You can escape ... NOW!

The OH~entry.
This journal might contain:
x. Heterosexual and Homosexual content- , so you are warned.
x. fangirl-ism
x. IRL issues . Nothing really important.
x. doodles.

cheerfulMy life just made this plot twist in 180°... and I don't know If I can handle all this confusion and sadness in my head.
The situation is still hard to process for me. Hell, I've been avoiding the subject completely since we left to Miami, and now I'm back and working and all I've kept my mind busy and talked just a little bit "Not a big deal" "things are going to be ok" "oh, I know it : )"
"She's going to be fine, for sure"
Are the usual answers I give to my friends....
I admire so much those people who are capable to keep on living with all that positive energy...
I'm so damn weak. I'm not even sure if I'm helping my family....
Mom, I love you
sad

excited
hungry
pissed off
groggy
weird
refreshed