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NEW LIVEJOURNAL.

im starting to feel so good. so good. i don't know why i always feel like crap. but i am feeling real good. and i hope it stays that way. exspecially for the whole entire summer. i need this. it will help me through the things that i cant go through. me feeling better. is helping. may sound distinguishing to others. but sounds right to me. i think its my hope. i let them go so high and no one is making them come down. and thats what i need. also strength, it takes me a long way. so that will always stick with me. i feel so good.

summer vacation, is coming my way.
and i hope it will be GREAT. (:

i've got good news.
drivers traning this summer

;; need a part time job
;; and good grades
;; not getting into trouble with law.

IF THESE: happen then i get in return.


- a car on my 17th birthday. <3


GOOD HEAVENS!

i need to make the right choices, and not follow the wrong.

last night i was thinking. after all these times i have got into trouble for doing the wrong things, i think im actually going to decide to stop being how i am. and to go with whats the right. even though those times i am having as much fun as i can, i look at it and see that without this i'd be totaly different. changing in a healthier way. and to stop myself before it gets worse. because i know that, worse can come around the corner anytime soon. i always thought i wouldn't be like that, i always thought i could stick up for myself. but i have noticed not everyone is brave enough and smart enough to go the right way. theres alot of people that do, but alot of people that don't. and right now i am starting to make that choice. to make the choice to ruin my life, to be behind in the fun things. how can life be fun with that? i could it be happy with that? there is no way. no possible way to make wrong - right. and to think about others how they would want to see me spend my life, they wouldn't want it to go to waste. they would want the best for it, and thats what i want and for me to get my dream and what i want, then its for me to look the other way. i look ahead of me all the time, and to see and feel the things im going to want. what im doing right now isn't going to help it one bit. it will only make it worse. so from now on, im going to stick my head up high and do the best as i could be. i need the hope, and ill get the hope.

BE STRONG , it's the answer.

i think it's an illusion.



maybe this is the right thing to do.
just for alittle bit. only for a little.
no more, no less.

i have felt the stars coming my way.
i am hoping for faith.
i am hoping for the ways.
to be what i need to be.
now that the world has extricated me.
i can now believe that i have been sent
to the way, it goes. to beginning
of for what i want. and the things i need.
i am now in no deep agony i was in.




this is what it's all about.
i am not scared just yet.
it's only the beginning but,
i have a new hope. and thats
to keep me safe. forever;

BE THE ONE YOU STAND BY, NOT THE ONE YOU LOOK BY.

i complain in life so much. but why do i complain thats the question? i have alot of things wrong in life, but by now i would say im real greatful of everything i get. i mean i don't have everything there is in life, but i do have alot. and even that doesn't matter, i just need love. thats all, love will fill the bucket, and i mostly have all the love. who cares about the people that doesnt have love for me, or doesn't even care about me. hey its life get over its reality. those people don't bug me at all though, i just ignore them and it works out the best. as long as i do whats right, i feel good about myself and i have noticed that throughout the couple of weeks that have just passed. i know where im going to go in life, i know all my goals and thats whats good. if you have a goal in life then things will slide way easier than you think it will. it passes by quicker and funner. these goals i have planned, these things i have chosen in life, became one great gift. so i cant complain about anything, about nothing. no one is perfect, no one is the best. and i have learned alot so much, i've never learned this much before. if you take the time out of your life and sit there and "want" to learn than you become independent and push yourself to the limits you stand for, the ones you want to become.

THE BIG DAY: HORSE BACK RIDING.

woo hoo, heck yes, very excited. even though i am grounded. my mom is so nice. (:
i'll have pictures on here and probably on myspace tomarrow or soon. <3

it came upon me, that i have a different life. a better one that before, and im looking for new people to talk to, and new people to hangoutwith. i hope it all works out the best.

today. i feel like crap.
im tierd, and sick.
going to bed shortly. also.
john is coming over tmrw.
to help me babysit from 9-3
then later im hanging out with rachel.

she's nice, and i hope she's one of them i can trust.