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As if I'm not dealing with enough stress from Rowen and the colic...I just got a cdall from the people who are keeping my boyfriends dog til we find a house, and they said they cannot keep him anymore. We really need to take him back asap.

want to know why? because he's BITING people. My boyfriend is obsessed with this dog and I know he'll be happy to have him back. But I do not like this dog...I cannot take care of Rowen and the dog in this apartment, especially if he is biting. The dog has jealous issues, if I touched the baby he would attack me or the baby and I know it. The loud cries would irritate the dog...the dog is loud as well and I would go insane and there is no telling what I would do, honestly.

Here's the hting, I know tonight when my bf gets home from work we are going to have the biggest argument ever over it...but I refuse to have this dog with us. I think if he does not back down and try to find somewhere else for this dog then I am going to leave...bottom line. I do not have a choice, I'll go stay at my parents until he grows up. I know he loves his dog...but if he choses the dog over me and his child...then maybe there is a problem here to begin with.

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oh my god...I do not know what to do.

Rowen has been crying ALL DAY long. He has only slept 3 hours today...I do not know what to do! Right now he is screaming and there is nothing I can do. I really feel so overwhelmed....ugh, I wish there wer esome way to help him!

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I'm going nuts. Does anyone have advice on the best way to get into a routine?? He's taken 2 naps already today, so am I doing this wrong? I'm just afraid to keep him up because he gets SO upset when he is tired.

also here's links to some videos of him :) Just click on the images

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just an update because i love hearing about yalls babies since we're all going through a lot of the same things since our babies are around the same age...
ayden started sleeping 6 hours if not more a few days ago!! i freaked out so bad though because i sleep with the moniter like practically RIGHT next to my ear and i woke up when i heard him fussing as usual and i looked at the clock and it was 4:25! he went to sleep at 10!! at first i was happy then i started freaking out thinking maybe i had slept through it, even though i have always heard the first little fuss.. but he did it again the next night and i actually stayed up, just to be sure,( i know, im a freak, but i was so worried!)so its nice! it makes me feel accomplisehed for some reason even though thats so stupid.. oh well im happy.
i cant wait to see how much he weighs at his 2 month checkup... he was 13 lbs 1 oz at one month and hell be 8 weeks next wednesday..
he has started to smile at us! its sooo cute!
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i am soooooo tired its about 5 am and brandon wont go to sleep.  I think he has a cold.  What do i do about the?  He just keeps crying and he sleeps during the day, and i dont want to wake him because i want him to sleep it off but now he wont sleep at night and its killing me. 

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Rowen had his check up today.

He was born at 7lbs 12oz...21 1/2 inches. He is now 11lbs 11oz and is 23 inches! He's in the 75ith percentile. He's growing SO fast! ALmost doubled his birth weight and he's now a month and a week old. jeez...where is time going?


anyway, everyone's doing it

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