It took me again
Most of the time I wonder why some people regard Gorians as scary and unpredictable. Most of the time I and the other devout are perfectly calm, rational members of society. I forget what the rage does.
Gods, it feels good. It feels GOOD to be released from social constraints, from rational thought, from fear, from worthlessness. It feels good to do what needs to be done. It feels good to be consumed.
Not that I've had it in a long time, but the rage is like sex. Most of the time I'm flirting with it. Most of the time, there's a thrill in seeing how close I can get to being enraged without actually becoming so. Mmmm, but it can take over so completely, so fully. I lose my mind and I remember only in bits and pieces, disjointed images of blood and sweat and firelight.
hmm. Titillating thought: rage followed by sex. Must think more.
Gods, it feels good. It feels GOOD to be released from social constraints, from rational thought, from fear, from worthlessness. It feels good to do what needs to be done. It feels good to be consumed.
Not that I've had it in a long time, but the rage is like sex. Most of the time I'm flirting with it. Most of the time, there's a thrill in seeing how close I can get to being enraged without actually becoming so. Mmmm, but it can take over so completely, so fully. I lose my mind and I remember only in bits and pieces, disjointed images of blood and sweat and firelight.
hmm. Titillating thought: rage followed by sex. Must think more.