Wow this movie is ridiculous. If you haven't seen it. It's basically a fat ass lady preaching to kids. About abortion and how they are hypocrites and sinners and all this horrible stuff kids shouldn't be worrying about. Also last I checked Gluttony is a sin. I guess since she isn't a catholic she doesn't believe the whole doing something to excess is a sin. Sounds like a hypocrite to me though. These kids are crying the whole time and "praying". The fat lady always "talks in tongues", which in my opinion is bullshit! I have seen people supposedly talking in tongues and I just don't believe it. I guess the reason I posted this is because I know what these kids are going through. I loved going to church and all that. then I grew up and started seeing the world how it was even people in the church were hypocrites. I was told I was going to hell if I did anything wrong. I just think it's wrong to scare kids into believing in God. What happened to all the love God has for us and all that. Why does everything with Christians have to be the end times and you are going to hell and all that dark shit. They seem darker then the emo kids I used to wait on at Hot Topic. Movie update now they got Ted Haggard telling them they need to repent and all this stuff. If you don't know he was the one that cheated on his wife with a male prostitute and also bought meth from him. Can we say hypocrite! I guess my problem with religion as a whole is it basically they are right and everyone else is wrong. Basically it's saying I'm better then you unless you join me. They also bitch and complain about no prayers in school and all this. Which is we have the right to pray and everyone else should listen to us pray. But they don't want other religions to practice in schools. That is bullshit. I don't really know why I'm bitching about this on livejournal. I am just really trying to stop debating others cause I really don't care what others view on things are most of the time, and I know others don't really care about my views. SO with that I will end this rant.
Please please tell me how I can make this better. My teacher said that in my final draft I needed to do something things
"I want to know whose story this is and why we should follow that person through the movie. Which means we need to get to know him a little better (see SHAWN OF THE DEAD). WHo is he, what does he want, what is missing from his life, what are his strengths and weaknesses?
What would the next scene of this movie be?"
I added a little more to it. I need opinions though cause I can only get so far before I just totally start thinking of other movies. Which I think is hurting my writing. So that's where you guys come in. I know it's very long but any advice would be great! I think I fixed my main character problems. I just don't think its original, but I figured the drug effect angle might work.
I usually do this, but I feel this year this post will be a little darker then most year in review posts. So lets start on a light note with my favorite albums of 2008.
Santogold-self titled. this album is really good im sure everyone has already heard it The Bronx- III. Same great Bronx music. Death Cab for Cutie- Narrow Stairs. Great depression music Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds- Dig Lazarus Dig!! great nick cave stuff Hot Chip- Made in the Dark. Fall out boy- folie a Duex. fuck you its good Jenny Lewis- Acid Tongue. I love her She And Him- Volume 1 Nine Inch Nails- The slip
This year has had some ups and downs. I almost ran over some dude that jumped out of a truck and rolled in front of my car on the interstate. I quit Hot Topic finally!! I have been doing fairly good in school. but it seems for every step forward i take I get pushed back 2 steps. it sucks. I feel I will never be able to get out of Mobile! I hate it here so much. I feel like i will never reach my maximum potential living here. My daughter is really the only thing keeping me here. She is really the only thing keeping me motivated to finish school and not just blow my brains out. I know I know im to old for the whole teen angst shit. at this point in my life i don't think its angst I think its how life has been so far and not seeing an end to it or a way out of it. I always joked that I would kill myself when i was 27 now that is only a couple of months away. I really don't want to kill myself I just get so sick of the way life is. I guess bitching about it in livejournal isn't going to fix it. On a lighter note I have made 3 student films 1 of which i was almost 100% happy with. the other 2 were just learning experiences. I think with more time and experience I will get better. Being single sucks to but that's my fault. I need to just stay focused on school and my daughter and not on not being single. Im thinking of trying to film weddings and stuff so that I can make some money and gain more editing experience. ok im done with this. hope everyone has a good new years be safe
