I haven't talked a lot about this guy yet, but if you follow my twitter or tumblr you might recognize him as the Dark Spelunker from "Spelunker World" for the PS4. He's a definite bad boy, but also just as fragile as the other spelunkers, so it's pretty funny. Still, I've gotten really attached to him and he's turned into a soulbond for me, which is pretty cool. He's been showing up a lot in my dreams and I talk to him sometimes...surprisingly enough, he gives really good advice.
He's also really vain and likes it when I draw him, of course.
,,,feel alienated from the world and everyone in it. had a really bad day today
i feel uncomfortably out of place, like a misaligned print or that image of the woman with two mouths and two sets of eyes. like i'm something that doesn't belong in this world, grating against the rest of it. ddddd. ddddddddddd
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First: Happy Thanksgiving! I've been in kind of a tender place lately so I'm staying off Twitter for a while.
Second, I've been watching more One Punch Man with my spouse (we're all caught up) and we started Osomatsu-san tonight too. Aside from the awful, awful homophobic caricature in the latest OPM, I'm really enjoying the current storyline and I'm getting really invested in all of the heroes, especially the sub-S class ones like Mumen Rider and Snek. I really like the huge amount of background NPC heroes who still end up getting fleshed out.
Also Osomatsu-san is completely my shit??? I'm like, actually physically exhausted because I love it so much?! After the second episode I had to take a break because it's just that incredible. Christ, an anime about six anime star brothers trying to survive in the modern world without ripping each other's throats out. I love it.
I really like cartoon violence, it's very My Aesthetic so I figured I'd put together an inspiration post along those lines. Warnings for morbid imagery, etc. This is also a really long post so most of it's under a cut!
I still need to do actual research on this, but something weird happens in my dreams and I'm curious if it happens to many others also. Basically, when I'm dreaming, I often experience persistent places and structures, and memories from these dreams persist from one night to the next as well.
This isn't too unusual, but the weird thing is that...well, take this example: I keep dreaming of a distinct series of roads and turns that I can take to get to restaurants or other areas. The dream world has a superficial physical appearance of the area around my parents' house, but when I'm awake, I don't confuse the directions I take in the dream with the directions I take in real life. Part of this is because the destinations in the dream--bookstores, restaurants, etc--don't actually exist irl, but in the dream I'm convinced they're real, so I'm surprised I don't get confused. It's like I can simultaneously exist in both worlds at different times, with each world being a legitimate physical place with its own rules.
Here are a few examples of locations in the dream world that I've visited multiple times:
A hotel with 50 floors, the upper ones of which are only accessible using a particular service elevator (i get chased by people often in this place and have to go to the maintenance areas)
A sprawling mall with one or two shabby arcades and an import game goods shop (I get lost here sometimes)
A cross-state drive that takes me to Delaware via peaceful, wandering country roads (this might actually be real, I forget, it's been years since i drove to DE)
A huge house that I live in with my parents and some other people. It has lots of rooms but is structured really oddly, almost like a cat tower--it has floors without stairs that you have to climb up to, and bathrooms connected to bedrooms in all kinds of disparate styles. It also has a basement sewer entrance and a secret attic that I sometimes hide in.
Jesus, I feel like a mess. We had some really weird dreams last night and I was in 'em, which isn't exactly unusual. But they were real personal this time...I was takin' over for Sketch/the moon when it was talkin' to one of its friends, and all the advice I gave them was completely off the mark! For me! Me, Robo, the master of reading people and giving relatively sage advice!
Well, anyway, it was only a dream. Whew. Today Mobo and I are gonna try to be social since it's Halloween, but we're all feelin' kinda tired so we'll see how that goes, I suppose.
Hi to new followers, by the way. Pleased to meetcha. I made an introduction post a ways down the page if you wanna know more about me (and the other folks here). We were thinking of filtering out the "museposts," that is, everything not posted by the main moon itself--but the fact of the matter is that if we did, you probably wouldn't see anything here at all. Sorry. Guess you're stuck with me! Hee hee hee!
Filmia: Well, that was just lovely! We were all so tired after going to the lake that we went to bed very early...but it was a very enjoyable walk. Beautiful golden light, the sounds of insects everywhere...and, yes, even frogs! It's enough to make one sing with joy.
The moon took several very nice photographs, too. One moment, please...
Filmia: Ah! The lake! This afternoon we're all going to go to the lake together! How exciting! I've wanted to learn more about this strange area ever since I "moved" here, so to speak!
I wonder what kinds of monsters live there. Bogsaurs, perhaps? Fearsome creatures that lurk beneath the surface of the water? Or maybe just garden-variety fish? Maybe there shall even be other frogs there! Oh, happy day!