September 7th, 2010On this day in different years

depressed

Am I still hiding?

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So..I'm still not staying at my hotel room, I'm paying but I'm not staying. But I did stop there yesterday to get some clean clothes, and my outfit for work. Since I have to go back to work since my week off is gone. I decided that I would go back to work, I need the money for food, clothes, weapons, scrolls. And I used the last bit of money to get a new hair cut, it was getting a bit to long. Slightly over my shoulders so I had to get it cut. I noticed the village is more lovely at night then it is during the day, the streets still have people walking them but not as crowded like it is at day.

I guess I'm falling for the night more then during the day, but I'm still not telling my were I am, I no longer wear the clothes that I came into the village. The clothes that reminded me of home. They are hidden in a private place that I know in the Inn that's in my room. Of course I will still be staying there since I still go there every now and then to take a nap during the days but other then that I hardly use the place. Last night was the first time I went to sleep in that room, I was to tired to try to find a different place to stay...and I had a horrible headache. But it's my fault so I can't blame it on others.

But I got a letter from the Inn keeper, the lady at the hospital finally read my application and I'm now a head nurse at the hospital in the village, but even through I don't start until four weeks because of legal issues I have to keep this stupid waitress job. As much as I hate it, I guess I kinda like the extra attention I get, it keeps my mind from thinking to much. Even through older men give me their numbers..and men my age also..but that part if private..I wish not to talk about that.

So if anyone wishes to find where I am those are a few places..and if you really wish to talk to me, you can find me at someone away from the village..it's right outside of the south gate. During the day if you wish to see me..I might be at the field that is full of daisy's..that is if you wish to talk to me.

Mata Ne!