mageofessence

Confessions

[] I am bisexual.

[] I am homosexual.

[x] I've run away from home.

[] I listen to political music.

[x] I collect comic books.

[x sometimes?] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[x] I open up to others easily.

[x] I am good at keeping a secret from the world.

[only when dads hoggin the tv] I watch the news.

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[x] I own something from Hot Topic.

[ ] I love Disney movies.

[x] I am a sucker for eyes.

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse regularly

[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[] I love Spam.

[x] I bake well.

[] I have worn pajamas to class.

[] I have owned something from Abercrombie.

[] I have a job.

[] I love Martha Stewart.

[x] I am in love/like with someone.

[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self-conscious at times.

[x] I like to laugh.

[x] I have tried alcohol.

[] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.

[x] I have tried a cigarette.

[] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[] I loved Go Ask Alice.

[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[] I can't swallow pills.

[x] I have many scars.

[] I've been out of this country.

[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[x] I am really ticklish.

[x] I love chocolate.

[] I bite my nails.

[x] I am comfortable with being me.

[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[] Gotten lost in the city.

[x] Seen a shooting star.

[] Had a serious surgery.

[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.

[] Have kissed a stranger.

[x] Hugged a stranger.

[x] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.

[x] Been in a fist fight

[] Been arrested.

[] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.

[x]Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[] Made out in an elevator.

[x] Swore at your parents.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.

[] Been skydiving.

[] Been bungee jumping.

[x] Broken a bone.

[] Played spin the bottle.

[x] Gotten stitches.

[] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[x] Bitten someone

[] Been to Niagara Falls.

[x] Gotten the chicken pox.

[x] Crashed into a car.

[] Been to Japan.

[] Ridden in a taxi.

[x] Shoplifted

[] Been fired.

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[] Stole something from your job.

[] Gone on a blind date.

[] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[] Been to Europe.

[] Slept with a co-worker.

[] Been married.

[] Gotten divorced.

[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[] Been to Canada.

[x] Been on a plane.

[xxxxxxxxx] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[] Thrown up in a bar.

[x] Eaten Sushi.

[] Been snowboarding.

[] Been skiing.

[] Been ice skating.

[x] Met someone in person from the internet.

[] Been to a motocross show.

[x] Going to or have gone to college.

[] Done hard drugs.

[x] Taken painkillers.

[] Been cheated on.

[] Cheated on someone.

well, Im single again after a 3 and a half week relationship. what a whopper, eh? I'm kinda confused about it right now and I apologize in advance for any attitude. I don't like being confused. After several days of being unsure of my relationships status, we've both decided it was for the best that we broke up. I'm feeling better about it already.

I don't think I've ever had a shorter relationship.

ALRIGHTY THEN! I dropped band(this is old news, but I havnt posted it yet) I finaly found someone I can relate to in more ways than one. we're going out and I couldnt be happier for the both of us. god, that sounds corny. anyway, life is good, and Im going to get a job as soon as I can.

wee, another entry for everyone to read! school is about to start and I cant burn mp3 disks! damit! oh well. I hope I meet alot of cool new people this year, summer is starting to make me bored and hungry for social interaction outside my phone and computer. Ive decided to stay in band this last year because I was fortunate and will be able to march my dot for alot of the marching season due to an injured french horn (sorry dude, get well!:) ). Im finaly getting my chance to do this and Im going to run with it.

anyway, I need to go for now, Ill be back later and all, good luck to all those people out there with wopping personalities

I cant think of anything to do right now guys, nothing to post, except my lack of posting material. Had a fun night out with some friends, and thats about it.

hey people. Ive gotten my computer access back again so Ill be posting alot more often.

Ok, I stole this from a friend's journal, but I don't think she>he minds.
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
I am definately male.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
Im very sensative (go ahead and laugh, but women like it.)
3. What is your biggest fear?
The unknown
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
Whats more fun? Duh, the short cut.
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
Being honest... The One.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
I really dont know. I would have to say... my wallet.
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
Dont apply myself enough.
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
I am standing on the knife edge between sexualities.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
I am me.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
"I wasnt talking to anyone, we swear."
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
Take a trip north ;)
12. Are you the jealous type?
Not really.
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
Making a good joke here and there and everywhere.
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
leaving Ians monetary contribution out of this, I would say, Alex puttin up with me for so long.
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
Go hunting with a special magenta-colored sword.
16. When was the last time you cried?
I honestly dont remember. probably about a month ago. parental issues or something.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
Oh, I dont know, probably BEFORE my last date.
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
I dont give a shit what people think. (unless I know them, in which case, I dont care, cuz they wont judge me.)
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
Unknowingly participated in a gay orgy. (I was splattered.)
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
I dont know who would answer, but if anyone checks, they should answer it.

Ok, before I turn to Jesus, can you answer a few questions? 1. If it shall be done on earth as it is in heaven, then how do we know we're not already there? 2. God Decreed that no heavenly being may fornicate with man, so didnt he break his own rule by knocking up Mary? 3. If the son shall suffer the sins of the father didnt Juesus die for Gods sins and not yours? 4. "You shall not worship any Gods before me, for I am a jealous God" doesnt that admit that there ARE other gods, and isnt Jealousy a sin?

-AAWs Official Heithinn

ok folks, Im back online for a little bit. had a nasty run-in w/ my parents, and... yeah...

Anyway, since Im at the bottom of a ... something... all I can do now is look up. :) and thats where Im going from now, an ever-increasing # of friends, and magic cards(god, Im a nerd) among other things...

more later.

ok, as per usual, Im on the computer when Im not suposed to be. discussing magic with Alex, the mentor. at war with the parents, doing all kinds of things to piss them off, more info later.