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Yeah I finally got a new computer (compliments of my boyfriend) and it doesnt take forever for programs to load. I can actually have conversations on IM and its just woo hoo. Of course now my bad habit is being on the computer constantly....I complain I'm on the computer all day at work (sadly both jobs are that way) and then I come home and viola...I'm drawn to this one. I need AA for computers: Hello my name is Ruby and I'm addicted to the computer LOL
Well I've babbled enough now... off to surf the net.

Is there really such a thing as toooooooooooooooooooo much basketball?? I'm thinking ummm...........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I have been around basketball since 8:30am. My son and daughter played on the rec center league this morning and since I got home around 10:30am the NBA playoffs have started..WOO HOO...... it is now almost 9pm and HELLO I'm still watching ball. I hear all the time that its too much but its my house...my tv...my rules.

Woo hoo
I have a working computer at home again. It has been over a year since I had this convience at home. I do forget that I have it and still take my papers to handle business at work (my bad)
Today is starting snowing in the am and its still all kinds of ugly outside. We ordered chinese from a new phamplet we got in the mail (it was disgusting), now we are making cup o noodle...it was that gross and my baby mikie wouldnt even touch it so you know its not good.
We had lots of family events happen over the weekend. To start the weekend off my son was accepted to Honor Band for the school district...he played at Horizon High school on Sat. That is one huge ass school, we walked in on Friday and were just in awwwwwwwww about how big the school was. The biggest problem I saw with that school was they only had officers and wanna be officers at the main entrance of the school and like 5 other back ways to get into the school. Hello!!!! that didnt give me warm fuzzies at all especially if I was able to get in the back way and no one ever questioned me (trust me i look nada like a school kid).
Then sunday we had a bday party for my cousin fernando who turned 1 and then managed to get my house volunteered as the place to watch the game. I ate more food in 1 weekend then I think I even ate over the holidays of Thanksgiving and Christmas!!! Thats lots of grub.
Ok I am just babbling so I will go back to enjoying my fabu cup o noodle.

Ok I've come to realize more and more on a daily basis that I just dont get paid enough for the crap I do at work. I know a lot of people would tell me DUHHHHHHHH none of us do. Yet I come here happy as punch to this crappy job. I wish I could find a job that had an awesome supervisor like I do now and that actually paid my bills.
I have such a hard time when it come to going through the interview process and that is probably why I dont try very hard to get out of this dead end job. Well I have more fires to put out here at work so this is a short whine session.

I truly hate when one week at work I am so overwhelmed I'm on the verge of tears the entire week...then viola the following week I'm so bored I have no idea what to do with myself....
It doesn't help that my back faces our big head person in the office so they can pretty much see every little thing I do on my computer. So far she knows I read people magazine on-line and espn.com is my addiction. We are also in the process of bringing a new system to our company...woo hoo by the end of the year I will be on 3 different systems I think I'll start pulling my hair out now >_<
Well it looks like its been 16 weeks since my last post O_o so to put whoever reads this up to date I am now back with my boyfriend/husband going on 3 months. We have our ups and downs and I have learned he is far more drama queen then I ever was in this relationship. I have taken his stone cold business professional attitude while at work and he HATES it.... Suddenly he is the needy you must pay attention to me person...WTF!!!
Well I guess I should stop whining and get back to work :0) so I'll post again in another 16 weeks....................

Wow.......I have not posted in months. Last time I was semi-happily married. As I post today I have officially been a single woman for 3 months. I have my roller coaster of emotions (doesnt help that we work for the same company and see each other EVERYDAY) but I believe I will be ok.
I guess I feel better writing out my feelings instead of constantly telling Sariochan about them, since she's trapped in a car with me on a daily basis I try not to dwell on the past. But how do you get over 3 years??!!! I have a great support system and always hear how strong I am....some days I dont feel that way. I sometimes lay home after a good work out and cry listening to songs we used to talk about, I really really want to sell our house, and just move out of the area completely. Granted it was MY first official home but we moved in together right away and viola...3 years into our relationship he decides raising someone elses kids isn't for him (especially since he never really raised his own 13 year old child) pays child support and sees her once or twice a year.
I'm just a case of ramble...blah blah blah
I have started seeing someone...but the questions are always there... Am I dating too soon?? Is he a rebound relationship?? I also feel like I should ask persmission to date.....Is that weird??
Geesh.............I guess I better get back to work, the boss keeps walking through my cubicle.

