Lyrical Symphony

“A story begins when they met each other

For her,love was the only way to survive

But her choice was incredible smashed.”

 

So nostalgic when you see the wounds

When you say a forbidden word

A piece from my heart fade away

Like the sand in the air

Beat by beat my heart get older and older

 

Warm soul is not bleeding when it says “I love you”

But that damage part of a demonic atmosphere

Still asphyxiate you,impossible love

Feelings,Words,Your warm kindness in your angry eyes

I can touch you but I won’t,you laughing at me

Are you afraid to read my pages inside of me?

Are you afraid to show me what means the word „you”?

 

Unexplained words devastate my universe

Deteriorated sounds sing in my ears

Broken waves starts to cover my face

Pure water will wash the malefic figurine

 

„See?What means love when you close your eyes in front of

Why did you turn around when she scream your name?

Your departure made her in stone and her  existence will be forgotten?

Congratulations! You destroy your happiness,your own peace,your only love.”




*note: a voice speak at the beginning and in the end,mean both of verses who are italic

Emptiness

Darkness

Living in a place of nothing

Creatures insult your desires

Shame

Where I was born

In a place where no one understand

Tired of explain the meaning of living

Tired of explain and keep others alive

When I’m already dead?

 

Why I’m trying to speak when you don’t even think?

A faker like you,parasitical existence.

Taken soul,disinter the feelins you never touch

Being forgotten by many humans who loved you.

When the Earth seems to be down,try to save your existence.

 

I started to cross over but how can I be alive?

Stucked in a place who no one cares.

 

Every piece of life is dead,covered by smiles,love,hate.

Sweet innocence under painted mask who tricked you.

Friendships based by hunters who suck your own connection for being alive.

Softly grief it hurts more and more.

Loaded gun with one shot

Dead dreams by that machine of death

Let me go to see you trough your eyes.

I feel the intense of hatred inside you

You won’t understand.

 

Every piece of live have the right to live

Yes,but how?When your real friend seems your worst enemy.

Your trust in people disappear slowly

Years by years begin to be an empty hole

 

Love is gone,violent scenes persist in each other lifes

Before talk and understanding feelings,erase that madness in your heart.

Are many stories untold

Are many conversations which never exist.

Family,friends,even the strangers acting like they don’t have a lil of love inside of them.

Where are those moments?

Where are when your life is ruined by little bastards who eat every peace of love?

Disappointment,fear to cross the street,fear to live every second of your life

So many people dominate others by the easiest way,by money.

People buy their love,buy their body and pretending that its just normal thing.

Everything fades away but is not a reason to suicide yourself.

This should make you much more stronger and not selling your own machine of life.

This should make you think what’s wrong,what’s right.People learn while their live.

 

Everything burns and the ash fade away in a slowly  flow of wind.

There she is, just lying there,

Without a smile, without a care.

Crimson crystals does she weep

Slowly into the soil do they seep.

She knows not how to undo...

She doesn't know what is true.

She lies there with only one thought,

"Look at what life has brought."

 

Soiled blood upon her hand,

Tainted soil upon the land,

Soaked dress upon her skin...

No longer can she win...

She cannot lift herself from the floor,

Doesn't want to live this life anymore.

There she lies, crying, every night.

Through her eyes you can see the fright

Life is taken by the soil.

In her mind there is only toil.

Never will there be liberty

In her mind, only misery

 

Still she is there, just lying there,

Without a smile, without a care.

To lift herself she wouldn't dare.

Now all that's left is a blank stare.

~Snowing like you never saw
Its snowing in your heart

You used to have a warm heart, that melted even ice,
But even sincer he left you, your heart became too cold
And every single Christmas, all I can see in that heart
Is white snow, pure white snow…

~But it's still broken
Watch your mother how hard she try to make you happy today

Day after day, you try not to see, that tears in her eyes are overflowing
You pray for her happiness, for her smile to come back
She knows, she tries not to hurt you, she tries to make you smile
But in her heart, the sorrow keeps telling her to stop

~Beautiful white snow glittering to the city's lights
You're frozen and your tears.......i don't see them anymore
Your mom forgive you but the reprehensibleness flow in your dark memories
After few hours enjoying with your friends,you remembered something...

The glittering lights, the glittering sound, it's not in your heard,
But it's in your cold heart, a heart that forgot how warm it once was
Every memory becomes too painfull to bear
You show a fake face, a mask that hides your fears

~Your dad is dead waiting you to come to his grave,but no!
You just pass over and over again
And your disregard flying and become to be forgotten again,why?!

Please don't forget him…he was once the one you cared about

~And yeah,how it says,the snow its cold like your heart,fool and silly!
Oh,beautiful white snow,you steal his warm soul.

