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You know what?
I really envy people who knows from a young age what they want to do with their lives, and be comforted in their decisions when they are growing up.
I envy them, because i dont know what i want to do after my bachelor's degree.
I took it, because i couldnt NOT doing anything with my life.
I chosed this, because i forced myself to it.
i'm aimless.
idk if im good enough (the capacity) to do the kind of thing i want to do (and even that, im not sure of).
it's sad that im 23yo old now, finishing my bachelor degree without any works prospects at the end of it.
it's hard to think about those things, like, some people begin to be succesfull in their work when they were 21 (or worse 18 or 16).
Im 23 and it makes me wonder what my life's gonna be in 3years from now.
i dont want a boring job, that i hate, just because i have to have one to pay the bills and stuff. i dont wanna live like that.
but it looks like, it's what is gonna happen anyway...
I really envy people who knows from a young age what they want to do with their lives, and be comforted in their decisions when they are growing up.
I envy them, because i dont know what i want to do after my bachelor's degree.
I took it, because i couldnt NOT doing anything with my life.
I chosed this, because i forced myself to it.
i'm aimless.
idk if im good enough (the capacity) to do the kind of thing i want to do (and even that, im not sure of).
it's sad that im 23yo old now, finishing my bachelor degree without any works prospects at the end of it.
it's hard to think about those things, like, some people begin to be succesfull in their work when they were 21 (or worse 18 or 16).
Im 23 and it makes me wonder what my life's gonna be in 3years from now.
i dont want a boring job, that i hate, just because i have to have one to pay the bills and stuff. i dont wanna live like that.
but it looks like, it's what is gonna happen anyway...