The last two weeks have been unreal...1) my aunt has a mild heart attack and has to be driven to the hospital from the school she works at. She is in her late 40's. The drs told her she needs to slow down, change her life style and get her lazy ass husband and two teenage children to start helping in their house..YEAH RIGHT!!
Then my 70 something uncle also has a heart attack...yet no one but my parents called to tell me about that one....no addition information

Then the clincher of the week: My 31 year old cousin suffers a stroke and his parents do not call any of the family. My aunt and uncle really stopped talking to others in the family over 3 years ago when my grandfather died. My cousin Gabe was also diagnosed with Diabetes.....the first out of the cousins to be told they have it. I'm more suprised that my overweight brother wasn't the first with diagnosis...Instead he the only one with high blood pressure (not a shocker if you know him). Any way back to my cousin Gabe, I had lunch with his sister Alex yesterday and I think if I had not asked if it was true she probably wouldn't have told me. Me and Gabe were super close once I moved to Denver after I graduated from High school. After we stopped working for the same company we just haven't stayed in touch. I feel bad and angry. Mostly angry at my aunt/uncle for not letting the family know. Granted we are a disfunctual family we are always there for one another. We all love Gabe........
Well I'm off to give him a call and let him know I'm here for him and miss him lots......

Well I'm half typing half sleeping....oh and trying to figure out dinner cause if I don't make it we all starve around here.
Left work early today to take Gabi to the doctor. She is on meds and I have to take her back next week to get her toe nail removed. Stupid boys.......that stepped on her toe!!!!
Next week is our anniversary and I was excited about the limited edition Grease DVD that came out today. I rushed out and bought it for Tony....I even gave it to him early so that his sisters wouldn't spoil my idea. His reaction was not what I expected..."hmmm you shouldn't have spent the $$"
gee contain your excitement dip wad

Hmm yesterday I had my tubes tied, today I don't feel any different. Don't know what I expected but I feel the same. Other then my stitches and some lower pain you wouldn't know anything major happened in my life. I say major cause I have wanted this thing done since I was 20. Can you imagine all the $$ I could have saved on depo shots, birth control pills, and all those vists to the dr.
Sounds bad I know, I truley love my kids but I am officially done. I'll be glad to baby sit and send them back but I don't think I could physically handle a baby again. Granted I'm only 32 and make myself sound like I'm 100 but I just don't visualize me starting over again.
Most of my friends and family who knew what I was doing were ok with it and happy for me, everyone except my mom. I think she was sad that this offically puts an end to her grandparent title. HELLO you have 2 of em and when I was pregnant you didn't really want them (read in her journal she wished i would miscarriage with mario). I just don't understand.
Maybe she wanted more kids but the dr told her no way, my grandma died during childbirth and the dr told my mom she could meet the same fate if she tried for anymore kids. Maybe thats why she took it so hard. My brother could give her more grandbabies if he learned to like kids.... Right now he is not in a place to do that. Short temper and can barely take care of himself.
I am fine with 2 kids and 2 cats that are more like kids. I love em love em love em.....they are mine and Tonys kids. And god forbid we do call off our relationship I get two more kids. Too bad I can't collect child support on them :O)

well i'm going on almost 24hrs of not talking to my hubbie. yes he is around but we just haven't had much to say. or atleast i haven't had much to say...........not since i was called a bitch.
no reason for chit chat after that comment.
it all started over a stupid phone...his phone that apparently i need to figure out how to use. i don't think so, i know how to use my phone so i think as an adult (in numbers anyway) you really should be able to handle that simple task you would think.
i'm still really annoyed so it probabl won't be a long post just a quick writing of what an ASS he is......