I don't blog much...
New Laptop
I finally got my new laptop...
:D
Toshiba Satellite! It's so pretty!
:D
Toshiba Satellite! It's so pretty!
My Foot pt II
so, I went to the doctors today, instead of school...
And the doctor did some check up things, to make sure I'm not y'know dieing or anything, and then she got to my foot... it's kinda messed up.
I can't stand on my heels without losing balance, because the back of my leg is so tensed due to the pain in my foot. So my doctor sent me to get some X-Rays done, and we're getting those wed.
The X-Ray tech asked me if there was a possibility that I might be pregnant, I loled.
Anyways, so yeah... I got a day off school!
I have to see a podiatrist now though, so I can get 'therapy' for my foot/ankle.
And the doctor did some check up things, to make sure I'm not y'know dieing or anything, and then she got to my foot... it's kinda messed up.
I can't stand on my heels without losing balance, because the back of my leg is so tensed due to the pain in my foot. So my doctor sent me to get some X-Rays done, and we're getting those wed.
The X-Ray tech asked me if there was a possibility that I might be pregnant, I loled.
Anyways, so yeah... I got a day off school!
I have to see a podiatrist now though, so I can get 'therapy' for my foot/ankle.
My foot.
so, my left foot's been acting wanky for a couple months... when I step down too hard, jump and land on it, etc... it feels like the bones shatter.
but recently, it's been happening when I walk, or just put a little too much pressure on it...
and it's driving me fucking insane... and yeah...
I'm going to the doctor soon to go get it looked at, but... I'm hoping it's nothing, it probably is, but... it would suck if it's something more...
but recently, it's been happening when I walk, or just put a little too much pressure on it...
and it's driving me fucking insane... and yeah...
I'm going to the doctor soon to go get it looked at, but... I'm hoping it's nothing, it probably is, but... it would suck if it's something more...
fuck
I'm just a stupid girl, I don't know anything, I make so many mistakes...
I need to stop listening to certain people. I don't blog.
I don't put my current thoughts out for people to see... but now...
fuck...
I'm so fucking stupid sometimes.
I need to stop listening to certain people. I don't blog.
I don't put my current thoughts out for people to see... but now...
fuck...
I'm so fucking stupid sometimes.
Japanese Beads
I have this bracelet, my best friends brother went to Japan and her mom asked him to bring me back something... and the bracelet's what his chaperone brought back, At first it was just a nifty purple bracelet, with a large bead on the end, the bead has a hole in it, from both sides... at first I thought it was just a bead that caught light...
Tonight, I noticed something inside the bead, so I looked closer at it... There's a little Samurai, and there's a little writing to the side. This isn't really important, but it's surprising how long it took to finally to understand such a small simple piece of information that someone else might get from the beginning with a clue, but without a clue...
you're screwed.
But... why's life going by so fast that it takes months to notice such a small little thing...
Why don't we pay attention to the little things anymore?
Tonight, I noticed something inside the bead, so I looked closer at it... There's a little Samurai, and there's a little writing to the side. This isn't really important, but it's surprising how long it took to finally to understand such a small simple piece of information that someone else might get from the beginning with a clue, but without a clue...
you're screwed.
But... why's life going by so fast that it takes months to notice such a small little thing...
Why don't we pay attention to the little things anymore?
FlyFF Rant
fucking. ignorant. cunts.
>___<
I was playing from 4something to 5thirty ish today on FLYFF(FlyForFun) and I was trying to level. And then I encountered
a) some people caliing me a n00b. Which, no, I don't mind. The server I started out on was moved to the front of the list, so everywhere's BUSY (fuck) and there's an influx of n00bs... and I'm still a vagrat >__> I didn't play much recently.
so that didn't piss me off at all, besides, I usually keep the chat window closed.
BUT we come to point b!
b) some motherfucking asshole came up and started to attack me. This character is level 1 fucking 3. IN THE VAGRANT JOB! And I'm quietly minding my own business, listening to the cure, killing wolves, and boom. Fucktard comes out and starts to attack me.
I let that slide. Because I was tired. And I didn't want to get banned for swearing and I'm not sure on their rules against swearing.
annnnd now we come to c. which REALLY pissed me off.
c) Another person who plays in their little group came up and started taking my fucking items. WHAT THE FUCK MAN!? I'm killing a ton of these wolves and this dipshit didn't have the courtesy to back the fuck off and wait until I move five fucking steps before he swoops in. And and and then he asked me to join his party
actually... might of been a her...
Other than that, I got a buff over in the haunting of NyangNyang which was nice. And two levels in under an hour!
>___<
I was playing from 4something to 5thirty ish today on FLYFF(FlyForFun) and I was trying to level. And then I encountered
a) some people caliing me a n00b. Which, no, I don't mind. The server I started out on was moved to the front of the list, so everywhere's BUSY (fuck) and there's an influx of n00bs... and I'm still a vagrat >__> I didn't play much recently.
so that didn't piss me off at all, besides, I usually keep the chat window closed.
BUT we come to point b!
b) some motherfucking asshole came up and started to attack me. This character is level 1 fucking 3. IN THE VAGRANT JOB! And I'm quietly minding my own business, listening to the cure, killing wolves, and boom. Fucktard comes out and starts to attack me.
I let that slide. Because I was tired. And I didn't want to get banned for swearing and I'm not sure on their rules against swearing.
annnnd now we come to c. which REALLY pissed me off.
c) Another person who plays in their little group came up and started taking my fucking items. WHAT THE FUCK MAN!? I'm killing a ton of these wolves and this dipshit didn't have the courtesy to back the fuck off and wait until I move five fucking steps before he swoops in. And and and then he asked me to join his party
actually... might of been a her...
Other than that, I got a buff over in the haunting of NyangNyang which was nice. And two levels in under an hour!
broken
I broke my lj layout :)
FUCK
I uninstalled CS3 today. Because I needed memory.
I cannot mess with any PSD files I had saved. I can't open them.
I was almost done with the one photomanipulation I was working on. NOT ANYMORE LOLOLOLOLOLFUCK.
D:
Seriously... I had a lot done, all I needed was to add in the background and some final touches. I don't even have enough memory to re-install CS3 at this point.
So. fuck. I didn't think that would happen.
I've almost finished A Thousand Splendid Suns... GOD this book is so good.
Mariam : Is such a strong character, she's wonderful.
Rasheed : OH SHIT SON.
Laila : I want to hug her
Tariq : OMFG HAI I LOVE YOU
Aziza : Sounds like a wonderful child,
Zalmai : Aww, he can't help being raised by a fucking asshole.
Laila's Babi : OH my god, he is such a cool guy!
Laila's Mammy : Ugh... yeah. I feel bad for her.
Ahmed and Noor : TwT
I cannot mess with any PSD files I had saved. I can't open them.
I was almost done with the one photomanipulation I was working on. NOT ANYMORE LOLOLOLOLOLFUCK.
D:
Seriously... I had a lot done, all I needed was to add in the background and some final touches. I don't even have enough memory to re-install CS3 at this point.
So. fuck. I didn't think that would happen.
I've almost finished A Thousand Splendid Suns... GOD this book is so good.
Mariam : Is such a strong character, she's wonderful.
Rasheed : OH SHIT SON.
Laila : I want to hug her
Tariq : OMFG HAI I LOVE YOU
Aziza : Sounds like a wonderful child,
Zalmai : Aww, he can't help being raised by a fucking asshole.
Laila's Babi : OH my god, he is such a cool guy!
Laila's Mammy : Ugh... yeah. I feel bad for her.
Ahmed and Noor : TwT