Your Luckiest Charm!

well its been awhile.

hmmm what do i talk about...

okay the new school year for us has started and shit shit shit its alot of work.(FUCK AP) But its all good I dont mind it that much. Just my brain is hella tired at the end of the day.lol But watch this year Im gonna do sooooo much better than last year!

Surfing has been crazy lately. Im sponsered but some fucker thought he could run my life and i told him to fuck off so its just chill right now. I like it better like this. I like being sponsered and what not but I dont need another parent or worste this fo' thought he could tell me what to do like all crazy. nah i dont deal with shit like that. I surf for fun.

I should get back into the firefighter explorers.

I have the most amazing girlfriend in the world! she means everything to me and Im so happy to be with her. I havent been this happy in a relationship in a long time.Thank you pookey!

Well I cut my hair into this like fohawk looking thing(ull see below) thennnn I said fuck it! i want a real mohawk! So i cut it yesterday(ull see)

have you ever been to wahoos? If you havent you should!

Ive been drumming again lately and audtioned for this band and of course made it.(duh)

well im gonna start updating this byotch more frequently and get my ass off of myspace lol

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Aloha!

How is everyone? I really do hope everyones doing good and I do apologize for never coming on here anymore (lol) myspace has taken over my life. LOL JK I've been kinda buisy with surfing. Ive been pretty much surfing everyday. Im gonna compete next weekend and I just got sponsered by "sex wax" and HSS wants me. So life is pretty damn good. Surfing is everything to me and Im glad ive been able to do it so much and well....shit...im pretty damn good. : D lol Ive also got back into skating. Just give me a board and Ill ride it it doesnt matter what kind. and ill be good at it. no bullshit.

Yesterday I ate shit on a wave and fucked up my neck and back oh so bad. Sex wax paid for me to go to a spa so I can get back to surfing. And yesterday some of the locals in Huntington were being reallll cool. Thats where I met Cody. LMAO this dood. He's really cute. Tall thin (crazy ass six pack lol) long blonde hair blue eyes...ladies u'd all want him. He's cute but he doesnt get the point that Im lesian ahaha

I mean ive never met a guy like him ahaha he's so into like......okay example..today earlier he was like "ur eyes are seductive and ur skin is so soft ur so beautifull" the whole time he was staring into my eyes i was like wow thats sweet but...im lesbian no chance with me. everytime i tell him he like turns away and ignores it ahaha hes really into me and im just like wtfffffff i think its cause he only see's me in my board shorts and my rashguard(which fits me kinda tight lol) hes like i dont care if u dress like me ur still beautiful...crazy shit

well the ocean is all thats been in my mind lately. I can hear the ocean whenever its quiet. For any those who have actually surfed think when ur in a barrel....isnt it amazing.it totally feels like ur in another world. I dont hear anything while im in that barrel. looking around u just see a tube of water around u and the water feels sooo good. thats whats on my mind right now...well thats it for now i promise ill up date soon

i love u all

muahhhhhh

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Hello! Missed me? lol

Sorry I havent updated this byotch in soooo long. I've been myspace whoring. Yes. But Im not a myspace whore.Im just popular.Dont get it twisted.

Well I ummm theres not really much to talk about though.Im back at school.yay...yeah right.

I have the most amazing girlfriend.

I have too many haters.I love it.

Sable told me that Im gonna be in the student auction.so byotches ill let you know when to bring ur money and buy me.

I saw house of wax yesterday.That movie was pretty hott I liked it.And one of the guys ...fuck I think his real name is Jared something idk but his hair..was...awesome I loved it.and i also saw ummm...Mind Hunters i think that was the name of it. It was with LL cool J and some other peps. It was aight too.

I havent been to the beach in like over a week and its driving me crazy! I wanna go surfing. Umm Ill just end this with some pics...

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What it is yo! How is everybody?

Well It's been awhile since I've updated this byotch riighht?

Well nothing too exciting has been crackin you know just chillen' at the surf spots and whatnot. I think i got a lil tan idk. I'm going back to school next week.........whackkkk

So somebody I haven't talked to in like ummm 3 years? Since i was in 7th grade called me today. That was interesting that foo' was my rodawg. Like he knew about everything I did. And back in my Sunvalley days I did alot with alot. lol Like no joke I would have like 3 girlfriends and they all knew about each other. Crazy shit. well he called and wanted to know whats up cause now he's back In hellA.(He moved to phili) And he's all asking bout things and shit and soo much has changed and he's all trippen but we're gonna go out this weekend and party and bullshyt.

Umm I wanted to apologize to someone for putting them through soo much. Im sorry I didnt want things to end up this way but, they did. Im sorry. (im still gonna give u the update u want..just not now)

Umm let me see what else.....

For those of you who know John, Miller, kells, and kay kay.....

ahahahaha did ya'll hear about that shit that happend at the beach? LOL dont comment just call me and we can talk shit and clown on those stupid asses! Like seriously wtf was that all about? Whateva john thinks he's the biggest playa and that girl was asking about me he wanted to dieeeee ahaha she was hott but nahhhhh not my stylee....or at least not anymore.

Kay kay is having her birthday party next month at thai's house! You kno thats gonna be happininnnn'. So invite all the beach whores ahahaha and you can invite the celtics even though they cant surf as good as us.

ok byotches idk I might have some pics next entry ....

love ya!

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You wanted me to do this..you wanted to know how I felt about you and this situation..so here it is......................

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other girl

Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other girl
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)

Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)

I dont want to hear it anymore. I loved you and you left me...for him....thats it. You fucked up your never going to have me back so stop trying. All those lyrics every single one of them is for you. Every single one. We're over and done.