friday...i wish it would come sooner. woo..finally. i've been waiting so long about 9 months now. it will either be really good or really bad. i'm gonna go with amazing. an absolute thriller. until then i will just think of ways i can make it wonderful.
so okay i've decided to take it step down from stripping and go with go-go dancing...so cheesy yes..but its not naked...so... but the only problem..the only club i'm finding in michigan is this place called uncle buck's northern exposure...and its in a city called durant i've never ever heard of it...well anyways..the area code is the same as my uncles work # so i'm assuming its in or around the flint area yea its a hike from here..so if anyone knows of any go-go dancing or bikini dancing clubs within like an hour 45 minute drive of dearborn plz comment or email me. thankyou so much.
okay....so i've decided...i'm going to move out once i get enough money to do so...i hate living at "home" still...it doesn't feel like a home anymore..and it won't feel like anything once we move to an apartment..fuck that...i mean theres nothing wrong with them....but i have my reasons...mainly things i just don't really think are suitable to discuss online.
um so yea...i don't think they're going to re-hire me a michaels..fuck that fat bitch....shes a fucking psycho anyways...i'm thinking of being a stripper....however i know that dave would stop talking to me..and so would alot of my friends..but dammit they need to understand the situation....i have no money..what i did have was stolen from me..by my own father..so i'm totally desolate here....and i need some fast cash....like right away...i have to make my next cell phone payment...get a car..a place to live..books for school...car insurance....the list goes on and on..plus my credit card payment has been $185 for the last few months and it expires in june...so i have to pay that bitch off quick before i get slapped with tons of charges.....i have applied sooo many places...wtf? i haven't eaten anything today..i'm not hungry all this stress is making it impossible to want food....i'm gonna post some pics later...peace
i deleted some peoople off my friends either you didn't add me back or you never commented or updated... sorry if i pissed anyone off but its my journal.
add me and i might add you back...otherwise...piss off its my fuckin journal i'll write what i want and i'm sick of people leaving rude little comments woo-hoo i like drugs woo-hoo i watch porn once in while..don't read it then bitch.
how i wish that clinton was still our president, he only did two things that were pretty fucked up. 1- being nafta ,yea that was a real winner of an idea. 2- the re-instatment of the draft. otherwise he did a pretty good job during his 8 years o but wait he got a few 'favors' its kinda sad thats why he'll be remembered by most people. cheating on your wife is lame and so is lying but dragging your country into a war over oil you want for your bussiness buddies is a little worse.
today was lame...i got fired i don't really care b/c it didn't have anything to do with the job i was doing i guess its b/c michaels can't afford to have someone in frame shop since the holidays are over.
i also got a huge reminder why i don't hang out with many people, me and dave went to get daves guitar from nick's house today, its a really beautiful guitar not to mention his favorite and we got it back totally destroyed. you can tell alot about a person by the way they treat other peoples things. the back had been drilled into with what looked to be a screw driver and all the knobs like the volume control and the on/off switch had been stripped and fucked with. what a prick nick turned out to be. even if it wasn't him who did it, it was still at his house.
i am just so glad to be out of high school what a waste of time that was. the only classes i got anything from were my art classes and creative writting. i dunno i'm thinking of going to beauty school before "real college" just for something to do until my MET money can go through i guess it takes a while. o and another gripe for today i'm sick of fat bitches, um not everyone weighs 200 lbs and some are actually thin by nature.i'm not even that skinny i'm 5' 7" and weigh 110 lbs...i eat i used to not but i was fat then and some how my metabolism caught up with me when i hit 15...and even if i was anorexic thats my bussiness i would rather starve than be obese. so fuck off to the fat girls who can't handle their fat anger.
anyways in happier news larissa wants to do a photo shoot with me and some other chick thats cool i suppose..i just hope she doesn't get the wrong impression of what kind of modeling i want to do.
ok not that i ever do these but my resolutions are:: 1- smoke less 2- drink lots more water!!!! (all 8 glasses a day) 3- stop eating so much junk food (it makes me feel so slow and sluggish) 4- be alot less bitchy and learn to absorb only the good and discard the bad. 5- read more.
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