We Are The "Other Women"

For anyone close to Phoenix, AZ....

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Today is a lil eaiser than yesterday or the day before. He is at least talking to me today. I really dont understand why me of all people fell for someone I knew I couldnt have. I mean I have been wifey. I know they never really leave wifey, wifey will leave them first. Well at least thats how it is where I am from. Where I am from its cheaper to keep her. I had to finally get the strength up to leave mine. But any way like I was sayin I knew what I was gettin in to when I started. I ingnored all my friends tellin me DONT DO IT, RUN. But did I, no. I knew what I was doing. It was just sex. But it wasnt. We had started as friends. Someone to talk about our problems. His with his new wife and mother of children. and me leaving my no good husband. Sex was just a bouns. I got to know the real Cash. And soon realized he was the man I have always wanted. A huge heart, caring, but at the same time wont let me run him over. Will stand up for hisself against my rants. I need that. For so long I my husband gave me what ever i wanted monitarly. I got my way, but he had his way with any and every woman he came in contact with. And the sex OMG the best I have ever ever had by far. But along with all the things I wanted in a man he also came with a big shiney ring.
I have decided that I cant be his option. I cant. This was my first holiday alone and I dont think it would have been so bad if I hadnt known that there was some one I would have done anything to be with, and knowing he was having a blast with his family. No matter how much I want to hold onto the fact that I know he and I would be happy together I cant do it. I need someone to be there for me. I have tried to find other men to please me or take my mind off of him but it dont work. It makes me sick to my stomach. And its crazy because he is not my man. I am not even his "girl friend". I know I am long winded but is there anyone with advice.

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I am married, but a few years ago I had an affair for a few months. She was a co-worker, so it was hard to keep it a secret. It's wierd though, it just sorta faded away. Since then I've been a lot more open to flirty women though. Sometimes I feel bad about it, but most of the time I am rather indifferent. Is that normal?

I am a married man. I don' know it it's ok to add links to other communities here??!! I just started a community with a similar interest, just a little more local.

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If this is not allowed just delete it. I am not a spammer (I'm the only one in my community, hopefully not for long! :))

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I told him today I needed time to think.

I had a dream the other night that his wife saw us together,and i just can't get the picture of her face at that moment out of my mind.

i love him, but I just don't know if this is right.  I feel so guilty. 

My best friend is going through a divorce right now.  I love this woman more than you can imagine, I'd take a bullet for her, give her both my kidneys, whatever....and the similarities are painful to see.

She and her husband have been together for 10 years, married for 8, almost the exact same as my MM and his wife.  She even has a similar body type to my MM's wife.

To look at her, and all the pain this is causing her, to think that I am causing, or could cause the same pain to someone else....it kills me.

I don't know what to do.

ok, so last time i posted, i spoke about how i was doing the "u dont know what u have til its gone" thing with my MM. well it worked, and it seemed as though we took a few steps closer to him leaving his wife...but then his wife found out about EVERYTHING. its a long story about how she found out, so i'll make it short and to the point...



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He's coming next Saturday to stay the night.  He's telling her he needs to get away. 

They've been having a lot more problems lately.  I feel guilty because it's partly my fault, and because I am happy that they are having issues.

He says he's leaving next week, or very soon after.  He promised he would be here, with me, by my birthday.  If it's true, if he's not lying, if he's not just stringing me along, that means I will have him here, all to myself, by mid May.

I am so happy, so hopeful, and so guilty.

I want nothing more than to marry him and have children with him.  To build a life and a family with him...

+Name/Nickname: sheyna
+Age: 24
+Location/State/County: not tellin' ;)
+Are you presently involved w/ a married man/men?: yes
+If yes, for how long?: a few months
+Have you been involved in this type of relationship before?: yes
+At what age did you get involved with your present/first affair?: 22
+Have you encountered problems?: not really
+Have you ever been caught?: not really, but some suspected something
+What do you want to happen, in you current relationship?: I just hope it stays fun and exciting. Hum. I think he's more attached though.
+Do other people know of your relationship? only online
+If yes, what do they say?: nothing special
+How do you feel about the relationship?: a bit guilty wife wise, but that's his business not mine...
+Other things you want to say...: hello! ;)