it to myy environment, people...
Anyways, part of this is experiencing certain substances for the first time as I have shyed away from them my whole life.
Last night I had mushrooms for the first time and I really loved it. I had them with a friend that I trust and we just hung out, went for a walk, visited other friends so they could entertain and laugh at us. The extreme warm and happy feelings a had during the night were amazing and made me really appreciate what I have. at 3:00 in tthe morning I was lying on tthe floor listening to music and valuing my life. I may gripe and complain about my single situation but over all I am very lucky and happy to be where I am in my life. I am open and out, I have amazing friends, a great apartment, I live in a fabulous city, I'm canadian with a good education system, health care, welfare and crown corporations.
I couldn't imagine living somewhere else, I did for 2 years and at the end I had to come back beccause here is reality, other places just pale in comparison.