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locked

Oh, and the time has come.

FRIENDS-ONLY.
I may slowly go back through and update the security, but all future entries will be locked for sure.
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what to do...?

I've been thinking more and more that I'm outgrowing my Livejournal. I'm starting to associate it with drama, and... I just don't know. I think I'd rather run my own website.
Anyone willing to give me a hand starting out??

Also? Pretty sure I'm going to be locking my entries from now on. I changed the default security to friends-only, so. Sorry for anyone who doesn't have an account, or doesn't usually log in.
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    The Magic Numbers - Long Legs
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bedtimes are the best times

June bugs and moths are laying siege on the house. I'm cowering behind my computer, and Eugene is running around trying to stop them. You know, when she isn't batting around her catnip mouse. Time for some new help, I think.

Or maybe just for bed?
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    calm calm
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I feel good today. I should hear back about the job before the weekend, but nothing yet.

So hopefully I'll be moving all of my things this weekend. It'd be nice to have my cat and computer, and all that jazz back. And a non-squeaky bed, ugh.
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I had my first interview with IBM today, and I think it went well enough. Interviews make me insanely nervous, but whatever. I go in tomorrow morning for my second. Hopefully I'll get it, and then I can move and have my kitten around again. Christ I miss her.

Other than that... well. Another doctor's appointment tomorrow. He'll decide whether to keep me on this new medication or not. It seems fine so far, but who knows.
I am waiting for lasagna to cook, and then I will have a fine supper. Wahwahwah.
Christ David Tennant is hot.
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Writer's Block: Places to Lay Your Head

How many different places (cities, houses, apartments, dorm rooms, etc.) have you lived in? Which is your favorite? And your least favorite?


1. Michael Crescent, Saint John, NB (1985 - Sept 2003)
The house I grew up in. I lived there until I graduated from high school, and my parents stayed there until last autumn. Any gaps in apartments were probably because I was living here again for a bit.

2. Route 103, Wakefield, NB (Sept 2003 - 2004)
When I went away to college I first stayed with my aunt. I had run of pretty much the entire basement. There was a water bed, and dressers, and the room I stayed in was rough and unfinished. The house itself is outside of Woodstock, but not too far. Far enough that I had trouble getting back and forth when I wanted to see friends though.

3. St. John Street, Woodstock, NB (2004)
Which led me here. I "moved in" with Shelley and Amie, friends from the graphics program. I slept on the couch, and walked to school every day. I loved living with them, but it didn't last too long.

4. Queen Street South, Woodstock, NB (2004)
Then I stayed with Ned and Bill for a little while. That didn't work out.

5. Queen Street, Woodstock, NB (2004)
So eventually I moved into Capital Square - a really crappy residence for the college students. I made some great friends, and had some amazing times there. My door didn't lock, and the roof started leaking. But I stayed there until the end of the school year.

6. Wayne Street, Shediac, NB (Jan 2005 - Feb 2005)
I lived here for only a couple of months. It's a little summer cottage that my cousin and I were renting one winter. She was taking classes in Moncton proper, and I would stay and watch her son during the day. I really liked it there. I had a big enough room, and it was right on the water. Unfortunately it would have been a lot more expensive to rent in the summer.

7. Queen Street South, Woodstock, NB (again) (Feb 2005 - April 2005)
This apartment was kind of ridiculous. It was basically passed down between all of our friends. After Bill and Ned moved away, Ryan and James took it over. After James left? Well, that is when I moved in. Ryan and I rode out the rest of the school year there. Despite it being a crappy college apartment, I really enjoyed it. The bathroom was gross, and under the stairs. It didn't have a proper shower, and we had to staple the curtain to the wall. But it was a damn good time.

8. Union Street, Woodstock, NB (April 2005 - Sept 2005)
I was in love with this apartment, but it didn't last long. Can you say haunted? Okay, well. I'm not sure what exactly it was. But I've never been so terrified to be alone in my life. I couldn't sleep in that apartment, and I hated being there. We couldn't stand it at all, and ended up leaving only a couple of months later.

9. Main Street, Woodstock, NB (Sept 2005 - May 2006)
I loved this apartment, despite it being yet another crappy Woodstock place. Lacey and I moved here after Union Street, and spent an entire school year. It was crazy long, and had rooms branching out from a single hallway. The shower pelted you with this fine mist, and it felt like your skin was ripping off.

