Is there room in rage for happiness?

Before the Change, I used to note with sadness how absolutely miserable those of the darker churches were. Granted, this was before the fallacy of Balance was revealed, but Belphegore was considered 'dark' at one time and I guess is still somewhat affiliated (though I hate the word) with it. So I lumped Gorians in too. And they did seem unhappy.

I was unhappy when I came into His service. Part of me is missing. Part of me is incomplete and always will be. Part of me will always be overtaken by rage.

So when things go right, does that put me in danger of healing? Does that put me in danger of losing my rage?

There is so much I want to write about! So many good things that have happened! And yet I am afraid to dwell on them. I am afraid to admit some
happiness into my state of being.