We all got a second act inside of us

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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
lyxchen
lyxchen

Things I need to do so that I will feel better:

  • get a haircut
  • redye my hair
  • get 5000 hours of sleep
  • dress up as a male character or a lesbian character for Halloween
  • meet up with a friend/my friendgroup every third day (minimum)
  • shower 4 times per week
  • make a doctor's appointment for my wrist
  • make an appointment at the glasses store to get new glasses
  • send the clinic an email because they're never available when I call them
  • brush my teeth every evening Before 11pm
  • upcycle and alter all the shirts in my closet that have a weird cut which doesn't fit my body
  • kiss a girl (who? I wish I knew)
  • go to fashion school
  • hug somebody for 30 minutes straight (every day)
  • figure out how I can capture the smell of my cat's fur and have that with me to smell whenever I want to
  • rearrange my room
  • see a starkid show live
  • watch every show and movie that's on my watchlist
  • have something engaging to do every day
  • not be so tired anymore
  • read all the books on my shelves easily
  • find new music
  • find new shows and movies that excite me
  • make all the cosplays that I've wanted to do for so long
  • vacuum my floor and wipe my shelves
  • make creative and meaningful presents to give to all my friends and especially my family
  • go to bed before midnight
  • find a good mobile game that is actually fun and enjoyable
  • paint the walls of my room yellow
  • learn how to cook properly
  • gain at least 3kg
  • find more queer friends
  • learn hebrew and korean
  • exercise so that I'll be stronger and healthier
  • go for a walk every day and smell the air
  • learn all the crafts in the world
  • get rid of all of my stupid little compulsions that I still do
  • play more games (board games and video games)
  • do more fun activities with my little cousins
  • draw every one of my favorite characters
  • fix my cd player or get a new one
  • go to many many conventions
  • do all the crafting ideas that I don't have the time/energy/motivation/materials for right now
  • learn how to skateboard
  • keep moving forward with my life

And preferably all of this should happen by next week

lyxchen

You know, I wanted this to be kind of a funny post of things I can actually do mixed with unachievable goals, but rereading this I’ve noticed that almost all of this is stuff I can actually achieve pretty easily or over time. That’s kind of a relief to realize

Pinned Post like i was writing this and thinking 'wow mist of this is actually stuff i can do' maybe not now and maybe not all at once but i can do almost all of these things realizing that kind of lifted a weight that was on me idk making this post helped me somehow a little bit anyways i think i'll pin this post (even though it's long) for now just for me to remind myself that a lot of my goals are very much achievable and also stuff i can literally start doing Right Now lea's random thoughts self reblog

Mike Wheeler who is so depressed he drops out of college and instead starts working in some nerdy little bookstore and it literally changes his life <3

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mike wheeler depression is something very personal to me i feel like epilogue mike the way he seems right now he'd not finish college like just look at him he's hanging on by a thread he is going to break under the pressure after having had like three panic attacks in one week and he'll drop out and hide from all responsibilitys feeling like it's never going to get better but it will!!! it will get better with helf from his family and friends and by finding something that actually fulfils him and makes him happy i don't actually think mike is the type of guy to strive for making it big i think he would love a simple little life where he can be happy and surrounded by the people he loves where he can still play dnd and write little storys for his friends and connect with people who share his interests he wouldn't even want to be a big author like i truely think he'd be perfectly content if the only person who ever reads his writing is wil like that's literally it will i think would want to make a difference with his art and he doesn't do it because he wants to be famous but i think he does want to make an impact and i think mike would be very happy to just support him and then go and work his job somewhere where he feels safe and accepted <333 anyways might need to actually write this fic now i fear i initially only had that first idea of mike being depressed and dropping out and then my brain just. made more oh well maybe i actually will :> lea's random thoughts stranger things byler mike wheeler will byers mike wheeler has depression byler endgame lawless byler my writing

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sorry making a lot of nsfw personal posts recently i just. idk they help me lol i wish somebody would fuck the depression out of me... i wish i could like. have sex so good that i'm never depressed again not to make this post about depression but it really need to get on antidepressants i asked my doctor for it and she said i should wait for another month to see if i still need them then and like make another blood test to see if everythings alleight there cause like its a little difficult cause i already take meds for adhd so i can't just take everything there is for depression cause the meds have to work together too or something so idk the fact is that she said i should wait another month and i just feel like they always tell me to wait a little longer for everythin like i need this now and so far i have been correct about almost every assumption when it comes to my mental health and what i actually nee like my diagnosis or going to a psychiatric clinic or needing different meds for the adhd i was right about all of those so when i say i think i need something for the depression then idk i feel like i'm probably right about that cause i need it it's getting hard to do stuff and i don't think just changing my behavior will help me get through it anymore like changing my behavior requires the strength and motivation I Don't Have but if i can take antidepressants then i probably have that energy back or at least enough to actually get bettet so like. i don't want to have to wait for mental health help all the damn time i want to get help Now all the help i've gotten so far was good but i had to wait to get it for forever i don't have endless years to waste on this i want to live my life again okay i'm going to study something i'm really interested in in a few months and i want to be ready for that i want to be able to participate in classes and enjoy learning and have the energy to do the work i need to do to actually finish that school i don't want to crash and burn and have to drop out because i couldn't handle the stress and pressure because i was depressed when i could have gotten meds for that probably like months if not Years ago hhhh anyways back to the sex lol it's so bad y'all i'm so exhausted all the time i just want somebody to take care of me :(( lea's random thoughts