This is my life and it's ending one minute at a time...

on monday i had my first hamburger ever along with many other things at this restaurant called bonfire for the end of the year sargent student council dinner.
Wargod2345: ok so we went to this place callled bonfire
Wargod2345: for the end of the year sargent dinner
Wargod2345: and it was amazing
Wargod2345: this place was crazy
Wargod2345: me and jared start off with rasberry mojitos
Wargod2345: and we get appetizers
Wargod2345: mmmm
Wargod2345: beef empanadas
Wargod2345: skirt steak tacos
Wargod2345: and calamari
Wargod2345: amazing first two
Wargod2345: especially the empanadas (we got a second order) and i didnt eat the calamari
Wargod2345: then jared orders us two
Wargod2345: chocolate rasberry martinis
Wargod2345: whoa
Wargod2345: i had never had a martini before and it was jsut straight up alcohol
Wargod2345: then they brought out the bread which was amazing, sourdough
Wargod2345: cornbread and focaccia
Wargod2345: mmmm
Wargod2345: then i got to the meal
Wargod2345: which we both represented and had long island ice teas
Wargod2345: mmmmm good stuff
Wargod2345: i got a kobe beef hamburger
Wargod2345: that was 1 lbs
Wargod2345: it was huge
Wargod2345: it was like the size of a regular hamburger too, just crazy thikc
Wargod2345: i had to really relax my jaw just to bite into this thingy
Wargod2345: i got it done medium well and the outside was a little burned ebcause the burger was soo thick but it was sooo good
Wargod2345: and it came iwth like a mountain of parmesean fries
Wargod2345: that were soooo goood
Wargod2345: i only ate about 1/4-1/2 of the burger
Wargod2345: then desserts
Wargod2345: oohhh boy
Wargod2345: we all got a fallen chocolate cake
Wargod2345: which was good
Wargod2345: but it was very rich nad it needed a lot of water to go down
Wargod2345: we also got two creme brulees and a key lime pie to split
Wargod2345: the creme brulee was amazing!
Wargod2345: i cannot believe i had never had that before either
Wargod2345: IT WAS SOO GOOD
Wargod2345: i think i might be addicted
Wargod2345: and the key lime pie was really sweet and awesome too
Wargod2345: yeah so i could barely walk after the meal
Wargod2345: and it was just amazing

Today's situations grow more complex as the day progresses. You may be pulled into an interaction where someone else's feelings are at odds with the obvious solution to the problem. It can be very frustrating if the sensible direction seems clear to you. If only everyone else could set aside their emotional baggage so you could get on with it, but they can't. You may have to just let go, for this dilemma has no immediate solution.

i don't really write poetry that much,
but once in a while i do get the urge,
at times it can be difficult and such,
because it is my thoughts that i must purge.

i sit here thinking about the future,
and some things that have happened in the past,
wondering if there is any suture,
or if the rift has become just too vast.

the hourglass is starting to run low,
it shrinks and takes with it each passing day,
like a tide gone, once again it will grow,
but will there be anything left to say?

is this the end of another story?
or just a simple block in the quarry.

i got patted down by a cop for the first time last night ebcause he thought i was smoking dope, awesome.. yeah i thought so. been pretty busy with school, growing tired and beginning to think that medicine just isnt the way for me to go. and i am a good teacher so maybe i should change? who knows. i certainly dont anymore. lots of different things going on in my life.. trying to figure everything out just makes it more complicated. go with the flow, and see what happens from there.

i keep having this reoccurring dream that i am arrested because my friends father attempts to rob a gas station while i am in the car outside, but the whole time i can see the robbery as it happens... as if i was inside. The cashier tries to give him change but the robber gets angry. Then he runs out to the car and i hear that it was a police sting operation or something and i start freaking out. Then one of the guys inside comes out and shoots a shotgun blast killing the driver and i am left alone in the car. Scared i drive the car around the block and turn myself into the roadblock. I am then arrested (it is always a sunday night) and my dad is also in prison. He takes me for a walk around and the ground look very similar to bu campus. There is this one building called the liberry and it looks like barnes and noble. It is very strange. There is also this exercise room with these weird looking girls there. Then i am walking around the grounds with my father, who put a deck of cards in my pocket and he shows me this building with like 6 depictions of Jesus all right next to each other. I start freaking out and try to call to find out the name of my lawyer and stuff so i can get of prison soooner, but then i realize that i am going to miss school the next day and that i may even miss the whole semester because my term was 6-8 months. The dream was so real and i am very glad my alarm went off.

Your Fortune Is

Man who jump off cliff, jump to conclusion.

woke up late but got there in time to still get kids on the bus

the drive there was slow and long but there was def. some bonding in that small ass seat (stupid exit rows)

got there and played dragon (rock paper sissors with big chains forming), did lots of team building and the banana song.. BANANAS UNITE :)

after that we went to the 13 foot wall. it was nuts. the group worked amazing together and we alllll got over the wall. we got to use this like 2 foot rope 3 times and also each person could boost up 2 people and once they were at the top lift two people.. so it was tricky but we did it. woot

then after that we went to the spider thing... pretty boring. had to pass people through holes made with string and stuff. but more team building and stuff of course.

then we got to the raptor watch.. it was sick you had to climb this 30-40 foot pole, that was shaking, (because of you) via staples in it while you were of course harnessed. the object was to put both feet on top of the pole then jump and touch like a tight rope bar and fall as the belayers caught you.. it was SWEET. yeah so that was awesome too

the last team building activity was one where we all got in a circle then we had to sit in each others laps all around so that everyone was in someone elses lap.. it was absolutely nuts. we got it to work for like .3 seconds before everyone started laughing

the bus ride home was funny with the bus driver being crude and droppin the f - bomb ever 5 minutes and then cursing at everyone that cut him off.

all in all i think that this day was amazing. i couldnt believe how awesome everyone in the group was.. how well everyone worked together and it also made me start to think about all the different people in my classes that i should get to know because it was a really great time today getting to know the new students today. (and my buddy pc nikki)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

holy shit this year is gunna be siiiiiiickkkkkkkkkkkk

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.