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The universe is trying to tell me something.  shhh!

Just when I have some money, life throws me an emergency. How did I get so lucky?

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unfulfilled

adj : of persons; marked by failure to realize full potentialities;

so tonight I drank all the beer that has been sitting in my refrigerator and I've been listening to The Beach Boys all day

I'm just thinking about sitting around and you reading to me, and how cute and wonderful that was.

I drove by your old house the other day, and up to your door, I shouldn't have, I miss you too much.

Ms Stewart was right, I have a week to get rid of this.

Goodbye. I hate all of this.

Waiting, always waiting
for everything and everyone
couldn't find it yet
couldn't find my way
couldn't even find you
It feels so hollow and light
It feels so not alright
and it might not for awhile.

Heat on my skin
it feels like heartbreak.
It all stands still
but growing so
its all I can take
Its our new version of love


Its hard to symbolize sometimes
the things that feel so obvious
its just that raw emotion
and I can't hold it down
you know when someones right
you know when their hearts breaking
you want to give them everything
your loves greater

heat on my skin
it feel like heartbreak
It all stands still
but growing so
its all I can take
Its our new version of love

He is the one that makes me happy to be who I am. Only because if I was someone else I would never have him.

2005 was a rough but wonderful year. I'm so excited for 2006. I have a few close friends, a great family and a wonderful boyfriend. This is all I need.

Its nice to know that some things never change. I think its safe to say, I'm back.

I hate livejournal. I don't think I'm gonna do this anymore.