hello

I think I have come to the conclusion that I am not okay. I think I was okay on Monday, and even parts of Tuesday. Today I have been terribly weepy most of the day. I even weighed myself twice this week. When things spiral I try to find something I can control. Often it is my weight/eating/diet. I want Kirsten & Lisa. I seriously need a personal guidance counselor. In the meantime maybe I will just try to get back to lj. All I know is this is not good and I'm not quite sure how I will make it to March.