Hmm...it's a wednesday and strange stuff always happens on wednesdays. I posted on shareyours with some personal story from a while back. I feel a bit strange about putting things like that out in the open. I think I should, because it needs to be said. I want to say it. i guess I'm just a little scared how people will react. I just try to remember that it's my life and I want to like it, and so if other people don't, that's their problem. I feel proud of doing it, but scared too. Although, I think that will pass. There's no point, really, being scared of what other people think. No way. Only live once. May as well have a good time. Do what you want, and all that. I hope my story encourages other people, just like I was encouraged by the other stories on there.

I think, all in all I'm glad I did it. I could delete it if I wanted to, but I'm not going to. I'm going to leave it up there, and be brave. It's my history, my past, and I'm not afraid to tell it. I may as well be afraid of my own shadow and what's the point it that?? Sure, I don't have to tell people if I don't want to, but I do want to. I want to pick it up, and throw it out into the internet like a sailor throws a life buoy off a ship. I'm not saying it will catch anything, or help anyone... But there's something satisfying about throwing something like that into the ocean, and all the fish can look at it, and anyone who's out there can grab onto it. I don't know if it's really like that, but it does feel a whole lot like I've taken a big thing that was sitting next to me and chucked it off some cliff into some big blue ocean. And I like that feeling. May as well throw stuff off cliffs right?? It's only natural that they fall. They've got so much potential energy sitting up that high, let them get back down to earth, the ground state. Something like that. I don't know. But communication is good. A burden shared is a burden halved. Kind of like that.

Well, it is wednesday and I'm waiting for other stuff to happen that is also strange. XXXX Chris