Don't let the white snow invade your heart, don't let it's coldness take over you

again we remember what means "LOVE"
no,give me the answer and tell me the definition of it
i told you she's not pretty
i told you to stay away from her....but you...
                           you don't
  
now you suffer,you're hurt
from your heart is only ash
see baby?how am I look?
my face is broken because of the cold tears
                 who slowly dying in my palms

i wonder why you could this to me?
i keep your love in my heart
but look at me,your beloved
who loved you,you care about you
            what have you done with myself?

walking by on our place,wonderful
the air isn't changed
the flower smells the same
but the atmosphere is painfull
          why you do this to me?
  
the pain now is completely
but the love is gone
i fell the presure in the wind
the feathers are tired
         "let us sleep"  [a whisper of "feathers"]

the signification comes from the sky
the rain is pure and remind me of you
if it will rain,you don't know if i'm crying...
           so let it rain

Lovely day,but you think that is a wonderful one?
Having fun with your friends,trying to erase the wounds that you scratch them before
You race with your own way,trying to fight with dust,escape the ruins
Getting out from your life,you throw the spotted glass
I know what you thought instantly.

You fall into pieces,the life gives you a splendid present.
Now that you are dead inside,still you wonder how it happenes
It's all over for you,all over for your beautiful damned life
When you let the happiness that's around surprise you, everything starts to tear apart

Still I entered in your mind and I know that you felt something strange
Something bad that could end your life
I wanted to try to stay you alive
Maybe the soul leave but I'm still wonder how will be your new age
Living among souls bad or good

His pureness that it flows through your eyes
It can put you on thoughts that will never end
The time and the space that he enjoy his short time of living
The time when he breath slowly and suddenly his breath stopped.

All the beautiful memories with your dearest friends who care about you
Now floating through the clouds, leaving a thick fog
The images slowly dissapear and you feed with the breeze who hits you on your fine face
I cannot hear any sound of your voice, but everything went,just your soul remains with us
Dear Yoshiaki Yamada [Piyo-Vo.Gakido RIP]

all the pieces are broken
forgotten
scratched
useless
and
what else?
destroyed

another day,another smoke
he breathe much more than his daughter
a lonely girl with forbidden hopes
drowning in your own errors
just disgusting and aversion


a bell sound like something wrong
something painful and irritating
bloody knife,what have you done?
you killed the most precious of this life
the purity is allmost gone

separate her from this world
even if you were the father of this ash
let her haunting you
let her inhale you
you are the garbage in her head

she lost her faith in you
how could you,like father
killed her and buried her
shame on you,murderer

do not forget how many times
how many times she tell you "dad"?
how many times she scream your name
this words will never end
they will surround you

Everything I saw
It wasn't me,right darling?

If I scream,no one will hear my pain
If I die,no one will hear my voice
Desperate sorrow make me cry
A little chip,a little ash of what I've loved

Pure face like a lilium
Evil heart like a criminal
The drops fall one by one
Oh,you let a deep pain growing

Little more,little war
One between me and you
Controling me ,I will come home like I promise
If you remember what I've said when we say "goodbye" each other
Lies....

Stars driving me crazy
Laughing in an agony insomnia
Staying on the old cradle
I snatch my memories

Oh beautiful eyes.....the cast a spell upon me
Massacre love,sadistic pain...how can I live like this?
Squeezing the time,the full what was in us

I stoped the hole
How can you give me a look?
When I'm like that
A murder of hearts
A monster
Without saying anything
I suffer so much
Even I can't cry

That feeling crumble me inside

A day just passing by
A breath of wind stroke my skin
Around me,around my love is happiness
But you're not here to embrace you
                to see how much i love you

I open the window for a new day
You remember?
That your kisses meet my shoulders every morning
Memories,sweet and pure but painfull in the same time
                               why you gone?

A gathering of whispers playing in my ears
Why your hands were so delicately?
Why i fall in love with you so deep?
You hypnotized me

A beauty red higanbana
Told me you are here
A beautiful smile,a beautiful angel
All i want from this life,it's just you

Baby when we met was a rainy day,right?
You hold my hand and everything was fine
Was briliant,was wonderfull but hey
The time passed and now you're there
Come back and let's raise together

I miss your voice who make me vibrate
Give ma a gleam of love
Give me a branch of happiness
You are all that i have...
    my only love

It hurts in a way that makes me scream
It hurts, everything around me hurts
But asks what really

The bowl from which I ate, is blank
It's like the dirty whole from inside
Rotten walls of moisture
Everything around is mold and flashy lights
It makes me say that I'm well, that I'm a happy person

Even if I don't care, it's tearing me
It's eating me from inside, in the end, it kills me
Ah, what would I do without you? without your stunning scent
That takes me in a peaceful dream, even if it hurts

I'm starting to love you, starting to like you, I hear you whisper
How you try to tell me the words
"I love you"
You love me, you adore me...but is everything real, or is it just a dream?
An old dream that doesn't want it's hate....
                everything is blown by the wind.....