So Obama is our new President. Finally someone that has an IQ over 100! I'm so glad he beat the shit out of McCain. Now i liked McCain up until he picked Sarah Palin as a running mate. I was actually defending him and thought he might be good as president. Then he started smearing Obama. I hate when any politician smears another! It shows they have no argument and are stooping to a childish level. Then after Obama wins all the shit about Palin started coming out. Like she spent way more then $150,000 on wardrobes. She bought her husband clothes!?! She didn't know Africa was a continent!! Bill O'reilly's dumb ass defends her by saying "she can be brought up to speed on this stuff, she isn't dumb!" I'm sorry Bill but she is a fucking moron!! I mean shit you learn the god damned continents in the 3rd fucking grade!! I can see not knowing what countries were in NAFTA, but if you are going to be "one heartbeat away from the Presidency" you think you might need to know that!! I mean fuck she is just a fucking Hillbilly from Alaska! It's really sad how Republicans and Democrats will follow someone blindly just because they are representatives of their party!! Come on people it's time to be grown ups and stop this whole "i got to vote for so and so cause they are my parties nominees" and start looking at the whole picture!! Im really glad McCain lost now! He showed how crazy and out of it he really is. I just hope i don't have to hear any more about her stupid ass. To those that voted for Obama GREAT JOB!! those that voted for McCain i hope next time you don't just follow blindly cause there is no defending that Sarah Palin is a retard!!
you idiots do realize sarah palin is only the Vice-president candidate?? Im so sick of hearing about this stupid moron. I mean yeah we all now McCain is probably going to die in a year or so since he is old as dirt. You also realize she is just a means to an end!! the end being the presidency for McCain. I mean you people realize she is just a tool to get the votes of the females that don't want another MAN being president,one that beat a woman! They are to stupid to realize she has no experience other then being a mayor of a small town in alaska and then the governor!! Wow!! They say Obama has no experience but against that he has more experience then is needed it looks like. I mean watch her in interviews! She never answers the questions!! McCain and her can't even get on the same page about a lot of things! I'm not saying Obama is way better, all im saying is he didn't have he foreign policy experience so he got Biden. He picked a running mate with experience not just so he could win him votes the other candidate lost!! It's time to wake the fuck up america and stop listening to what the news wants to you think. Get all sides of the story before voting. Better yet Stop whining about shit and start a fucking revolution!! Hell our founding fathers said "fuck you england!" and fought those motherfuckers! THEY are the heroes! THEY are the reason you can sit your fat asses behind a computer all day and bitch. Just like my ass is doing now!! revolution changes things!! Stop living in fear of terrorist attacks and start living!! Terrorists have existed forever and will exist until the end of time!! Fighting a bullshit war won't magically "get 'em all"!! I'm done Just wake up!! If you want a Old piece of shit and an idiot to run the country don't sit on here 2 years from now bitching about it! Like i said I'm not for Obama, But I damn sure don't want Bush 2.0 which McCain has shown himself to be. That is all. Eat a dick you disagree!!
Why do people that don't have insurance or a fucking tag for that matter drive on the fucking streets. This stupid bitch found her way into the side of my car, spinning it around and lodging her big piece of shit under it. So now my car was a 4 door now only 3 work!! I actually took care of this car!! Cause for once i had a car that ran, and had a.c.. It just pisses me off. Cause now to get anything done I have to sue this toothless, shoeless, drunk, meth addict who has nothing!! The cops wouldn't even give her a field sobriety test, when she reeked of whiskey. So im pretty fucked. Pieces of shit like her don't need to exist. Sorry I really feel this way, here I am a poor college student trying to work my ass off to make a better life for myself and this stupid bitch fucks it all up. I know it's not the end of the world but it just puts more shit on my plate, and now my car that had nothing wrong with it has a door that won't up and god knows what else is wrong with the suspension or any of that shit. It just seems like every time I take one step forward i get kicked back two!! I guess this is why im so pessimistic I just realize good stuff happening can't happen all the time. SO FUCK COPS and FUCK STUPID BITCHES WITH NO INSURANCE!
