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A Letter

I sent Amber a letter, she asked me the most beautiful question as I was leaving camp. She asked me, "What are you going back/home to?" we were interrupted as we spoke and I had the answer in my head for the past week, I didn't put a return address on the letter, sent it to the camp she works at, the thing about letters is that it gives the receiver control over accepting your sharing oe not, as they have the option to toss it without ever opening, no return addy, as it was the only way I could think of respecting her relationship, I didn't speak of anything romantic, told her I understood her nor answering email a year ago, as I was crushing, can't figure out why I feel like crying right now.

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In my Bed!
  • faunia

A Letter

I sent Amber a letter, she asked me the most beautiful question as I was leaving camp. She asked me, "What are you going back/home to?" we were interrupted as we spoke and I had the answer in my head for the past week, I didn't put a return address on the letter, sent it to the camp she works at, the thing about letters is that it gives the receiver control over accepting your sharing oe not, as they have the option to toss it without ever opening, no return addy, as it was the only way I could think of respecting her relationship, I didn't speak of anything romantic, told her I understood her nor answering email a year ago, as I was crushing, can't figure out why I feel like crying right now.

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In my Bed!
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Relationship Drama


I've been reading journals on here about how there's low contact and interest, where one person is inciting more than the other, ugh the lack of real care and the dynamics, I thinking ugh, I remember that, those excited out of control lusty feelings if not being able to stop talking constantly, then the other person not wanting to talk or have anything to do with you, no thank u. I don't care if I'm single forever I never want to go back there and experience it again.

I think I've hurt too badly to ever, even as much as I'd like to, open up and get involved again. Even though I'm crushing big time on Amber, I'm looking at it for what it is, nothing but dreaming, of an unavailable lady, on an unavailable woman.

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Year Crush

It's been a day and a half since we said bye, you wished me a happy life, all I could think of was,"I'll see you again." It had been a year since I last saw you, you weren't supposed to be there this past week, yet there you were.

I bet so many women come in and meet you on that job, falling into a crush mode as I did, did I look foolish, I think I must've. You never wrote me back, we talked about it, I wouldn't have if you hadn't brought it up first. I was happy in my thinking that you never received it.

I hate rejection, I mentally know it's best to get it over with, but I didn't like hearing that you'd received it and felt funny about my email. I didn't flirt in it, it was a simple hello, would u like to take my hand in friendship. Huh, you told me this time about crossing work boundaries, then we shared other than work stuff, I was confused as to where the line was still.

Your blue eyes make me nervous when I feel vulnerable, so deeply penetrating, you have a girlfriend. Ugh, I wonder how long, did you last year, we flirted in the cabin, I almost kissed you. Ugh, not kewl, I hope not since last year, I ask how long, we get interrupted. I'm left wondering.

I miss you, can't get you out of my thoughts, I video tapped you, helps. The thought of not seeing or talking to you again is hard. Yet, if you were my partner, I wouldn't want a crush around being friends with my lady. I wouldn't think that was a strong relationship between you and I if you did keep the crush friend around.

I like your morals, values and how you conduct yourself when away from your partner, I think it's how you'd be with me, huh...the honor, loving respect, it is All good, just wish she were me.

Thanks for a great week Willow.

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In my Bed!
  • faunia

Year Crush

It's been a day and a half since we said bye, you wished me a happy life, all I could think of was,"I'll see you again." It had been a year since I last saw you, you weren't supposed to be there this past week, yet there you were.

I bet so many women come in and meet you on that job, falling into a crush mode as I did, did I look foolish, I think I must've. You never wrote me back, we talked about it, I wouldn't have if you hadn't brought it up first. I was happy in my thinking that you never received it.

I hate rejection, I mentally know it's best to get it over with, but I didn't like hearing that you'd received it and felt funny about my email. I didn't flirt in it, it was a simple hello, would u like to take my hand in friendship. Huh, you told me this time about crossing work boundaries, then we shared other than work stuff, I was confused as to where the line was still.

Your blue eyes make me nervous when I feel vulnerable, so deeply penetrating, you have a girlfriend. Ugh, I wonder how long, did you last year, we flirted in the cabin, I almost kissed you. Ugh, not kewl, I hope not since last year, I ask how long, we get interrupted. I'm left wondering.

I miss you, can't get you out of my thoughts, I video tapped you, helps. The thought of not seeing or talking to you again is hard. Yet, if you were my partner, I wouldn't want a crush around being friends with my lady. I wouldn't think that was a strong relationship between you and I if you did keep the crush friend around.

I like your morals, values and how you conduct yourself when away from your partner, I think it's how you'd be with me, huh...the honor, loving respect, it is All good, just wish she were me.

Thanks for a great week Willow.

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**Letting Go is Love**

If your gf or someone you'd like as your gf, comes to you and says that she doesn't see herself being in a relationship with your, or that she thinks that you two need a break. I suggest recognizing the gift that that person is giving you.

We are all wanting to find people that are capable of loving us, and when we're told in so many of words that this person doesn't love us, we tend to want to cling and hang on to this person and try and change their mind and decisions. I say, "Why would you cling to someone that obviously doesn't love you and cant love you."

I know this sounds to like it's easy for me, however in my real life this letting go has been amonst the hardest things I've had to work on myself and learn. I still have my moments of clinging urges and missing her sad phases, however it's more loving of myself and my ex love if I accept my moments for what they are, and accept the choices that they have made,even though their choices aren't in line with what I most want.

***Another version of this** Is saying thank you for being honest with me and when offered teh penny amout of love, sounds like.. "I'd like to be friends" recognize the truth in yourself and situtation, then simply say, "A friendship with you would be nice, however my feelings are too strong for you romantically in order to have a just friendship with you, I wish it could be otherwise, but it is not. thanks."

Then keep moving on with your life, In my own life now I'm trusting that my situation and the urges to contact Kia, and others that I've loved will only serve to help stengthen my love muscles. Have a good day!
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