10. Parkside Drive, Fredericon, NB (May 2006 - May 2007)
This is by far the *nicest* apartment I've ever lived in. Dishwasher, fireplace, etc. It was plain though, just another boxy apartment. Not my sort of thing. I lived there first with Paul, who eventually left for home (England) when he couldn't find a job. hollygoroughly took his place for a while, but the landlady haaaated her. She eventually moved downtown, and Bradford took her place. I got out as soon as I could.

11. Church Street, Fredericon, NB (May 2007 - Sept 2008)
I think I probably enjoyed my time in this apartment more than anywhere else. It was cramped, and my shower wasn't in the apartment itself... but it was in a gorgeous building, I had amazing neighbours, and I was close to everything. I loved living by myself, though I don't think I'd ever choose a bachelor apartment again.

12. rue Normandie, Dieppe, NB (Oct 2007 - May 2008)
I moved in with a friend in Dieppe, but had to leave when I couldn't pay rent. I had a neon green room, and it was massive.

13. Portledge Avenue, Moncton, NB (May 2008 - Sept 2008)
This is another favourite. When I moved out of Dieppe, Lee and I found a place in Moncton itself. It has gorgeous radiators, arched doorways, and amazingly old wood floors. I moved out when I left for school, and Lee moved out just last week. It was my first real apartment with a boyfriend. Too bad it was in Moncton, hmm.

14. York Street, Fredericon, NB (Sept 2008 - March 2009)
Oh my. This place. I lived there most of the school year, and moved out to stay with Kayla and Katie. I enjoyed living with Sandy, though I don't think we make good roommates. We called it the York Street Pet Emporium. So many pets there... three cats, two rats, a hamster, a spider, and a gecko. Most of said pets died in the fire, unfortunately. Only my hamster and my cat made it out.

15. King Street, Fredericon, NB (March 2009 - present)
Oh, what a place. Technically I still live here, though I can't imagine I'll be spending any more time there. Small apartment, loud street, but great neighbours.
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more stupid crap

I have solved my current television woes with Charmed, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

I've been told to watch through Buffy before, and have just never gotten to it. I've seen plenty of episodes of both, but never from the beginning and in order. Now is a perfect time since I'm coming down off a Supernatural marathon. I intend to mash in some of the others as well, but I'm really digging the whole paranormal/supernatural vibe at the moment.

I've gotten part way through S1 of Buffy today, and am just watching the second episode of Charmed. And I think I might start up Dollhouse later tonight too. Other than that I've been trolling around looking for awesome Star Trek XI icons.
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television post, sup

I watched the entire fourth season of SPN in two days, and now I can't stop singing Carry On My Wayward Son. Like, it's ridiculous. Actually, I can't believe I caught up on it that fast. There are tons of other things I want to watch and/or catch up on, and I think I will make a list. Mostly since I can't remember most of them at present.

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And I know there are more things I should be watching. So. Fill me in. GO.
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It's pretty much been decided that I'm moving home. My parents have agreed to help me out financially on the condition that I get a job in Saint John. I've been looking at places uptown, and they're so much cheaper than Fredericton. I'll be near the market (fresh veggies and fruit every day, woop!) and close to my parents.

Dave is coming to get me at some point, and we're going to escape our parents and their respective dinner parties. I'm watching (or trying to) Bridget Jones' Diary until he shows up. As much as I think it's crap? I love this movie.

I'm excited about all of these things.
So, the back-and-forth continues.
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awkward and cold and starting to feel better

Sometimes I think it might be better if I move home. My mother keeps me feeling sane (for the most part).
I eat better, I get outside more, and I just generally feel happier. The biggest downsides to this idea is that I wouldn't see any of my friends, and I wouldn't be able to find a job easily. The house is in Gondola Point which... well, it's not walking distance to anything. At all.

Today I went swimming in the river across from the house. It was damn cold, but also really nice. I like the cold. I felt really refreshed and alive, and I intend to go back down tomorrow. It's supposed to be a lot warmer tomorrow.


So yes. I feel good right now, but I know it's not going to last. I'm trying not to think about that part. I'm trying to think about how I'm going to drag myself out of this. I need to eat better, and bike every day, and find a job that doesn't make me hate my life. I need to spend time with my kitties, and my good friends.

And on top of those things? I'm going to stop letting toxic people into my life. I don't need to feel worse about myself than I already do. I need supportive friends and family. Not people who are there when it's convenient for them, and who don't really care about my well-being. Friendships can't be one-sided, and I'm sick of caring about people who don't give a fuck back.
It's okay though. I have enough amazing friends to make up for the ones who turn out that way.