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耶~ 從臺灣回來了 :D

超開心的. 在那裏一個多裏拜 也已經習慣那裏的生活方式.

喜歡那裏的所有。人 ，事， 物。

                                        我們去了海邊！~

看到了最幸福的海~ 太平洋~哈哈哈哈

 

明年要去墾丁！！！！

只能看著他們 但幫不上一點忙的心情

其實佷糟 很討厭

 

但又同時在他們的身上學了很多

 
活著，其實很好，再吃一顆蘋果


STAYREAL PEOPLE (:

guess what I am the first medication error after dunno how many months of zero the ward is trying to achieve. I am depress. but who to tell? I dun even feel like having my 21st birthday already. 

 咳～ 
 好像又被打回原形了。
 回到了零。 
 但明天还是会来 所以我被逼着去面对它。 
 加油吧。除了加油不知道可以干吗。 

好想跳上一架飞机然后飞到一个我可以躲起来的地方。 
离开这个烦人的地方。 

 I saw something very funny. 
 A bride who don't want to get married but she have to because everything was plan. She two time with someone oversea.
 Her guy know nothing about it and thought she loves him. 
 FAKE!
  when she was reading out messages that saying how much she loves him and he was the only one. 
 
 Dirty world.
 
 What goes around comes around. 
 I am going to open my eyes to watch that happen *evil grin*

 yes i feel so embarrass that i actually failed my bcls. Even the aunties on the other group pass. If they got the strength to do compression till 4 - 5cm why can't I? Yes I am certainly not in the right mind. Brother asked me 'if i am okay'. I ask myself the same thing too. I am seriously mentally tired. okay so now I have to face my sister, colleagues and friends. I have to face myself. 

I FAILED! 

yes. something that I NEED to pass. I don't know how to not grieve over it. 
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Funny. 
how can u be so thick skin after what u have done? 
Always proud of yourself and show how great you are. 
This cannot cover your low self esteem. 
Graduated for almost a year and still jobless. only know how to spend your parent money. 
you life revolved around your bf and your idol. 
DO GOOD TO THE SOCIETY FOR GOODNESS SICK.
I am happy u are out of my life.