What doesn't kill us makes us stranger

My last day in Virginia. Tomaorrow, I go to New York. I'm gonna kick some ass in paint balling with my cousin and uncle. My dad gave me a camouflage jacket, which will come in handy.

I went to Georgia yesterday in my grandparents' RV. It was great. I bought a new pocket "tool" it has everything and is very heavy, even when it's realitivally smaller than my other one. I want to be a hunter. I want to take my winter vacation and shoot a deer. Preferably a bow and arrow. No one has e-mailed me in long time. I feel alienated.

These are the last month weeks I'm gonna be in the states. Tomarrow I'm heading for South Carolina and Georgia. Then back here for a week. After that, to either New York or Iowa, I don't know which. Then to Germany. Nobody said goodbye to me. Really depressing...

Everyone hs been pissing me off lately. Theyv'e been asking to get my answers for the EASIEST assignments and don't even thank me for it. Yesterday, I could'nt take it anymore and told them to do their own damn answers. I've been a real wise-ass lately to them too. It feels great.

Yesterday I went to Kings Dominion to celebrate my birthday. Th e friends I invited couldn't come. One went the day before, the other was a christian, and it being Sunday and all. So I spent the day with Abby and her friend. We did'nt go on many rides, but we went swimming for a long time. Afterwords I got really depressed. Don't know why.

For my birthday, my dad just got me a pedal for my guitar. It makes everyone shudder and cringe whenever I play certain a lyric.

My ex-girlfreind said she loved me. I don't beileve her, 'cause I don'y really beileve anyone does.

It'sa amost my birthday. I'm asking for music and guitar stuff. Thats it. I guess I'm not that interesting. I'm listening to green day.

I'm really aggravated. That bastard Robert keeps pestering me. I'd whip his ass, but Alex is always around and stops me before I can. So I sit in my room, plying bass for hours trying to calm down. And people wonder why I have gray hair.

I got a call from my dad in germany today. He told me about the house he rented. I'ts like a freakin' mansion with a 3x8 lawn. My room will be a lot bigger than the one I have now. When he gets back, he's giving me a swiss army knife. Also, I just learned that legal drinking age is 14, so I can drink wherever, except on the airforce base. My step-sister and I have to argue about who gets the room with the balcony. I did'nt even try to win. I gave it to her because I really don't like hearing her complain.