umm ne samo da sem bila na koncertu Good riddance v petek...in sem planirala it domov v soboto. jap sla sem v kranjsko goro na atomik harmonik z ingrid. kr nekiiiiiiii un tip mali ko poje je skos med petjem slatu eno od pevk. kr za joske pa rit. gremo nasi. nic vec fer plej sams e pistole pa nuozi. halo!
uglavnem vikend je bil fajn. dans pa delam 10ur skupaj. hah
last few days: spending time with ingrid. finally! we were being sillyagain.
made a gibi. rulz.
preteded that weare from ice age.
i miss someone.
new years: work til 8. spend some time with my bro and sis at their party at our house. then sonja's with sara and tara,then to town, then to ula's. girls girls
saw stricek uri yesterday. i was happy to seehim.
i just want to be happy and live it up.
still without cellphone. from september.i dont want to get one in the next year!!
well i just got home from ...work and after that i went to eat pumpkin seeds to "tam ko uciri" with my friend miha. the artist. hes fun. we might go and throw "bombs" at trains tomorrow. anyways...i got home and the light in the kitchen was on...there was cereal with milk on the counter. untouched. i went to see if mom and dad are sleeping..and only dad was there in bed. so i walked around the house calling for moma nd she didnt answer.i found her sleeping in my room in my bed. i woke up dad ans asked aboout ceral and whys's mom sleeping inmy room. he said: you have to ask her about that. he turned on other side and went back to sleep. i dont want to wake up mom. why did she go to my room, not my sisters not my brothers... im worried and confused and scared. my partens always get along and they never fight. whats wrong? whats going on????
that untouched cereal stayed burned into my mind. :S
i feel like nobody in this house speaks their mind! except me...and thats why i dont get along wth everyone as i should.
life:
went to vienna to the randy, flogging molly, millencolin , undying,
raise gaianst, the used, story of the year, funeral for a friend,
analena, ....all of that was awesome. words are to humble to explain
all of that. all of nice things are craved into my memory. and im sorry
but im too lazy to share it with all of you.
so...basiclly right now ..this is kinda not a good time in my life. do
you know the feeling when everything is going wrong in your life
and at he same time it isnt nothnig really bad...but oyu just feel bad
all the time?? sad. empty. without a special reason.
i feel like a wild animal that has been inprisoned for the first time. locked down.
im trying to move out. find a place of my own. anybody needs a roomie inc elje? and would want me for one?
one man's hardcore is another man's noise is another man's punk.
so..weekend. worked on friday and then after went drinking with sara,
her sister tara, maja, eva, sonja and enis. enis was the only boy.
hahah
so i went to kljub after it. i was acting like a little animal. i did
all on my instinct. went to get a vegi burger and got it all over my
jacket again. (every single time)
saturday. took a day of just so i could go to analena concert. i was
looking forward to that. so i decided to bake some vegan cookies. my
specialty. concert was awesome.i enjoyed it alot. and i was really glad
to see some people that i havent seen for along time. tanja, nastja,
stricek uri of course, zoki...
after the concert I had so much fun hanging out with some friends and
watch videc get all crazy. man i havent partyed with him for a long
time. great fun.
i was abit drowsy and we sent sms to timmy. damn. so...next thing to be
excited about:
going to vienna in 2 dayswith uri and videc. helping stricek uri with
interviewing randy. i dont know...im gonna do it or he will. we will
see. anybody wanna go with us?
PLANS:
12.11. - analena, celje
16.11.- flogging molly, randy, the unseen, millencolin , vienna
19.11.- rise against, funeral for a friend, the used, story of the year, killswitch engage, munich
so...this weekend partying ended for me on wednesday. friday night as
usual in kljub. went there with kumer, the guy who borrows me super
cool erotic comic books. heavy metal.
saturday...a drink with sara and sonja..girl talk...and then to kljub.
jure was there...i saw him after two weeks.. :( ahh :( :( huggy huggy!
we decided to go back to buddy buddy phase. we'll see how that turns
out. jure <3
after talking to jure i went inside to check out the concert. band
caled Noopinion from Germany. it was good. i kinda knew those guys from
last year when they were here. so after the show we talked a bit and
then had a beer or two....(quite a few :) when you ar edrinking with
germans). it ended up with hanging intheir van till the morning,
listning to music and singing. it was fun. the next they i showed them
around celje. went home showered, went painting with sara and then
hanging out with her the whole day.
on monday I went to halloween party in Sentjur where Noopinion were
playing. i ended spending night in sentjur and my momwas pissed. we had
a blast! we spend the whole day together, i went to wrok for 3 hours
then they picked me up and we went drinking. spent the night in sentjur
again and and on the next day i changed my shifts took the guys to
bowling and then they skated a bit at celje "hot spot" celeia.
all in all we had fun. they are coming back in february. i might see
them if i go to rise against concert in munich. so..well see.
its nice to meet new people from different countries.
yesterday i worked and today im working to, meeting ingrid. oh yeah! going to party tonight again.
mike <3
mohawk<3
torches<3
hello kitty <3
beer<3
friends<3
ingrid<3
weekend was hectic. worked , partyed...ate chessnuts, poppers makes people crazy. been reading Heavy metal. a friend borrowed afew to me. interesting i must say. today i went to get social support. but i have to get done a bunch of paper work before i actually get it. and then ill be exploiting the system. i work illegaly so ill be getting money from my employer and from the tax payers. wooooho! finally i wont be broke. thats a first in a life time.
tired
excited
happy
amused