get low

hmmm so what have i been up to lately. i feel like i have a need to update this since all of you people really want to know whats up with me. haha yea right. well what have i been up to since last time i posted. well let me see i am 22 now, yea im getting old as fuck. i went upstate the 2nd weekend up july. it wasnt that bad. basically hung out, shot bb guns, hung out around the fire. it was somewhat relaxing but also a little blah cause someone was there but thats life. i dont know whats up with my life. i found out my complaining bothers someone so i will stop do it to that person. i think im just going to tell everyone im fine when they ask how i am just to make life easier and stuff. nothing much has changed with me and i dout it ever will but eh. work we have been working on this design contest for something that will be at suny farmingdale. its like a 9/11 memorial site and a site for long island as we came together over what happened i dunno. its tuff working on this cause like 6 or more people are giving ideas and its tuff to narrow it down but its something different. i hope it comes out ok. oh yea

"i find myself sleeping just to pass the time. i find myself working just to make sure im still alive."