Just call me Alyssa-Willy...

Well I haven't updated in forever. Seriously. I've been SO busy with work, and being social. New Years Eve was the fucking BOMB. I had so much fun. I got so sloppy with Erica, and I met a guy! And it was just amazing. I wasn't even hung over the nest day. I'm going on a date...a real date friday. Kinda nervous, kinda don't want to go...but I need to grow up. I just feel so much regret. I don't know...I wish that things could be different. I just can't LET go.

yeah, so anyways...tomorrow is Erica's bday. Should be SO fun...well, Wednesday when we go to Hooter's will be. I'm going to a 4-H party tomorrow that I totally forgot about. I feel bad, but Erica was gracious enough to let us reschedule her birthday. It's because she's a Queen, and we love her for that.

Last week I went into Rochester w/ Nepher. It was interesting to say the least. We got cat calls, and then the homeless guy who came up to her car and screamed at us was...to say the least....amusing.

I can't believe its 2005! What the fuck? This year FLEW by. I have changed so much I think. For one, I have brown hair. Totally! Ha...so shallow. Ok, time to go tanning and shit.

best _____ of the year:
1. party: my Grad Party, or the New Year's Eve party I just went to!

2. show: American Dreams

3. cd: Gretchen Wilson

4. movie: NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE

5. song: Live Like You Were Dying

6. experience: MCC

7. Concert: didnt go to any

8. book: The Lovely Bones

9. month: June- GRADUATION

10. day: June 25th, 2004

worst ____ of the year:
1. party: probably someone's boring grad party

2. show: The Bachelor

3. cd: ?

4. movie: dumb one watched in Interpersonal Communications

5. song: too many to recognize.

6. experience: Erin's accident/wake/funeral

7. concert: didnt attend any.

8. book: ?

9. month: September

10. Day: A whole lotta

hopes for 2005:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: Steady boyfriend? Awesome college experience?

2. what do you hope changes about your country?: War ends...

3. what do you hope for yourself?: it working out with Jay

4. what do you hope for your family?: HARMONY

5. what do you hope for your best friend?: happiness

during 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: Katie's

2. did you stay up?: probably like 2

3. what was your new years wish?: i dont remember

4. how many boy/girlfriends?: NONE

5. broke up?: none

6. have any crushes?: a few

7. care to mention names?: currently JJ

8. new friends?: a few

9. had to say goodbye?: yes

10. missed anyone?: oh my god yes

11. win anything?: A BOWL CHAIR!

12. best place you went to?: Voigt Cottage in Canada

13. worst place you went to?: Funeral

14. happiest moment?: When I was so cocked I didnt care about anything

15. how was your birthday?: pretty boring...just your average bday

16. best present?: computer?

oh hey and another
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Drink to excess

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? didnt make any

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? She didnt have the chance

4. Did anyone close to you die? Yes

5. What countries did you visit? Canada.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? BOYFRIEND

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory and why? August 15th, Erin's death

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? going to college

9. What was your biggest failure? Michael

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nah

11. What was the best thing you bought? digital camera

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? President Bush

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Michael

14. Where did most of your money go? Gas, clothes

15. What did you really, really, really get excited about? Camping!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? Hey Ya.

17. Compared to this time last year are you: Brunette, experienced, and in college

Happier? Kinda

Thinner? HA, no

Richer? slightly

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? worked harder on my grades

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? bitch and moan

20. How will you be spending christmas? At home with family...

21. How will you be spending new years? AT KATHI and JEREMY'S WITH ERICA!!!!

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? kind of

23. How many one-night stands? 0

24. What was your favorite TV program? LOST, Will and Grace, Biggest Loser

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Yeah (11th grade)

26. What was the best book you read? Lovely Bones

27. What was your biggest musical discovery? Gretchen Wilson

28. What did you want and you got?to get out of the house

29. What did you want and not get? Ha, I dont even want to go there

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Phantom?

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old did you turn? I think I just hanged out...and 18

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Getting what I wanted. And having fun @ college

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? Casual, cute, trendy

34. What kept you sane? Stephany

35. Which celebrity/public did you fancy the most? JUDE LAW

36. What political issue stirred you the most? BUSH!

37. Who did you miss? Erin

38. Who was the best new person you met? Troy!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: Don't take ANYTHING for granted. Live each day like it is your last.

40. Quote or Song Lyric that sums up your year:
"Imagine" Mercy Me

holy crap. I hardly update this thing, but that's because I'm living a busy life. Christmas was eh, got some good stuff I suppose. Been working like a maniac, but thats good too I suppose. New Years Eve was KILLER. Hung out @ RIT with awesome people, drank entirely too much, did some naughty things, randomly made out with someone...the usual night. Ahahaha. It's been fun hanging with Mike, Katie (on break from school in WALES), Erica & David, Dannis, etc etc. It's nice to see them all. Got really drunk @ the Neighborhood Christmas party. Jeremy and this kid Kevin drew all over me with markers. Ehhhh. Last night a bunch of us girls [Dannis, Kate, Lydia, Annie] went to dinner @ Parker's. Good times. Then they played pool for a whiles after and we all just had a great time laughing, catching up etc...Amy showed up which was fun! She always livens it up. Then I met Brandon. Ahaha. I was just hanging out, watching them play pool, and this guy comes over to me and starts hitting on me. Totally awesome. Holy Shit. lol! He told me that he wanted to get a call from me while he was refilling his beer, so I obliged and took his number. A rather cute and not tacky way to ask for my number at all. I liked it. SO, who knows where this will go. But he's a cute guy, nice enough last night, sweet. Let's see if he calls me tonight :)

I'm making dinner, so I think I'll go start on that. Love to you if you read this!