wow i read an article about why hemp is illegal. It was very interesting to learn that hemp was a huge cash crop. I knew it was used in early colonial america to make clothes and other things. However this article had a lot more information, like most books were printed on hemp paper. Also it was illegal NOT to grow it in the 17th and 18th centuries. You could also pay taxes in hemp. The really funny part was how it became illegal. Basically it's such a great crop that can be used for pretty much anything. like paper, since 1 acre of hemp equals 4.1 acres of trees, would actually be practical. Since it wouldn't ruin our oxygen supply by cutting down forests. Im not a hippie or anything just someone who is really fucking sick of hearing democrats and republicans whine and blame each other over how shitty the country is. They however don't do anything about it but want to drill more, which isn't a long term solution to the problem. Im not saying hemp is going to be the solution to the problem, but henry ford's model t was built to run on hemp oil, so there has to be some use in it. All im saying is it was a billion dollar cash crop, it was used for tons and tons of things. It's just because the oil, tobacco and all these other industries realized how great of a product it was and that it would ruin theirs so they did what they do best lie and lie and lie some more about the dangers of hemp. Tobacco kills a shit ton of people a year, alcohol kills a shit ton of people a year, hemp kills zero!! They also had politicians in their pockets so of course whatever they need done it gets done. These industries still have politicians in their pockets! The scary part is how fucking stupid americans were and still are. It's so ridiculous how they say smoking pot funds terrorism, it's just ridiculous. Americans are so fucking stupid!! Terrorism has and will always exist. Hell even christians were terrorists during the fucking crusades. We get told some bullshit and they use scare tactics and we will do pretty much whatever they say with no question. It will never change though and its sad. This post as taken a crazy turn. All im saying is smoke weed everyday it makes everything fun.
So not only is To catch a Predator canceled. They also got sued by some piece of shit's family after he killed himself after being caught on the show. They settled out of court. So dateline doing something good causes them to have to pay this dirt bags family after he did everyone a favor and blew his brains out. Maybe I'm just heartless, but anyone that tries to have sex with children should die. sorry that's how i feel. Fuck that guy hope he is rotting in hell!!
Caution some of the views expressed in this post are very extreme and no one will agree with them, they are only my opinion. I am nobody so these opinions don't matter.
Okay while i was watching the best of most shocking. I was really pissed off. There was a video of mardi gras in seattle (apparently they have it there too). Anyway so like anytime you get a bunch of moronic drunk people together people start fighting and rioting. People were beating the shit out of others. like 5 on one, some guys were even beating women. I mean punching them in the face and then kicking them in the face when they were on the ground. People trying to help were getting beat. Its fucking ridiculous that cops aren't allowed to fucking blow these peoples heads off. I really feel police should be allowed to kill people that riot. Like these drunking idiots that riot at soccor games and shit, fucking blow their heads off and then they can't riot when their little team loses. I have no sympathy for stupid people and they shouldn't be allowed to waste space on this earth. I'm definitely getting a gun as soon as i get enough money. I will not think twice before using said gun if the time comes. This world is fucking crazy and the justice system gives these scumbags more rights then the fucking victims. Sick fucks that rape, murder, etc get to be put in jail for life. Wow that is really tough. It may not be the fucking 4 seasons but i mean they get 3 meals a day and a place to fucking live, while their victims are dead or have to deal with the fact they got raped and try to get their lives back to normal. It's fucked. I feel that if you kill someone, or rape someone you should be killed and fuck this humane death penalty bullshit. I say make these fucks suffer like their victims. And people that "jump" others are just fucking pussy ass cowards and should be fucking dead. This world is going to shit. These people are always going to exist they have since the beginning of time im sure. I just think these pieces of shit need to be ended instead of put in a cell for the rest of their lives. If we just put people that do violent crimes up against a wall and just mowed them down that would be cheap, and justified. They wouldn't waste our tax dollars by putting them in jail and they would be dead like they need to be. Okay im tired of bitching.
pissed off